Omg today was like a terrible first day in school. -skips the lessons- i didn't really feel like doing PE because I was sick with cough and at the same time a bit depressed also so anyway i would have killed myself or something so i thought it was safer not to do. Then like at 3pm i suddenly had mega gastric pangs. Argh i haven't had gastric for a long time since like sec 1 sec 2 like that. I think today coz morning had super big breakfast then didn't have appetite during my break at 10.30 (which is like just 1 hour after 1st period) then like no break until 3.15pm so ya.

I used to have gastric in sec 1 because I had hockey 3 times a week which would start like right after school ended so i would like eat recess but not eat lunch or not i'll get stitch while running and well it was a very bad habit and i started to develop gastric eventually and i remember having to see doctor for gastric pills and i got like MC off from hockey for a short while haha. Hockey was evil. But anyway ever since then whenever i miss a meal i'll get gastric. If i forgot to eat, usually it's okay. But if i can't eat when i want to eat then it'll act up.

Anyway i almost died because i came home and couldn't find any food then i had to call my mum and she told me to go make milk from milk powder and thank goodness that saved me =))

So i went for a swim just now because i was feeling quite xian and i'm happy to say that it cheered me up a lot! I think the last time i swam was probably um like farewell last year or something where i was unceremoniously pushed into my own pool. Yeah. So sad i hardly ever use my swimming pool because either no time or not in the mood to =( Okay pool i shall use you more often because you make me feel happy too! Argh but my eyes quite pain coz don't have goggles LOL my dad said i used mine so seldom that he stole them from me when his spoilt and i never bothered to get a new pair.

ANYWAY i think school's super xian and i feel like quitting school.

And i am also very jealous of a certain Mr Yeoh because he is able to drive to school omg while i had to plead my sis to fetch me and she unwillingly came he totally walked by and just got into his car and drove home i was like OMG i wish i could drive. Such freedom.

K i shall stop my ranting now omg and like. Go find my parents and whine to them instead. Yay my favourite pastime.

Haha quan is next to me and she's really spastic. Geoffrey is looking over my head -.- And the rest of the choir is like on the bed. Ew. o I AM NOT BEING SPASTIC!!!!!!!!!!!

yes quan is being spastic. And omg she's really loser coz she keeps building the magnet thingie then it keeps dropping. So dumb. Who ask her never take physics. Oh yeah, but physics is only for smart people. I HATE YOU MYSELF YOU KNOW! I AM SECRETLY SCHIZO YOU KNOW! CAN YOU TELL?!?!?!

Not really i'm not schizo quan quan is hijacking my keyboard and like.. blogging stuff on my blog she must feel really priviledged hahahaaha. No go away joelle you're really annoying you're not going to be able to see the photo OUCH WHAT'S UR PROBLEM OMG IT'S DAMN PAIN hahaha omg joelle has joined the spastic quan LOL. Ok what's up cat?

HELLO SAYS CAT LOUDLY. THIS IS CAT. IN CAT'S HOUSE. YAAAAAY. THERE ARE 1232425 PEOPLE IN THE HOUSE NOW. <3333 SAYS CAT HAPPILY.

oh i see. cat's schizo too :D

oh look gen joins us. HAHAHA QUAN IS SO LOSER HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA. hello yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Gen types with one finger -.- And fried is making a lot of noise behind me. Hmmm.. And geoffrey is STILL behind me. And he keeps touching hi hair it's quite amusing. xD Ok. HAHAHA didn't get to erase it.

Okay yay everyone has left me.

OK JOELLE IS REALLY IRRITATING HAHAHAHA. OUUUUUCH! WUBBER. Okay fine let u use la so whiney. Oh wait. You've left! =)

Ok quan is STILL trying to like build the spazz magnetic thing LOL so loser omg LOLOLOL. Go quan. It's gonna drop.. 1...2...3...4....5...6...7...8..9....10.... oh damn it didn't drop LOL. These are my thoughts.

Yay. Bye congrats quan on building it =)

YAYYYYYY I DID IT! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Omg go me go me i can do this yay!

Omg i wanna cry liao.

I think i sound crazy >.<

Omg i'm getting super stressed. Shit Shit Shit. Omg.

After deciding that i was going to start work at 2pm, i proceeded to youtube until 4 hours past original schedule and only started work at 6pm. BUT I am quite proud of the fact that i managed to finish what i aimed to finish after i rescheduled everything at 6pm =) Hahaha okay i managed to convince myself (while singing SANCTAAA MARIAAA) that it was worth the mugging like crazy for 1 day tomorrow to do well for physics CT and not regret and think 'aiya why did i slack i could have slacked and had so much more fun at cat's house if i had studied on thursday'. So, I am going to mug real real hard tomorrow. Not just because of the fact that i haven't actually studied like half of my physics topics once through (i.e tomorrow is first time seeing them so i probably take many many hours to understand), I also really want to pull my physics up to an A because. Like.

