Hi friends. Happy day-after-boxing-day day! Anw omg i think our videos from WYCF are super nice. Okay. Lux and if i can help are gorgeous. At least to me. Haha.. Yay love us. And i'm quite bored and nothing to do since caroling is over =(

I'm really sorry about Christmas day and what happened. Quotes email: 

"Dear Christopher,

 

Thank you for the quotation. I’m pleased to confirm your session @ Snow City Singapore on 25th Dec. "

But apparently since we didn't actually sign a written contract so burst. I guess we'll/i'll just have to be more careful next time. 

But anyhow, i hope everyone had a Merry Christmas singing in front of a roaring dinasaur and singing random songs which failed terribly due to a soloist who couldn't deliver xD. And of course randomness at Geoffrey's house! Like silent heart attack and sweet corn (which didn't turn out that sweet after all sadly..) Hahaha.

Well so i guess this really is the end of the whole chorale journey. And i think everyone remembers clearly the ups and downs. The happy and sad. And everyone has their own personal experience. I wouldn't say mine was a joy ride the entire time. There certainly were times where it was painful and tiring and i was like 'omg chris just give up and die you're so not good at this just let someone else do it' but i'm glad that in a way i didn't just give up and die because i've really learnt a lot from everyone. And i think all of us learnt a lot from each other, and we're now so close and if you think about it, we all have a part of each other in each of us in 1 way or another.

I just hope that now that we're going our separate ways, we will all still remain close and once in a while, come back and sing together and recreate what we did in our 2 years in chorale. Because it'll just be such a waste if we don't. 

I think i've told many people this. But a friend once said 'Your batch isn't elitist. It's just elite.'

We really are special =) And so thank you everyone for everything. May chorale batch of 2008 never die!

OH. MY GOD.

The last male who used my toilet today didn't flush omg damn gross it was festering in my toilet bowl until just now oh my god. Gross.

Anyway.

Hi!! I'm back from Japan as y'all probably know and it was quite fun, though the snow wasn't as good as how it is in February when it's right in the middle of winter. (Now is still early winter) Yeah but coz we went with friends as well so had fun skiing with them also la. Well, last holiday i'll have in a while, so i'm glad that i did enjoy it much. =)

Anyway the past few days of caroling have been well, rather intense. And ahem unfortunately, many nice places that were supposed to be nice didn't turn out to be as expected =( But haha i think still quite funny la just try our best and blast and whatever. Anw changi village should be nice, from last year's experience. At least it's in doors and air con and condenser mics. Yep. Well tmr is 2nd last day of caroling! 2nd last day of us singing together for a long time =( Sigh. Gosh, only 15 more days before I go into army. It's suddenly so near. 

Aiya, ok. I shall just enjoy the rest of my holidays because there's not going to be much enjoyment in the next 2 years. So, go me. Go us. Go all the guys! And all the girls too, especially when all the guys are gone. Don't deny it won't be the same without us lovely masculine beings =)))) And it surely won't be the same without you ladies. Eurgh. 2 years of maleness ahead o.O 

Joy to the world -.-

Haha. Well alright think i'll rest soon. Despite having more time to sleep this morning, i'm somehow still unable to sleep much. Maybe i also shouldn't get too used to sleeping too much. Sigh. Ok see what my body decides to do tmr morning. haha. Ok goodnight! See y'all tomorrow =)

Thanks for the leg cramp =(

Emotion: Disappointment. 

1st thought that came to my mind: Don't you take physics? Ever heard of friction between butt and table which will cause table to topple? 

2nd thought that came to my mind: xD Neh not telling any of you heeheeheee...

Well anyway whatever. Don't know why i'm feeling disappointed.

For everyone else, I AM LEAVING FOR JAPAN TONIGHT AND COMING BACK ONLY ON 21ST OF DECEMBER IN TIME FOR THE 2ND PERFORMANCE OF ESPLANADE!!!!! PRAY THAT I HAVE MY VOICE AND MY LIMBS IN PLACE SO THAT I CAN SING! YAY. HAHAHAHA. 

=)))) Well ok see you all and good luck for marina and the 1st night of esplanade performance. 

=(

I guess that marks the end of my/our/j2s journey in Raffles Chorale. But I think we really pulled of a more than decent performance tonight =) Or last night. And lux had goose bumply moments at the end at 'natum' and i was really like wow. Maybe it was just my imagination or what but oh well. I'll keep it as that, as a happy memory. And the ending of if i can help was quite yummy too i think =)

Well anyway. 

Hrm.

Okay i've a lot of things i feel like saying and want to say. But neh. Maybe another day... 

Well i think imma blow my hair and sleep and prepare myself mentally for a croaky voice tomorrow. Sigh. I'm almost 100% sure i'm going to sound like a frog and have a range of a ******* tomorrow oh sian means i can't sing above like, i dunno. A. Or something =( And have no falsetto. Ahhhhhh. Okay -metally prepares-

Okay. 

Is prepared.

Okay go me.

Yay lubbx yoo J2s.

Okay this is an edit. Anw, just now i bought coffee from gloria jean's, and then i realised that it was so apt, because they use a brand of milk from Australia called 'pura'. =D.

-koped from website- 

As Australia's No.1 milk brand1 not only does Pura milk taste great, it's naturally full of nutrients. Pura Wellbeing has lots of health tips, delicious recipes and nutrition information to help you lead a full and balanced lifestyle.

Haha. Yeah. Reminded me of lux and how beautiful it is. Graaaavisquare.

WAHAHAHA. WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Ok NOBODY is allowed to ask me why i'm so high. Just know that it's gotta do with chorale prac today aha and things that happened at prac.

