Hmm had a bad dream last night again.

I dreamt that i was taking h3 physics paper again >.< Then it was essentially like the real thing where i didn't know how to do a lot of the paper and i just sat there stoning and trying to figure out how to do the questions while everyone around me was furiously writing away. =(( Then after that i dreamt that it was post prelims and my physics teacher gave me back the h3 paper and i failed. =( then i was very sad. So i woke up feeling quite sad. Sigh.

I really don't like the nights leading up to exams. Or the nights of exams itself because i always have bad dreams or bad quality sleep then it's so oxymoronic because i become even more tired in the day, can't focus, then study less, then worry more, then can't sleep even more. My brain should be classified as 'spastic' seriously.

Hmm okay i'm hungry where's daddy. He's supposed to bring me out for nice yummy lunch =D

Hahaha after blogging this post, kialiang's hot and sexy legs will no longer be on my blog.

Anyway today was/is ultimate sian day. Last night i got super stressed and worried because i realise i really have no time to study finish because of like.. stupid h3 and stuff then today woke up really sianx and like study really slowly today haha. I bet you i'll panic again tonight then burst -.- Anyway thanks julian for giving me really useful tips many of which involved the phrase 'don't study' for example 'don't study organic chem' and 'don't study maths until next tuesday'. =) But it's true i'm not going to study maths until like.. next week just before the paper i think because i really have no time for it =(

I've been having strange dreams recently. Last night's one was REAL weird it involved peeing in urinals and having to set fire to my pee so that they'll combust and disappear because the flush wasn't working. o.O I think too much organic chem already. And i probably had a full bladder.

Okay superposition is killing me i don't think it's very hard, it's just very boring. Okaaay i go carry on mugging or not i'll end up not studying everything and fail. Julian i'll blame you ok. =)

Haha kidding kidding i'm still your best friend k.

-faints and dies-

Oh. My. God!!!!

I got Distinction for my vocal exam!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =DDDDDDDD

YAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!

133/150.

Omg i'm super happy omgomgomg who cares about lau pok h3 yay omg.

Omg yayyy i must say a mega thank you to like:

1. Mr Toh - for obvious reasons. Yay ok please coach me in falsetto now =D lol

2. Linan - omg wonderful accompanist who managed to transpose without looking at a new score yay love you you're the best omg =DDD Thanks for agreeing to play for me and coming to my house etc to practise and stuff yayyyy =DD. (do you even read my blog?)

3. Geoffrey - For having frequent aural sessions with me and teaching me how to aural. I mean, tackle the aural questions and everything with regards to cadences and rhythm and blah di blah omg you're seriously the best please =))))) Yaaaaay love you for sacrificing so much time and taking time off for me and tolerating my really bad memory =DD

4. Benjamin - who always encouraged and sympathised me whenever i felt sian and down and didn't feel like singing.

5. Gerald - For sending me nice smses and listening to me whenever i complained =D Love you lots and i know you love me and i know you don't mind bursting your smses coz of me =D

6. And like everybody else who sent me good luck messages on the day of the exam. They really really helped a lot =) Thanks X 10^infinity. =D


Yayyyyy today is a very happy day and this has made up for the incredibly little amount of mugging i did in school. Ahaha yay i have been inspired to mug real hard and do really well for prelims and A levels. Go me!!!

Ahh i really love singing, and i really miss chorale. I can't wait for caroling to come and christmas carols are all that i've been singing at home. Thankfully my mum doesn't mind them but she thinks i'm strange coz it's no where near christmas yet. But whatever. Until then, we shall all work hard so that we can enjoy caroling k =)

Yay omg super happy!

Okay i personally believe, that h3 papers are created just to prove to us exactly how dumb we are. =( While i was trying to do question 5/8 i almost burst out in tears lol because i just felt super dumb at that moment then i felt really sad. =(

Well then i thought about haagan dazs tea that i was going to have after the exam then i felt better after that xD. But anyway i left 2 out of the 8 questions blank omg.

Ok i very tired now.

OMG i change my mind.

I hate h3.

I really cannot do a single question and i think i am going to fail tomorrow's test as horribly as my first test which is not good.

Omg h3 faster finish then i can feel smarter by doing H2. Rawr.

Omg i suck >.<

Hello world.

This is really exciting. I'll be taking my 2nd h3 test in my life tomorrow and it's prelims. And the first test i got 9/60. xD. Okay i pray that i get 10X my previous marks then i'll get 90! Yay what's the probability of that? Go calculate probability density which is like.. you know, the wave function squared.

Obviously h3 is making me mad.