I have also decided that I will print many many ave maria so that we can sing on friday because all the SATB versions i've heard online aren't very nice and sops tend to be screamy so we shall do a better job =DDD. Yay omg i'm feeling very happy because I love our batch tremendously like every single person and zomg can't wait for Friday!!!

=D Miss everyone like mad. Ok i think i'm getting tics i gotta go cut my hair soon argh. Good luck to bio kids!!

I just tabulated tbb's may instruction hours and i realised he spent 73 hours and 30 mins with us just in the month of May. That is like 3 days of May. We essentially had like 28 days of May away from him! Not to mention the last 4 days of May was on the trip so that's like 24 days of May! =(((( Anw i'm totally missing the packed lunches we had prior to trip. Not the lunches itself.. Just the whole full day sat prac thing. =( I am super sad =(

Okay i think today's chem made up for yesterday's maths so that's a good thing. =) Anw finalllly i can take a short break before the mad rush for physics mugging happens in about 2 hours'. I, in the mean time, shall go out for a nice lunch with my aunty =) RAWR anw yay my parents have bought me stuff from Hong kong so i am very happily looking forward to their arrival tomorrow night! Omg they better not distract me from studying man anyway yay can't wait for them to come home =)

Okay i go out now coz reservation for lunch is in 8 mins' time (i called to reserve like 2 mins ago LOL)

Good luck for remaining papers!

Haha. Ha. Haha. Hahahaha. Haha. Ha. Hahaha. Hahahahahahahaha. HAHAHAHAHAHA. ha. hahahah. Hahaha. WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Ha. HA. ha.. MUAHAHAHA. Ha. hahahaha. hahahahahahahahahahahaha. HAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Hahaha. Ha. Ha. HAHA. Hahahahahahah. Ha. Hahah. Haha. Ha. HA. HAHAHA

-listens to favourite song-

Okay, I am still alive thankfully =)) But i totally burst like at least 2 parts of it liao i totally started laughing when i wrote the 6 mark question on 2 suggestions for the small grocers haha because i was writing complete crap but hopefully teacher gimme 1 or 2 marks as sympathy for wasting my time on that question. Yay.

Anw ok i'm really much more relieved because econs really is my worst subject so now that it's over i don't feel so xian anymore =) haha but okay having said that i'm still very unprepared for the rest so gotta mug still i suppose!!!

Mm okay I'm quite hungry and i've no idea what to eat for lunch. Oh and i've sore throat from eating ice cream last night =((( K i probably should stop soon but it's my good luck ice cream! And it makes me happy! And it tastes niiiice.. =( Oh well anw i've like 3 tubs of ice cream left LOL and i have to make big sacrifice soon because gotta start singing again right after CTs this sat! Ooo yay looking forward to it. =)

Kayz i shall go pack up my econs stuff and eat lunch. See ya!

HAHA. EVERYONE!

WATCH ME ROLL ON THE FLOOR AND DIE AFTER ECONS PAPER TOMORROW! I AM GOING TO DIE. HAHA. HAHA. HAHAHA. HAHAHAHAHA.

=(( I am super sad because i don't want the day when i get my results to come back because even though I know i'm like 10X less prepared for this CT than any other and i expect myself to do worse it still will suck when the actual grades come back.

Okay i'll just pray that miracle happens and i really really hope that tomorrow don't come out some sai that i just sit there stone dunno how to do i sure cry one. Imagine sitting there for like 1 hour or something just trying to think of something to write but CANNOT! Btw if you're wondering something like this happened to me before in RI when i forgot to study one entire section then like it was like like 10 marks out of 30 or something. I came out looking green apparently and my friends were really freaked out LOL.

Okay if i'm green tomorrow save me hor.

Go me.

-May God hold me in the palm of his hand-

Omg go me! Go me! Oh yea oh yea go me. Oh yea. Oh yea. Go me go me go me!! Oh yea. Yea yea yea. Watch me go! Go me. Go me. Oh yea oh yea oh yea uh huh. Go me. Go me. Oh yea oh yea go me!

I have removed that post because I do not want to get killed. Anyway i had a period of 24 hours where I'm quite sure the person in question wouldn't be able to read it because he would be on a plane to poland hahaha and now they've probably landed and are getting their first prac or something woohoo go RV!