Anyway omg i was thrown back to pre-trip time. Especially when we did wade, and the WONG WONG sound was back i was almost squealing in delight like rhino in bolt and then the tiredness, and omg the nagging at the end when Mr Toh told us to sleep well and everything. Sigh. And tomorrow is seriously seriously going to be our last time as Raffles Chorale. How sad is that =( But i'm glad i had/have this to look forward to after As because i think i wouldn't know exactly what to do with my time otherwise. And this is really where i find all my joy and fun and happiness throughout my 2 years in RJ, and it really just rocks to end it all back with chorale =) (instead of like As... ew) 

OMG. WE BETTER BE SOME DAMN PRO SHIT TOMORROW OH. MY GOD. IT'S MY LAST TIME PERFORMING AS CHORALE!!!!! =((((((((((((((((((((((((( -SCREAMS- Ahhhh nooo. Oh gosh omg ok. =((( Ah this is damn sad. I'm damn sad. =( okay i will sleep soon. Rest my voice. (So that i can sing the best ever 'calida') And pwnz like some cow tomorrow. =) Yaaaay. GO US. 

=)

=))))))

Well ahaha love is just such a wonderful thing. Whether it's love for people or for animals or for things we like doing. It really really can make someone's mood go from zz ZHOOP to =DDDD. And i guess it's all the =DDD times that we all treasure and look for. Aha. Ok so must treasure. Treasure big big. 

Okay i'm starting to become incoherent. Goodnight! Yay go us may we pwnz the concert. =)

Fwah. Yay really got exponential increase =D. I have to stop conducting with my fingers they're really tired o.O Anyway so happy that we found the problem of why lux is going sharp, which is funny because lux used to go flat on trip. Must be rearrangement of people, or difference in balance or something? Oh well nehhmind the almighty Mr Toh will be back tomorrow haha and hope we don't get screamed at. Okay la but if we sing like today then i think we'll be fine =))))

Anw yayyy i passed my basic theory internal evaluation today! My real test is on 6th Jan and the driving centre (for dunno what reason) requires me to pass the internal evaluation at least 2 weeks before. So that means 22nd Dec, which is 1 day after i return from hols. So i realised only yesterday that i would have to take the test this week! So i faster booked and mugged for 3 hours until 1230am haha. So i am chao tired now. I shall sleep soon when my hair dries. Anw tmr can wake up late wootz!!!! 

Goodnight y'all! Yay we rock. Lux is niiice.

Oh gosh i'm such a fat pig. After prac i went to eat swensens, came home, and slept until now. And it's 7pm and oh well, time for dinner. Zzzzz. Omg i was supposed to exercise yo? Okay i don't care better do it tomorrow morning. Go me.

Anyway. Aha. Message from Mr Toh y'all!

"Yes, will be flying back in 10 hours time.  Will see you all on wed night.  Please don't shock me.  Heart is weak ...."

Aha. Good luck to us. But today i think was vast improvement already la. So yay. Maybe exponential curve then ZHOOP upwards!!! Yay go us!

That day i was dunno doing what and it just occurred to me that ggxx! WYCF and caroling really are the last time I'm going to sing before eons later. And like ahhh this is so sad! You know it's like, throughout the 2 JC years, it's like. Of course i knew chorale would end one day. But somehow, there were always things to look forward to. Like after SYF last year, there was open house to look forward to. Then RCS trip. Caroling. This year's concert. Trip. And many of us thought trip would be the end of it, but no! In came vocal delights. And then i thought that would be the end. But No! Next came RI concert. And i thought that would again be the end. But no, now there's WYCF and caroling. But i really see no way in which there can possibly be another choral performance after caroling is over. 

And i think that's when i'll know that it's really, truly, over for good. Not until a few years later.

I now hope that everything just ends well and we have no regrets about all the performances we've put up. I know i will, because chorale means all the world to me.

superimpo(SING)       Czhao says:

:)

ok i'm going to be healthy and run

after eating a decadant lunch

adverti(SING)       (8)I Stay In Love(8) says:

my cycling burst

superimpo(SING)       Czhao says:

yeah coz u suck.

adverti(SING)       (8)I Stay In Love(8) says:

OMG

OK IM GOING TO DO IT NOW

superimpo(SING)       Czhao says:

HA

well, thank me julian. i made u go

;)

The wonders of reverse psychology =DDDD.

adverti(SING)       (8)I Stay In Love(8) says:

yeah thanks

actaully maybe not

Or not........

Okay i think i reached the peak of my bitchiness today.

But i shan't display for the whole world to see exactly what i said. And no, it's not about the going by car thing. Coz loads of people go by car, like julian, and cat..... Well, maybe they just go by the same car that's all. But still, it's by car.

And i realised why i kept feeling like puking the whole day today. It's because last night i drank 4 glasses of wine during the wedding dinner and all the alchol was probably eroded my stomach walls and all the mucos and cilia dunno what things in my stomach. So yeah i kept tasting bile and like heart burn that kind of feeling. Not nice. But i wasn't even vaguely tipsy last night lor. Yikes. I hope my liver isn't secretly dying o.O

Okay bored. Goodnight!

Hi. I haven't blogged in eons!! Oh gosh. Ever since As ended which felt like 1 million years ago seriously but actually it's only been like a week and 2 days. Oh my. And i've seriously been going out every single day and because of that i FORGOT TO FEED MY HAMSTERS FOR 3 DAYS!! -oh. my. God.- What kind of lousy owner am i =(( Ok don't answer that. But anyway so i like gave them a buffet's worth of food yesterday, though it probably doesn't really work that way lol. But anyway hamsters can keep food in their cheeks and stuff so they probably only starved for like 2 days. Or something. =( Oh no. Okay i feel bad. Sorry nana and lumpy (who is as skinny as kialiang now). I promise you 2 that i'll feed you more kay. Lubbxx yoo both! =))) Oh and since my birthday went by, they're both >1 year old now, since they were given to me as last year's birthday presents. Haha. My sister was threatening to tie lumpy with a ribbon and give him to me as a present this year. Lumpy! In a ribbon! So cheapo i'm sure reuse present lol. But lucky she nehh do it. 