Anyway you know i was thinking that i'm starting to enjoy studying h3. Not only because i'm actually starting to understand the stuff (er ya it's a bit late i know but it's a START okay), but because in some sadistic way, i've convinced myself that i have to like mug really hard for it (duh i got 9/60 omg) so i've actually not been studying anything else for the past few days. And i'll be really sad when h3 is over because suddenly i have only 1 week to study all my 4 H2 subjects. So technically this is more blissful. Haha. Anybody taking my stance on this? =P

Haiz well alright i have tonight and tomorrow morning to salvage my H3 haha i shall go and study now. Go me xD

Yayy haha I just randomly felt like listening to this song which is really nice and wish we could do it but oh well. The name is 'Verbum Supernum Prodiens' not verbum dupernum as said on the realplayer thing lol.

Anyway i had a really strange dream last night. I only remember 1 part of it. So in my dream, for some reason i had to inject myself. And i was in a container thing like our RI dentist that kind of container room then the nurse was like 'ok here please inject yourself coz i'm busy' then i was like uhhhh okay then for some reason
Royce walked by and because i couldn't inject myself properly so i asked him to help me to inject me. Haha. Then i remember staring at the needle while it went into my arm then i was thinking to myself 'hmm Royce is really good at this i don't feel any pain at all' then i woke up and went o.O Then i fell back asleep into some semi-conscious state (it was already 8+am) then i remember like semi controlling my dream but now i cannot remember what else happened in the dream.

Hmmmm. Oh well. What a strange dream. Okay i shall go slack around for a while now =)

Ooo i found this on youtube. From the combined concert of Dunman sec CJ SAC choirs during april. They sang irish blessing as their encore. =)) Ahh pity it's so short it sounds grander with such a big choir!

Sigh anyway i got 9/60 for h3 test hahahaha. Jokes. I was so close to a 2 digit mark OH well sian today is like some antimugging day i haven't been capable of mugging at all so that's why i'm like youtubing and just randoming around online lol. Sian.

Okay i go find other more useful stuff to do now. Bye! =)

Guess who this really really hot and sexy pair of legs belong to! =P

Guess who's my favourite freak friend of all time? =))))

Haha watching Ronald Susilo play badminton just now made me miss all the days i trained badminton in primary school, and from sec 2 to 4. Ahh badminton is really really fun. Speaking of which, i wonder how my coach is doing =)

Sigh anyway today i like essentially did nothing.

I read:
- 4 pages of econs
- 6 pages of S6 notes

I did:
- 4 physics MCQ questions

That's all. So failure please. Ahh school tomorrow. Don't want to go sigh. Oh well, better treasure school while there's so little left. But school was only really fun when there was chorale =)

-Walks down to the fridge-

-Opens fridge.. Hmm... Fruits-

-Closes fridge. Opens freezer. Hmmm. Ice cream...-

-Dilemma-

-Hmm.-

-Okay ice cream-

-Hmm old fashioned vanilla, cookies and cream, one cheesecake brownie, New york brownie?-

-Hmmm. Cookies and cream-

-Yum yum yum =)-

-Oh look! Fat deposits!-

I re falling in love with lux. Especially ours.

It's just the perfect emo song =D.

My mood has successfully went from stressed, to happy after vocal exams, to super low now. >.<


You cut me open and I.. keep bleeding.. keep keep bleeding....
And it's draining all of me.

Ahh yayz it's totally overz. And it was okay and went fine i sang as i usually do (i think) and sight singing and aural were all okay too! Haha!

The examiner was a lady and she was quite nice and chatty so i didn't feel that nervous. Haha then according to linan my best piece was 'younger than springtime' then like it really was easier singing it to a lady than to like a guy like tohbobo HAHA.

I messaged Mr Toh and told him it was easier to sing younger than springtime and the chinese song to the examiner. Then he replied 'I know I am not that pretty.' HAHAHA. Then i replied 'no comments.' HAHAHAHA.

Anyway it was so dumb. Coz you know in place of sight reading (for piano) we have sight singing. So you know in aural there's also a sight singing component. So i ended up having to sight sing twice. So anyway, the first sight singing was like 4 whole lines long then the piano plays both left and right hand and it's quite elaborate. Then i was like reading through haven't finish then omg need to start liao o.O So i was like omg okay then sing sing sing then OMG managed to sing everything correctly!!! Ahhh! The wonders of the solfege system =DD Then like came to the aural sight singing which was just 4 bars. Then i dunno what happened then i sang the 4th bar wrongly -.- Haha then she smiled and said 'would you like to try again?' then i was like OMG "YES PLEASE." then i got it correct =DD.

Yar so it was quite an interesting experience. It was over quite fast, in about 35 minutes i think. I haven't taken a music exam in 6 years, since i did piano grade 6 in Primary 6. Haha. And then i jump to grade 7 for voice straight away. -.- Scary.

Well now i'll just have to wait for the results which come out in 1 month's time i think. That means it'll arrive amidst the prelims!!! Ahh okay hope it's good, then yayy lala inspired to study harder =)

Sigh, time to start studying. I shall start tomorrow =).