Anw today sucked like the most. I have completely lost steam for studying and it just so happens that i haven't studied any econs yet and um the first paper is on Monday??? So yay go me and hopefully I don't die. If i die mum's gonna send me to tuition which sucks =(

Okay whatever k J2s let's all be communists and get 5As for A levels OKAY??? OKAY OKAY OKAY??? Yay love ya all hahahahahahahahahahaa.

Anw i just chatted with my sis and her parting words were : "YOU FREAKING BETTER STUDY HARDER OKAY. DON'T SLACK AH -points at com-"

Eeeek! And SHE BOUGHT ME A NEW PINK PENCIL!!!! And blessed it with her 5As =)) yay yay hahahaha i shall do well muaha.

Byeee!!

I really really love Ave Maria by Franz Biebl =))) Hope to sing it one day haha.

Hii i feel 10 times better now after sleeping. I always feel better after sleeping haha. Anyway thanks yong feng for sending me irish blessing!! That has made me happier by another 10X.

Anw tohbobo is an idiot later then i blog about it LOL.

I feel really really down, sad, crappy and gross now. Omg.

Aiyarrr i think i really die for this Cts lar. I am less prepared for it than i was for like CT1 last year? And i totally got DEAD for it so i think this time i am going to like.. Get dunno what LOL hahaha but seriously i have like a lot a lot of things left i like haven't even finished a single subject and I've 3 days left.

Okay go me.

I'm quite tired. And i'm also quite tired of studying because studying is really quite xian and stuff and i think the entire world reading this knows this but ya i'm just rambling. Sigh.

Okay i can't wait for exams to be over.

This is really really depressing i am incredibly behind schedule (um by about um 3 days i think) sigh okay i am just so dead but whatever i shall rely on my very powerful brain cells to try and do my best for the common tests. =)

Aiya anw it's just common tests =)

I knew i had the best time of my life just a few weeks before it.

Ah i totally appreciate our Ave Maria more after listening to some other choir's version xD. Go youtube and find!!!

And I'm really happy that i think many of us sung because we really loved singing, and i think a lot of it translated into our music and the emotions can really be heard, especially after listening to songs such as lux being performed by other choir that should technically be very pro since they have done it for many months already. Hahaha. Omg i love us. =))

Ahahaha i just had my lovely almost-midnight snack which consisted of some cake that my sister bought from IKEA which is super nice and a small uh, can (?) of yakult. Bottle? Okay i think it looks more like a bottle.

So in 3 mins time it's like back to table and mugging again. Sigh. Okay i am going to attempt to sleep like 1 hour earlier (yes i know i said i would sleep at 2am yesterday but didn't) than yesterday so that means okay 2am LOL and uhhh hopefully i can wake up and go school earlier tomorrow.

Anyway i think i am very very wanted because I have in my possession:

1. Gen's GC
2. Fried's necklace (and no i don't eat frieds, i meant fries -rolls eyes)
3. Ivan's booklet about Poland.
4. Geet's foolscap pad
5. Yi Sheng's very-secret-and-confidential piece of paper which i've totally looked at.

Yes so it seems like I've to go to school or not:
1. Gen won't be able to do maths since she's unable to calculate mentally =)
2. Fried will look the same (coz i like hardly noticed your necklace oops sorry!)
3. Ivan will probably be the same coz he's probably memorized the entire book.
4. Geet isn't going school so it doesn't matter
5. Yi Sheng says it's actually a piece of rubbish that i can throw away but i'm returning it anyway so that i'll seem important.

So okay maybe i won't be that wanted anymore but I am still going to school anyway because I love everybodeh and wanna see everybodeh i lubs everybodeh!

Oh gg it's 12.01am now bye!

<3

I am really fat omg i can't stand it. Sigh.

Well anyway i just had 12am Macs snack which consisted of 6 piece nuggets, frieds, and a latte zomg damn nice I am feeling happy and full now. And my chem is so screwed i think i can just like ignore it or study it i'll end up getting the same grades. Sigh.

Anyway while i was in the toilet and thinking about trip and how the toilets in Barcewo are really gross and I'm so blessed to have a nice home, i realised that we could all actually save the world if we shit less often! Because everytime we shit we gotta use toilet paper right, then if you shit less then you'll like use less. So people who shit like once in 3 days are actually saving the environment versus people who shit daily, because everytime you shit let's say you use like 5 pieces of toilet paper. Then someone who shits once in 3 days will save like 10 pieces compared to someone who shits daily. Then like since it's such a common occurance, the amount of paper saved will actually amount to be a lot! So everyone should just shit less often but more at one go. For the sake of the Earth yo!