Anyway i think i've been to orchard like practically everyday except wednesday this week. Gosh. Okay not really after all. Hmm. Well i was there last friday, and thursday, and yesterday, and today. And possibly tomorrow. Totally. And i'm totally overspending like a cow and eating all sorts of junk food and big meals and OMG I'M GOING TO GROW FAT. Ahhh. Cannot. Sian. Okay i think after prom i'm so going to just like slow down all these funky stuff and get like really hot and all.

Okay i knew i shouldn't have eaten the 2 mini brownies like half an hour ago. Now i got sugar spike and i'm less sleepy. And all that brownie is probably going straight to my hips. Oh sian. I shall go er. Try to sleep lol. Yay getting prom stuff tomorrow. Woot.

Goodnight!

adverti(SING) (8)I Stay In Love(8) says:
and dyes are like
so damaging to ur hair

i nd to preserve my smooth, silky hair

i use

pantene pro-v

for long, silky locks

dont u wish u had hair like mine?

*giggles*

I love being 18 omg can drink without feeling any guilt at all! Ahahaha. And i love vodka a lot a lot. xD

Ahaha ok anyway i got new favourite song! It's Circus by Britney. Ahaha bye Beyonce/Mariah. Britney's back.

Ahhh i'm super excited for tomorrow's prac and at the prospect of screaming at tenors again AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. =DDDDD. I really am an evil SL. =( 

All eyes on me in the center of the ring
Just like a circus
When I crack that whip everybody gon' trip
Just like a circus

Don't stand there watching me, 
Follow me, show me what you can do
Everybody let go, We can make a dance floor
Just like a circus

I am at peace with the world =)

When i walked out of the exam hall, it was really just like omg the air is fresher, the colours are more vivid, the grass is greener, the sounds were clearer, and even like, ew, i can see that guy's pimples more now. 

Yay h3 was like the most disgusting paper ever ahaha it just went from bad to worse and just worse and worse and 20 mins left i was like 'OMG 20 MINS FASTER COME I WANNA END THIS SHIT' and then like 1 min left i was like 'OMG WHY SO FAST SHIT HAVEN'T FINISHED' so wubber GGXX HHYY ahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahhahahah.

Wubber =) I'm just damn happy that it's over! And i really can just do whatever i want now! 

Anyway my new favourite song which is omg so nice love beyonce. Bye britney/mariah.

OMG I AM IN THE SCHOOL LIBRARY AND DYING BECAUSE I AM DAMN SIAN AND DON'T WANT TO STUDY ANYMORE AHHH 2PM FASTER COME YAY 2 MORE HOURS OK I SHALL WASTE MANY MANY TIME EATING THEN 2PM WILL COME EVEN FASTER.

BUT THIS IS BAD BECAUSE I SHOULD STUDY BECAUSE MY H3 IS O.o AND URGH OKAY GO ME I PRAY FOR BIG BIG SUPERSIZE MIRACLE THAT THEY HAPPEN TO COME OUT THE THINGS THAT I STUDIED AND KNOW HOW TO DO BECAUSE IF THEY DON'T THEN AHAHAHHA GGXX HHYY THEN BYE BYE OMG GO ME.

Ok i knew why my brain was telling me not to shave this morning. Because if i hadn't, then nobody would have liked to groped my face because their hands would have met with stubble and then they would go 'ouch ouch ouch' and then my face would be nice and clean and not green.

So ANYWAY. My day was quite nice up till the few minutes before 10am. Oh i realise the people on my left and right during physics are quite annoying because they do super fast. Like they flip the page then i was only like starting on the page on the right then make me panic. Urgh. So ahaha physics was quite ok because i was like lala-ing through most of it and yawning half the time. Urgh no wonder i got qn 6 wrong. But yeah towards the end i panicked coz everyone was like checking answers and i still have many questions left and the examiner was like '15 mins left' so i was like omg ok faster. But lala ok lucky mcq turned out to be really great. 

And THEN. 

URGH

And THEN. I went to bukit batok driving centre to register for driving. Urgh i probably won't get to start practical until eons later because i have to pass the basic and final theory tests first. And in order to take the tests, i have to pass the internal evaluation 2 weeks before the real tests. So like. Basic internal evaluation, 2 weeks, basic theory test. Final internal evaluation, 2 weeks, final theory test. So lala that's like 1 month gone liao then hello Pulau Tekong. 

Urgh.

Wubber lala eventually i will pass =) And i shall just enjoy December with like all my wonderful friends who are, well, sometimes not that wonderful when they do strange stuff to you. But it's okay. Because i know they're all just jealous that they can never, ever, look like how i did today. =)) 

I mean, please, who has such natural blush, such perfectly contoured fingernails, such gorgeous eyelashes? 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEE!!!!

How i'm spending my birthday:

8.30       Daddy wakes me up to go eat Roti Prata

9.30       Probably somewhere on the CTE on the way home

10.30    Assuming I didn't procrastinate, I will start on Quantum Mechanics (H3)

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1230     Lunch

1330     Continue on Quantum Mechanics

1430     Still on Quantum Mechanics

1530     Assuming 100% efficiency, i should have finished Quantum Mechanics

              Start on a H2 physics MCQ paper

1630     -Screams- 15 mins left!! After which, mark the paper and hope i get >32/40

1730     Read notes etc to brush up on memory 

1830     Probably still reading

1930    Dinner! (At home)

2030    Start on 2nd H2 Physics MCQ paper

2130    -Screams- 15 mins left!!! After which, mark the paper and hope to get even higher.

2230    Lala around

2330    I should be sleeping by now and ready to face Day 2 of being 18. Good luck for physics!

     And hopefully i don't have to do strange things in school after physics paper o.O

xD Lubbx my birthday man. Ahahah i remember last year in RCS where i got the shock of my life when they produced a cake for me!!! Yay i miss RCS and last year's trip to prague etc and haha one of the RCS members (whose boyfriend proposed to her on the flight to prague last year) is getting married end of Nov so Imma get to see everyone again! Fun fun. Okay goodnight!! Good luck bio kids if you see this =)

Reach out and touch me! (before i go insane..)

