Omg today was like a terrible first day in school. -skips the lessons- i didn't really feel like doing PE because I was sick with cough and at the same time a bit depressed also so anyway i would have killed myself or something so i thought it was safer not to do. Then like at 3pm i suddenly had mega gastric pangs. Argh i haven't had gastric for a long time since like sec 1 sec 2 like that. I think today coz morning had super big breakfast then didn't have appetite during my break at 10.30 (which is like just 1 hour after 1st period) then like no break until 3.15pm so ya.

I used to have gastric in sec 1 because I had hockey 3 times a week which would start like right after school ended so i would like eat recess but not eat lunch or not i'll get stitch while running and well it was a very bad habit and i started to develop gastric eventually and i remember having to see doctor for gastric pills and i got like MC off from hockey for a short while haha. Hockey was evil. But anyway ever since then whenever i miss a meal i'll get gastric. If i forgot to eat, usually it's okay. But if i can't eat when i want to eat then it'll act up.

Anyway i almost died because i came home and couldn't find any food then i had to call my mum and she told me to go make milk from milk powder and thank goodness that saved me =))

So i went for a swim just now because i was feeling quite xian and i'm happy to say that it cheered me up a lot! I think the last time i swam was probably um like farewell last year or something where i was unceremoniously pushed into my own pool. Yeah. So sad i hardly ever use my swimming pool because either no time or not in the mood to =( Okay pool i shall use you more often because you make me feel happy too! Argh but my eyes quite pain coz don't have goggles LOL my dad said i used mine so seldom that he stole them from me when his spoilt and i never bothered to get a new pair.

ANYWAY i think school's super xian and i feel like quitting school.

And i am also very jealous of a certain Mr Yeoh because he is able to drive to school omg while i had to plead my sis to fetch me and she unwillingly came he totally walked by and just got into his car and drove home i was like OMG i wish i could drive. Such freedom.

K i shall stop my ranting now omg and like. Go find my parents and whine to them instead. Yay my favourite pastime.