Okay anyway I think my body clock is somewhere in between Poland and Singapore because my trend is to sleep at 3am and wake up at 12pm which is truly unhealthy because if i were to do that for econs exam i would have either 1. missed the entire exam 2. slept for about 3 hours only and either way it's probably not good for my results. So my 2 choices are 1. Take a sleeping pill on Sunday night so that i can sleep 2. slowly turn my body clock back. Hmm. As of now it's choice 1 but hopefully i can subconsciously go to choice 2. Okay it's 1.30am now maybe i'll aim to sleep by 2 haha.

Anyway I think my sick sister just got me sick. So i'm quite sad and i just took like leftover medicine from the trip. Like Zyrtec-D thing hope it works. If it does i'll take one tmr morning and if it makes me drowsy then ummm. Bye chemistry!!! Sigh okay i think i really really hate chemistry there's so much rubbish to memorize. So glad i don't take bio i would probably like vomit all over my notes in a heartbeat. Hahaha. Omg i'm so not looking forward to nitro 2 which is like the mugging chapter. Sigh. Okay whatever i will attempt not to let Dr Wong down because i really like her and i'm only attempting to study chemistry because of her =) Hahaha.

I reallyreally really want to sing! Okay i don't care we're going to do some flash mob thing and run to a group of people, sing like the super fast rhythmic part of pokpok and run back to our tables and mug. Hahahaha.

Okay my post is retarted and full of shits. LOL Goodnight!

I blog for the 4th time today. But it's okay. According to geoffrey...

po(SING) geof' says:
i think people who blog are higher level beings

po(SING) geof' says:
i have a blog with no posts
deleted everything haha
so sian! after three posts i left it to die

Okay ice cream makes me happy. So i've decided that I shall go and buy a lot of like relatively cheap but nice ice cream soon so that i can eat a lot a lot a lot of it and study at the same time =)

Omg what a great plan i'm so excited =DDD

This shit is bananas. B A N A N A S!

Mmm today's (or yesterday's) prac for male emsemble definintely has to be classified as 'interesting'. Heehee all the ladies shall find out when they watch the RV concert on 5th August at Esplanade haha. Omg it's really hilarious but okay really takes a lot of showmanship in order to pull it off! And we only have 6 practices left (LOL reminds me of time before concert when Suet and I had that 'pep talk') and like 2 of them without Mr Toh.

Okay whatever anw i shouldn't be awake at this hour which is why I am going to sleep now. =) Yay!

Okay btw i found out that i really really like the tenors (HAHAHAHAHAHA) when they sing the 'pec ca TAAAWWWWWW' in Ave Maria. Super nice aaahhhh. xD. This sounds kinda asexual but whatever.

Good morning!

I really shouldn't be awake at this hour. But i've this really huge sudden urge to go shopping for clothes! Ahhh i'm so jealous of my sister who's going to Hong Kong with my parents during the week of my CTs to shop. Omgggg i'm sure la. Wah xian and they're going on business trip next week so that means i won't see them for 2 weeks except for like next Saturday. Coz they'll come back on friday, and fly off to HK on sunday. Mm xian. I wanna shop shop shop! Okay i think after CTs i shall like tap onto the sales and go buy lots of stuff haha.

Yayy i am feeling incredibly happy -smiles at geet heehee- and i think music and singing really makes this world so much a better place to live in. And it's something that can help us get through crappy times like CTs. =)

Yayy!

OMG i'm bored to tears and i WANNA SING. NOW. NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AVE MARIAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!! OOOOOOO MAAAAANYUUUUM! DOO DI DOOT DOOO DOO DOOT! MEEEEEEEEEOW! PUM PUM PUM PUM!!!!!! CAAAAAAAAAAAALIDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! TROUBLE TROUBLE GADS GANNA TROUBLE!!!! LAWD GAD ALL MAAAATEEEE! VIIIII TAAAM PRESSSSS TA PUUUUU RAAAAM! SECUNDUMMAGNIAMMESERICORDIAMTUUUUUUUUUUUUO! ELIJAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Hm so much for banning myself from the computer for today. Nevermind i'm just taking a leeetle break from mugging =D Although i don't deserve it because i'm probably studying slower than Kialiang's brain thinks. =D Hahahaha.