HMMMMM i suddenly miss coffee bean coffee and my triple latte lol. It's been some time since i last drank, i think before As when i went to study in school....

Well anyway today's been vaguely fruitful (like a fruitstall) so far it's amazing how i'm still learning new things about h3 and i'm going to be tested in A levels in 4 days' time. Well better late than never i suppose! Ahaha. Okay anyway plan is to study as much as i can and just pray and hope that i can do the exam on thursday and hopefully well enough for like a distinction =) Okay i made that sound really easy lol. Ok whatever just try my best!  =DDDDDistinction!

Anyway i think i'm going to get fat. Or i've already gotten fatter coz i've been eating out every meal since Friday! Well ok i just ate order-in pizza hut so it's still counted as not home-cooked food. Ahh unhealthy. Ok after As need to go exercise etc or not go army sure die. Thursday i tried to run and i just died after 20 mins lol. 

Okay i'm bored. Anyway random but i think Mariah's Emancipation of mimi is quite a nice album. 

Omg the new hotmail is really irritating because it keeps hanging my computer and takes extra long to load. Urgh. But i'm too lazy to change to gmail or whatever coz i think hotmail is prettier haha and i'm too lazy. 

Anyway chem today was some Dabian but it's over. So yaaaay NO MORE CHEM FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER. Because I'm quite sure that i will not do chem in uni or whatever. And even if whatever i study has chem in it it's probably going to only be a small proportion of chem. Yaaaaaaaay. The table that holds all my chem stuff can now finally be cleared to make way for other things. The chair that holds my physics can't though =( Haha and i haven't cleared the floor space that holds econs though it's still strewn all over the place. Maths has been packed away into a nice little box =) 

So anyway crashing prac today was super fun! I miss singing. But i really cannot sing in male voice. Or at least, i've to slowly get everything back in order again because my throat felt itchy just after singing for a while =((( And i think the nicest thing i sang today was 'calida' in alto part so. Oh well. And we're super out of tune haha but never i'm sure we'll be able to get back in shape in time! J2s we need sectionals man.

Yay ok joy i'm celebrating my birthday with my family tonight! Yee Chuin's coming over too and it was so scary coz i had to call her mum to ask for permission haha but luckily that went fine and i'm still alive and didn't get screamed at xD.

Okay i go bathe etc etc. Seeee ya!

Okay i dunno if this is new or old but Gerald found this on facebook and it's hilarious. xD

This is for all those Choir geeks out there!

There isn't just Band and String Geeks!

You Know You’re A Choir Geek If...

-You sing choir songs out of class

-You walk in step with choir songs

-Choir songs always get stuck in your head

-You have choir songs on CD or iPod

-Whenever you see someone else who takes choir you always stop them and start singing your part for a song and they sing their part

-You can sometimes/usually/always find harmonies for any song

-You know what to hold (fermata)

-You know what to hit (staccato)

-All your friends are in Choir

-You point out the time signature, key change, and dynamics when listening to the radio

-You start humming a song from three years ago and your friends join in with their respective parts

-You get annoyed when someone sings out of tune

-You can precisely point out who that was

-You laugh at all of these because you know they're all true

-You tap rhythms a lot because you are musical

- You get upset when an audience can't clap in time or on the right beats

-You use the excuse, “I can’t I have rehearsal” many times in a week

-You can tell if someone isn’t singing the right parts

-You get annoyed when you’re listening to the radio in the car and the car blinker isn’t in time with the music

-You can tell if someone is mouthing the words and not singing by looking at them

-You’ve heard the “Please practice, it’s good for you” speech many, Many times

-You hate when the sopranos totally overpower everyone else (if you’re not a soprano)

-You hate when someone else can sing higher or lower than you

-You totally strain your voice to sing a song

-When you see another Choir person in the hall you always talk about choir

-If you’re a guy you think that a middle C is high, but if you’re a girl you think that is really low

-You get frustrated with the Altos because they don’t do their parts (although you know their part is one of the hardest)

-You are mad at your choir teacher for a very long time when she changes you to a different section (even if it is only for one song)

-You know for a fact that Choir is cooler than Band and Orchestra

-You say, "Did I shine my shoes today? Yes I shined my shoes today" out loud when you bow after the concert

-If you’re a girl, you’re amazed at guys who can sing an octave under middle C, but if you’re a guy, you think it’s nothing!

-You love American Idol, but you hate it at the same time...

-You live for Kareoke!

-When you go and hang out with all your choir friends all you end up doing is listening to choir music and talking about choir.

-You download choir songs that your singing in you choir.

-You think some of the tenors have no balls.

-You wish you heard "Happy Birthday" in tune!

-You hate when the Alto part is sung alone, 'cause it sounds so weird.

-With a bunch of choir buddies, or even on your own, you can sing ANYWHERE - on buses, trains, malls, restaurants...

-You especially like to spot mistakes when watching other choirs' concerts - "HAHA! They are flat!"

-You love singing alone because you can sing as high as you want!

-You are called or call yourself a jukebox when your with other people who can't sing.

-You steal music scores from your choir room

-You and your friends can't wait until next years choir!

Hahahahaha. i don't agree with "If you’re a guy you think that a middle C is high, but if you’re a girl you think that is really low" Middle C is oh-so-easy plz. HAHAHAHA (runs away from basses) and i especially love "You especially like to spot mistakes when watching other choirs' concerts - "HAHA! They are flat!""

Hahaha. And i think all the jibes at altos are funny xD. hahaha. Omg okay whee it's almost 2pm and i haven't even finished 1 mcq paper omg. 

And, I'm quite sure that tenors Do have balls :)

Ahhh hahahaha i wanna watch this movie the hamster is soooo cute!!!!!!! xD

It's called 'Bolt'

HAHAHA omg i should be mugging econs but.

Anyway this strange big bird flew into my house and my maid caught it because it would have probably killed itself trying to fly through our glass windows (some of which cannot be opened). I've no idea what kind of bird it is but it's big and definitely uncommon man. Okay here's a picture. hahaha. 