Anyway thanks to everyone who wished me luck. All the smses and that dua mass phone call from Kialiang really helped a lot =)) Ahh lubbx you all a lot a lot k =D We shall all study hard and do well then we can go caroling and have lotsa funnnz.

Okay for now my mum's bugging me to watch the olympics so i shall go. Goodnight!! =))

Oh burst LOL my exam is at 2.52pm not 2.14pm. Phew. More time to warm up lala. Go me.

Ahahaha. YAY EVERYONE WISH ME GOOD LUCK AND PRAY FOR ME OKAY?? (is shameless but nevermind)

I shall go and sleep at 11pm and wake up at like 9am or something because i don't want to spend too long in aircon. Also, i need to warm up my voice to be ready by 2.14pm. And i need to report 15 mins before my exam so i have to get there by 1.59pm. Hmmm.

Okay i am quite happy/excited and i hope i can do really well tomorrow.

Mr Toh said today 'you'll do fiiiine don't worry so much.'

I wonder what that truly means >.<

Goodnight everyone! =)

Ahhh. Okay i had happy sleep this morning. Then my sister came home in the afternoon and surprised me with a bouquet of lilies!! A table bouquet. Ahh so nice of her. Supposedly for last night's concert. =) Ahh my room smells lovely now. Yay! Lubbx my sis.



Anyway today i went down in the afternoon to school for prometheum day rehearsal so that i won't burst the real thing tomorrow. Then anyway i was sitting there then i realised it was like exactly 1 year ago when i sat there with wen hao, some noobie about to take over as chairperson. Time really flies aahhh omg. Haha. Oh but i remember being super pissed last year though because i had to miss RGS concert. Mm..



So ok i came home then blah blah ate dinner then went back to bishan again to have vocal lessons with tohbobo then omg lasted for 2 hours until 10 then i just got home a while ago by cab haha. I had a friendly uncle who seems a bit blind o.O he thought there was a hump when there wasn't haha. Ok nevermind i got home safe =)



Yayyy omg i feel really happy haha i think it's the smell of lilies.



Oh anyway i was reading my past posts last time like in sec 4. Then i realised i was some MEGABITCH please. Omg. Like seriously. Luckily my archives link doesn't work hahahaha. But if you ever do somehow find my old posts, i BEG you not to read it okay. I'm not like that anymore =) Ok, i am bitchy, just less bitchy. MUCH less bitchy.



Okay anyway found old funny post from last year in LT2 when having open house prac.

Famous last words:
Mr Toh: Which part of the note do you cresendo?
Ans: The dotted part
Mr Toh: And where is the dot?
Ans: (points to score) Next to the note

Mr Toh: Why do you all call that young lady in the photocopying shop 'aunty'? The one that looks like Suet.
Ans: Because she looks like Suet.

Mr Toh (in an exasperated tone): So what kind of music do you listen to????
Bennett: ella ella ae ae under my umbrella ella ella

Chris: Ew what's that smell??
Geetha: It's Minsi.

Yayyy lalala omg tonight was super super fun! Like taking a break from the school world and out into the choir world again =) Haha omg rondes was just the best omg i think it's really the best one that we've performed before =)) Yayyy lubbx all the guys. Haha.

Ahh anyway i feel like i'm vaguely falling sick. I think i could have caught the stupid cough from my stupid brother yeah so i'm not going school tomorrow to rest at home + let my voice recover (after all that screaming.. see la bennett.. ) in time for Frrriday's vocal exam. Ahhh. I half don't want it to come, but half want it to be over. I think i've so much more i can improve on for the exam but there's not enough time!! And music exams are scary. So that's why i don't want it. But i want it over so that I can actually focus fully on like studying and stuff. Because there really isn't a lot of time (thanks minsi for telling me -.-). And also no more stress and bad dreams about singing badly >.< =((

Argh okay but whatever happens, I'll just try my best =)

Haha anyway i felt really sad just now when i heard RV sing lux. I was like !!!! imser then like flashback to all the practices we had in LT4, to our own concert (where i was actually at haha), then to the crazy post concert pre trip practices, then of course the trip itself and the many times we performed on stage and our lux made people tear. Haha pokpok made me think of finals and VS =P And keeping the dream alive brought me back all the way back to sec 4 when i first joined RV, which was like the beginning of my choral journey. Then i was thinking, does it end here, tonight?

At the end of it, I'm glad to say that i really really enjoyed every moment of both RV and chorale and it was really a blessing in disguise that i 1. joined hockey 2. quit hockey 3. decided to randomly follow my friend to audition for choir.

I think for now, it's time for a break, until after As where we shall full steam ahead and carol k? =) Yayy.

I love choir. I love singing.