Okay wheeee i keep listening to our recordings and feeling super happy i think our wade is like some mama kick ass shit. Okay my computer has windows update and is going to turn off in 10 mins. Even my computer thinks i shouldn't be using it -.- Anyway just some random updates on home. My sister changed my hamsters' beddings and uh the cages look questionable now. HAHA anyway i dunno what they did to nana but he's as fat as lumpy now -.- Omg he's DAMN DAMN FAT but super duper cute i gave him 4 sunflower seeds just now while he was sitting on my palm and he just squashed all of them into his mouth and kept them there LOL. Then his cheeks were like puffing out coz they were all full of food. =DDDDDD

Yayyy okay my favourite recordings are wade if i can help and ave maria haha oh no i think ave maris stella feels ostracized. Whee anw i really really want random stuff like chalet post CT and chalet post As and caroling!!!! Rawr. Want want?? I want! =DD

Okay this is unhealthy i need to study wah but studying seriously sucks -rolls eyes-

Tralala -hugs- to all chorale people!

I don't care what people like this think. After watching our performances (thanks yong feng) and um tearing (oops) and having goosebumps, i think we're just so wonderful. Seriously who cares what people think. We really really made music on that stage. =)

Yay i love you everyone!! And our if i can help seriously seriously rocks like some elijah. Yay! Oo speaking of which i wonder how elijah rock sounds hmm.. Anw i've not mugged anything today, so basically i am screwed. So yay.

That's 2 bars worth of the rhythmic part of pokpok.

At the end of the day, i really don't care that we practically didn't have any free time, or many chances to eat lunches on our own, or even shopping time. What i really really wish to treasure are the good memories. And i think the end of the trip is not only just the end of the trip, but also the end of the whole 1.5 years with chorale, and to a more specific extent, with the batch of 07/08.

Honestly when i think back on the last 1.5 years in RJ, i only really think about chorale and not like my class or OG or whatever though i know it's quite bad but i mean the truth is that chorale is really the place where i find the most joy and happiness, from the music, the singing, and of course from the people. And i think the trip was not really what many of us thought it would be, but yet i think it has been so much more than i thought it could be as well.

Yes sure the lodgings for our first hotel sucked, but i loved every minute of freezing our hands together while using the tap, sleeping on gross beds and complaining, dropping my underwear in the middle of the entire road while running to mr toh's toilet -.-, practising in the lovely acoustics of the dining table, waking up every morning and ending the evening with almost exactly the same food. And i'll miss so much the little bit of beautiful scenery of barcewo, the school children, Kamil! =DD and omg that late bus ride turned out to be a blessing in disguise. I think the memories on our cameras would have pwns any souvenirs we could have bought during the free time in uh the next place we were going (where ah?)

Well even though we didn't really have much time for like anything else other than eating sleeping and singing, look at what all of us here miss most. The people. Right? And just the whole experience. I mean i don't think it really matters that what we went through wasn't really very exciting, or fun since we always got scolded quite often and stuff, but the point is that we went through it together, and well. I don't really know how to put it but just the whole thing, doing it together with friends whom i love is really just enough to make me so super happy and emo at the same time.

And gosh, to the batch of 07/08. I think it's just so so amazing how we've managed to reach this point in so short a time. I mean starting out from J1s where it was just so awkward and cliquey, with the RGS choir side, the RV side, and the poor random souls in the middle, we've really bonded through all the various stuff, especially caroling, which omg.. And then all the things and camps and exchange that we've planned together, the welcoming of the J1s, concert, and now just the trip that ended. I think it's very hard to put here everything that we've gone through, because it really is impossible. It just comes from the everyday, the mornings at the tables, every prac, whether good or bad, scoldings from mr toh, resolutions to sing better, and i think ultimately the love for chorale and for singing and everything. It's just so heartwarming and i don't know if i'll ever be able to find something like this again. Which is why i think i'm so super sad because i mean the trip is sort of signalling the 'end' in a way. So we musn't ever let it end okay? We must always treasure the memories and never lose them, and keep together.

For now, there's the studies and the exams to worry about, and i think that pisses us off even more haha. But oh wellz, hopefully next time we can come back and do something together again. Just like the batch of 1999 did. They came back and did a concert 2 years after they graduated. And ironically their theme song was 'born to sing', the same song we did last year (which we all hated but whatever).

Anyway it's been a really long/short? journey but trust me when i say that i've enjoyed every single minute of it and i really don't want it to end. But like my dad always tells me that everything we do will come to an end one day, and all we can do it just to enjoy it while we have it, and i'm really glad that i did, that i really enjoyed every single moment i've spent with chorale, with all of you who've made this whole JC journey so so enjoyable and so memorable.

Aiya okay i know this post isn't as emo as many of the others out there who've blogged about trip, but my point is that at the end of the day, i think we managed to nail the whole thing, and i walk away feeling very very proud of everyone here. And that, is my greatest take away.