Okay wubber time to bathe and eat and go ownz econs!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAND THERE ARE 

SIX DAYS

left to my birthday!! =D

I am SO glad today, insane Tuesday no. 2 is over. Ahhhh. Not like it was fab econs was o.O but whatever it's over yaaaaaaaaaay. 

Okay so i think my mum is trying to frame me because she left her bra on my bed and probably wants to accuse me of doing naughty things.

Ok my right hand is quite painful so i'll stop here.

Ok enough time for a quickie!

Okay physics was positively the most disgusting thing on earth with the exception of GP. I better get full marks for mcq.

This morning lightning thunder PHONE RING AGAIN -SCREAMS- And this time it rang non stop and really it's only my portable phone omg.... But i was too shocked/scared to go pick it up. But i think God was really trying to tell me to mug something for physics. So i never pick up so burst physics. Ok if tomorrow morning it rings right i'll go pick it up definitely.

Okay i'm quite scared of chem because seems like all the science paper 2s have been killers. But nevermind hope for the best and ownzzzzuh it omg whatever i better own it omg. And econs omg go me i shall write mind-blowing essays. Go me.

Goodnight! Good luck everybodeh.

Rawr. Omg. Okay i will not talk about econs.

Anyway last night was postively one of the scariest nights ever!!! Did you all hear the thunder?!??? I don't usually get awoken by thunder but last night was seriously terrible. And i think it was very very near my house because it was DAMN loud and it kept causing my windows to rattle and go zzzzz and have super low bass sounds (which were quite funky actually). 

But you know what was the most freaky thing?

Everytime the lighting striked, my portable phone gave 1 ring. o.O

Like. STRIKE. Riiiiiing. Then it stop. At first i was like huh? -imagination- Then 2nd time it happened right, like STRIKE. Riiiiiing. Then i was like OMGGGGGGG so i ZHOOM and hide myself under the blanket lol. So freaky right! I also dunno why. Maybe the magnetic fields/electric fields or something caused the phone to be strange. But omg it was quite scary actually. Then my mum was like 'huh why you never pick up? Maybe God was trying to talk to you." Hahaha. Well hello. If your phone rings just once for no reason when lightning strikes, wouldn't you be freaked out???? 

Well thankfully pig me fell asleep after that and yea well everything's fine and normal now. =) 

AHHHH okay tomorrow morning must speeeed mug physics because i didn't touch it at all over the weekend. Oh well. Go me!! Wish me luck and yaaaay go physics kids coz we rock X 10. 

ARRRGH. Econs is killing me slowly. Just studying it is killing me already so i'll be half dead by the time the first paper comes (not to mention probably have a numb arm from chem) and then paper 1 will just kill me on Wed ahhhhhh. 

STOP!

CANNOT. I CANNOT LET ECONS KILL MEEEEE! Or not how to do Chem P1 and get A omg.

And i pray pray pray that physics and chem p2 will be easy peasy because i'm not going to mug them anymore and devote the rest of my life (which only spans till 12th nov for now) to econs so that i have a hope of jumping up 4 grades from my dismal prelim results. Go me!

But it's scary and i'm really scared. 

But i will try.

Ooh Ooh baby touch me and I come alive.

I can feel you on my lips

I can feel you deep inside!

i'm super bored. Phew maths is finally over! Yaaaay. And i almost repeated what i did on monday and went to dtf for lunch and bought yami yoghurt. BUT. I bought a JUMBO TAKE HOME PACK HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA so i have a stock of yoghurt to last me over the weekend =) -jumps around gleefully- 

Okay i'm not looking forward to next week at all because i think my timetable sucks. Exams for 3 days in a row usually ends up in the 3rd day being super zzzzz and bursty. But luckily physics and econs on mon/wed are all afternoon so only tues gotta wake up early. So i think it won't be that bad. Anyway i thrive on last minute studying =D So that gives me more time to last minute study instead of like 6.30am while eating breakfast. Haha. Oh no but tuesday will be o.O so much writing! I think chem paper 2s are gross because always got to write so much for so little marks. 

WHATEVER last time in my life i'll have to do this so better just do it and owwwwwnzuh.

Boy don't try to front I I know just just what you are are are.

WOMANIZER!

My current favourite Britney song -winks-

This time i need a soldier!

A really bad ass soldier!

I am SO glad that insane Tuesday no.1 is over. Math and physics today were relatively better (the comparison being GP) and i am/was so exhausted that i haven't done anything after the papers except erm. Eating yami yoghurt (lubbx my parents who bought from j8 before picking me up =DDDD), taking a bath, eating dinner aaaaaaaand reading the wikipedia article on Britney, watching all of Britney's music videos, and staring at my computer screen.

I am going to sleep at 11pm. Yay britney rocks and good luck to all bio people!

Womanizer 
Woman-Womanizer 
You're a womanizer 
Oh Womanizer 
Oh You're a Womanizer Baby 
You, You You Are 
You, You You Are 
Womanizer, Womanizer, Womanizer 

MUSIC ON DEMAND.

JOY! I'LL (WE'LL) NEVER EVER EVER EVER HAVE TO DO ANOTHER GP COMPREHENSION EVER EVER IN OUR LIVES unless we get retained I AM SO HAPPY HAHAHAHAHA. But GP was sad i hope God blesses me with a SUPERSIZE miracle! So i went out to drown my sorrows in din tai feng, a pair of new earphones, a double latte from coffee bean, and a medium yami yoghurt with peanuts. So in other words i'm damn freaking full now and i wasted quite a lot of time so i am going to bathe and mug like a cow for physics p3 and maths p1 tomorrow OMGGGG tomorrow is insane but i'd rather have that than GP hahaha. Ok go us physics/maths kids we shall ownz. Muaha.

Haha ok i think one day after A levels. Or during. Whenever i'm bored. I will make a list of all the lyrics in slutty songs that i like to sing haha and post it here. 

Reach out and touch me!

I'm feeling happy for some reason =D

And i would like to thank God for blessing me with everything i have. All my friends, my wonderful family, my home. 

Yay. Okay =) 

Oh gosh. It's november 1st today! o.O A levels begin (for me and most of us normal people) in 2 days time. So surreal. And 17 days from now is my birthday! I am finally turning 18, and how sad is it that i'll be mugging physics mcq and physics h3. But whatever i'm so going to go out on the friday before that after chem paper to take a breather. =D

Anyway i went to watch Avenue Q last night haha. My parents booked it before prelims and at that time, i told them i would probably be prepared for A levels by now to be able to have a night off. Guess what, that's so not true. But well we paid for it so i had to go haha but it was really quite funny although their voices very tehhh sounding but the plot and acting and lyrics were just so funny. And omg traumatising when the puppets were screaming and having violent sex on stage haha it was super funny. 

Well ok i must go bring salvation back so that i won't die for A levels. Go me. Yay. Go us!

Omg i think i'm much more stupid now compared to prelims period leh omg. Okay i better go and mug through ALL my notes one more freaking time because i really really think i've become more stupid and cannot do a lot of things omg. Ok go me.

Just call my name, and i'll be there.

Hiiii. Okay i bring news. After many of you have asked me when WYF is so i went to ask Mr Toh.

Our performance will be on the 12th Dec, but, i quote, "Of course there will be prac on 10th and 11th after my return from Europe." Hahaha. 

Okay so here it is please try to keep yourselves free! No wait, MUST keep yourselves free! It'll be so freaking fun to sing together and perform again!!!!! =DDDD

Ok i'm starting to panic. Omg. I'm really doing so little each day and i'm not exactly getting A for every practice paper i do either. I totally got 31/60 for today's physics P2 lol. BURRRRN. Omg.

Anyway thanks Gewwwwald for sending me the super nice RyanDan's "I'll be there" which is omg super nice. Okay go see at this link. Well you may think that the guy's voice is vaguely sqeaky at the high parts but i dunno, i love it haha. And i'm jealous that i can't reach so high =( Oh well nevermind haha i should be happy already coz i can go quite high not like ***. xD (note: Number of * does not correspond to number of alphabets in person's name) 

Okay i'm going to run now to work off all the sudden panic/stress and tonight shall be fruitful like fruit stalls. 

K i just like drank 6 espressos?! Or something. Basically during dinner i ordered coffee and they gave me this pot and the coffee is super strong omg and i finished the whole pot. HELLO I AM GOING TO MUG MY ASS OFF TILL TOMORROW MORNING. 

Yeah right. I'm still damn freaking sleepy.

Anyway bimbo moment lol :

superimpo(SING)       Czhao says:

are u going school tomorrow

gues(SING)        geets                        let the dark waltz begin says:

duh no its deepavali 

superimpo(SING)       Czhao says:

oh yeah omg

you're indian

LOLLL

sorry

Today was just the most gorgeous day ever the weather was superb omg and it was actually really nice to study in school in such weather. At home i would have just fallen asleep on the spot on my oh-so-inviting white bed. And it was so nice running at botanic gardens too! Especially at the new side, with the mirror-like lake and the orange sun setting while the black swans glided on the smooth surface of the water. Ahhhhh. =) If i had a camera i would have taken a picture and i bet it would be super hot and sexy. 

Ok Econs and GP watch out i'm going to owns ur ass.

Nightmare:

It was physics exam. And the venue (or so i thought) was in the MPH. So well, being a good student i arrived there 15 mins before time started. And to my utmost horror! Only about 1/4 of the hall had tables and everyone was already seated waiting for the exam to start!! So obviously i realised that i was in the wrong exam venue. So i placed my things on the table and went to check the seating plan that was pasted on the wall, and realised my exam venue was like, at the hodge lodge (LOL). So i rushed over to the hodge lodge. Then OMG horrors! I had left all my things on the table in the hall!! So i ran back to the hall, took all my stuff, ran back to the hodge lodge and went in, only to realise i had with me my physics notes and handphone. o.O So i put down my stuff and ran all the way back to block A to put my stuff in the locker. And well, you know those turn turn locks take a million years to open and take a billion years to open if you're in a hurry. So well it took a billion, and by that time it was like >8am. So i dumped my notes in, locked it. And OMG i was still holding onto my handphone!! So i had to open the lock all over again, dump my phone in, and run alll the way back to hodge lodge. By that time it was already 8.20am! 

=((( Yeah so that's my nightmare last night. Exam stress has obviously started. Ahhhhh. Sigh okay i shall go do math paper 1 now and then end it at around 630 and destress by exercising then dinner all alone =( Sister is on call tonight, parents are going to watch some funky brazillian guy sing, and my other sister will be in school till late. Oh well. YAAAAAY I CAN WRECK HAVOC IN MY HOUSE MUAHAHAHA not like i got anything to do -.-

gues(SING)        geets         clown and chatterbox says:

ahh i love chorale <3 

though the iguana ruins ur picture of us carolling 

So fine! I've removed the post haha. =) Yay Julian sorry for making fun at you but ya know, i lubbx yoooo lots so i hope you're ok with me poking fun for a while haha. =) I'm sure your kids won't look like iguanas because then that would be some serious mutation going on somewhere. Anyway i think you should have more kids, because then we'll have more smart people in the world to contribute to society. Positive externalities ya know. Lol. Then we can like reduce market failure and then have potential growth and stuff because of higher productivity (since smart people probably can do more stuff) then like Singapore will have great economic growth in the long run. Wow. What a great supply-side policy - getting Julian Lim to have more children. 

LOL.

Anyway today was funky because it was the 1st time this A levels that i studied in school, and honestly, it's not very different in terms of work done as compared to when i study at home so i've decided that i won't study in school anymore because home = aircon with adjustable temperature. Big lumpy bean bag. I can sing all i want at any volume at any time at any pitch in any voice. Yay. So yeah i kinda had a panic attack last night because i realised i only have 2 weeks left! Well not like it really did much -.- I hardly did anything today. Sigh. Okay i better do more after dinner (or so i say). 

Well ok i'm going to naughty for the last time today, and read my chic lit until dinner is served which should be in about 5 mins' time so yea then after dinner i will finish up my tragic math paper then do a chem Paper 2 and SLEEP (which i'm already starting to have trouble with because of typical exam stress thing -looks at my packet of sleeping pills eagerly-)

Okay bye bye! Yay lubbx my book which kinda has a picture of a couple having sex on the front cover.

Omg i suck totally please kept stoning while studying. I think my whole day was ruined because i had less than 8 hours of sleep this morning. Dad woke me up and enticed me with roti prata breakfast so me being the megapig when for breakfast at Jalan Kayu and well, i was just so sleepy the whole day that i couldn't really study. Hahaha. Omg. Okay tomorrow i'm just going to sleep until 12pm like Gerald does daily. 

Okay yay 30 days left to my birthday! Wonderfullll =)

Omg. I think we're all damn hot. Omg love you all chorale J2s =) Come on let's jiayou for As and then we can go and carol our lungs/vocal cords/diaphrams/hearts out. =D Yay love you all a lot a lot.

Aaaand today marks the first day of the 1 month countdown to MY BIRTHDAY!!!! WAHAHAHAHAHA. But unlike past years i won't be so blatent about it and i will not post a countdown on my msn, but i will, however, post one on my blog after every post hahahaha because counting down to my birthday also means that A levels are going to end yay because As end like about 3 days after my birthday. Omg joy. JOY. OMG. 

Okay anyway going to the library today to borrow chic lits was a huge mistake because i didn't study a single shit today and just finished reading 1 of the 3 that i borrowed 10 mins ago. And so funny i happened to pick books that were all the exact same shade of yellow though they're all by different authors and stuff haha. Well whatever at least i didn't pick pink. The last time i did i had to wrap it in paper haha or not so embarassing =)

Omg anw congrats geet seriously seriously congrats i still have no idea what i want to study and you've already been accepted and like your career is mapped out for you o.O

Okay i have to work doublely hard over the weekend to compensate for today's lack of mugging. Sigh strangely, i think i'm studying about 20% as hard for A levels as i did for prelims which is really really quite stupid but i dunno why. My purple pen isn't really motivating me either. I think i need to find a new colour and a new song to motivate me. Hmm. Argh. Whatever. I go sleep and pray that i will have boost of motivation for the next 2 weeks.

Goodnight!!

I think basses are damn freaking sexy in parce domine OMG ok sexy part just went by. It's really damn nice and sops are super nice also and so are tenors and altos oh wait that's our whole choir. The super sexy part is the last time we do the 'iras ca ris nobis' and sops flip up to the high note it's SO in tune!! And basses go down to the super low -dabian- note that like i cannot reach and that's also sooo in tune and they make perfect harmony then of course tenors make a nice third ahhhhh  then i dunno what altos are singing but can't hear them so they must be in tune. Oh, they're singing a teh note. Oo so nice. Lubbx.

And i realise our song of triumph is quite dabian but it got better after the middle part and the last note where sops go up to the high high note is also quite nice. Yay. 900 points!

Okay i'm wasting time online i think i wanna sleep soon.

Ok this is absolutely boring. And i haven't even started studying for the day yet. Omg i think today i shall finally start doing math, which i haven't touched at all since prelims. Sigh. I realise i really don't quite like math and i think it's quite a waste of time. Of all the subjects, it's probably used the least in our lives next time. At least the math that we study in JC la. Like er complex numbers??

adverti(SING)       (8)I Stay In Love(8) says:

the world would be better with little julians running around

Hihi! Let's have a poll =D

superimpo(SING)       Czhao says:

ew basses straining...

adverti(SING)       (8)I Stay In Love(8) says:

no la

superimpo(SING)       Czhao says:

'sacraaaaAHHHHH -DIES-

adverti(SING)       (8)I Stay In Love(8) says:

that was ********

oops

shhh

superimpo(SING)       Czhao says:

lala going on my blog.

adverti(SING)       (8)I Stay In Love(8) says:

OI DONT

dont dont dont dont

DONT

superimpo(SING)       Czhao says:

HAHA YOU DIE

Let's play hangman... Heeheehee.

OMG watching tour videos now and i'm in loooove with ourselves =) Omg -tears- We are damn freaking good omg i miss chorale i miss everybody i don't really miss mr toh but i kinda do also ahhh but omg if i can show show show somebadeh!!!! 

=DDDD I can't wait for caroling although we'll probably not be as pro lol but wubber the point is that we'll be back together singing and making music and we love one another so yay.

Omg more videos here i come.

I am so proud of myself!!! =))) For the first time in my life, I've ran 10km without stopping. And on a freaking treadmill that's how boring. Ok not really la i stare at the mirror at myself running. Haha. My dad came in and exercised.. My mum came in and exercised.. and both left before i was done running -.- Omg ok but my knee and ankle vaguely hurt now. I probably won't be doing it again anytime soon! 

Okay i really need to start mugging properly soon and stop slacking omg. OH but i finally got a new lavender black pen!! Ahhh thanks for my sister who bought it for me =D I can now proceed to do all my work again and feel happy doing them =) It was so dull using a blue-black pen lor. Yayness okay tomorrow i shall try to do a lot a lot of work =D

Okay bye bye tonight i will sleep early and formally start mugging hardcore tomorrow. Wish me luck yay.

Ok so it's my turn to do the meme! Lol coz i have been wondering why i've been called pretty and a slut. So now i know why, and ahem, i do not like it okay lol. Minsi you die.

1. Me! Geet Gerald Julian Suet blah blah omg got a lot of people pls.

2. Shawn Tan Weiyang

3. Nobody. The world is fair

4. Geet duh lol 

5. Yeow Hua 

6. Cat.

7. Bennett, in a not-very-good way though.. 

8. Benjamin!!!! =D

9. Secret

10. Suet, unless she eats them

11. Val

12. Secret..

13. Geoffrey, not for looks though....

14. Julian

15. Julian

16. Erm, dad?

17. Bennett and Quan Quan

18. Secret!!!

19. Suet Ping =)

20. Ivan

21. Suet Ping, definitely 100%

22. Kialiang

23. Nobody Muaha.

24. Gerald the butch

25. Suet Ping, in a creepy sort of way

26. Heh.

27. Dad and mum

28. Julian

29. Heh

30. I lubbx yooo alll muackkx muackkx!

I had 2 really bad episodes of bleeding nose today (or yesterday coz it's 12.30am) and i was joking with my sister that today was a bad day and sian day because i had such heavy flow. Hahaha. And well, I mean, my nose was bleeding quite badly really but it was probably just 5 mins at most for each time. So anyway it made me think about girls and how you all have to go through your period every month ( or for some not really monthly ), and it's a few days each time non stop. I see how my sisters get quite affected by it, especially how they get quite tired easily. I don't think they really get moody, or at least maybe they're normally already temperamental haha. 

Ya but well, I'd just like to say that i think girls should be very proud of themselves, because they have to go through all this terrible things so often, and yet they're able to survive it. And from what i've heard it's really troublesome and sometimes embarassing especially if it comes at an unexpected time. I know it's not like you really have a choice or anything but oh well, it's just one of the many things i respect about women. Obviously i don't know exactly how it is, or what it feels like, but it must really be quite sian to go through it so often =( Oh well..

On the bright side, it'll end in about, oh, 30 years' time!! (assuming you're a reader my age) Hahahaha. Okay i'm going to sleep now. Goodnight! =) 

Hmm i went to sleep at 4.30am this morning so when my sister woke me up at 11+ to ask me what i wanted for lunch i was still damn freaking tired lol not even 8 hours of sleep please. Last night she treated me to some jap food buffet at Hilton hotel so well being a buffet i stuffed myself silly OMG big mistake because like even though we finished dinner at 9.30 i was still so full that my stomach only felt normal at 4.30, which is why i didn't sleep any earlier haha or not i would have had nightmares. Hmm sleepy now. 

Bleh nobody's online at the moment.. yawn. 

I know i'm blogging for the 2nd time in like 2 hours or something lol but anyway.

I love Savage Garden!!! They're like the first band i ever liked in primary school and i still love them a lot pity that they broke up after 2 albums and darren hayes singles aren't very nice. Oh well whatever.

Anyway my mum is hilarious she has a finger infection, so she went to cut a stem off our aloe vera plant and proceeded to squeeeeeze the stem until the gel oozed out and used it to treat her finger. Hahaha i didn't even know that was possible. Anyway the gel is super smelly, unlike whatever you buy in bottles, and apparently it dries up and forms like a film and protects your skin even more haha. Super funny hahaha then she keeps the stem in a plastic bag then tomorrow she can ooze even more gel out.

Okay that's all i wanted to say =)

Omg i'm so proud of myself! After a million years of slacking since prelims, i've finally picked up my beloved lavender black pen and started doing chemistry!!!!!! Yaaaay. Lol. And to my horror i seem to have forgotten certain topics completely. So i did a paper 3 and ended up getting like 10+16+20+10.5. Which is like a wide spectrum of marks. The one which i -think- i got full marks for is an energetics question which is weird because i used to hate energetics, or anything taught by KS bull for that matter.. 

Anyway whatever i need to buy a refill because the ink is running out from prelims usage. 

Okay should i go for tomorrow's econs lecture ah? Is it compulsory?? I mean, compulsory for those who burst econs? xD. Anybody knows please tag thanks and tell me if you're going. I wonder if anybody in my class is going... =(

Ok i'm going to shower then eat. Byee! Happy mugging everyone. Only 3.5 weeks left =P

gues(SING)        geets               omgomgomg. says:

i really wonder how guys cycle

doesnt it hurt like crap

superimpo(SING)       Czhao says:

er

LOL

u mean like there?

no.. why would it

gues(SING)        geets               omgomgomg. says:

er 

because

its 

there

!!?

superimpo(SING)       Czhao says:

er

but in what way would it get in the way??

like with the seat?

gues(SING)        geets               omgomgomg. says:

yah!!!

cause you have to sit what!!

superimpo(SING)       Czhao says:

erm, well it doesn't really interfere, really..

i mean it's just like running.. not like our thighs really rub against it or anything.

gues(SING)        geets               omgomgomg. says:

oh yeah 

HAHAHAHAHAHA. 

Omg. Dying.

Just went to run on treadmill. And it really helps to sing songs in my head when i run like just now i was dying so i decided to sing pamugun and before i knew it, 6 minutes went by!!! Hahaha. And it helps when I forget how to sing it, then sing sing then oops wrong, then rewind and restart then wahaha waste more time. Ok but then after that i realised that i had really forgotten how to sing Pamugun so i was vaguely in shock so i just went to listen to the recording and i realise the senior batch who sang it in olomouc are actually rather out of tune haha. Well i doubt our SYF one was any better, really. But oh well now i remember how the song sounds like!!

Yay ok mum's cooking beef steak for dinner yum yum. Ok i shall go bathe. Byee! =)

OMG LALALALA SATs are finally over. Not like i studied much for it really, i only started on tuesday and i have been consistently distracted throughout the week by Harry Potter fan fiction lol and i finally finished the story just now after SATs rawr. During the last 10 mins i was like zzzzzzzzzz -falls asleep on the cushion chair (heehee)- then OMG faster finish then when finish can go home and finish the story!!! So i chiong super fast then finish then yay. Haha. That was physics. I couldn't finish math so i left 4 blank so i think my math is gone. =( 

Whatever. My eyes kind of hurt now because i haven't really gotten used to going school so everyday very tired. Then this morning i woke up normal school time because got to reach orchard at 745 which is like normal school time. And well not like i had much time to get used to going school. It's already over. =( Hmm I don't really feel sad or anything but i suppose i'll be REAL sad when i'm in army hahaha i'll probably miss the good old sleep-in-lectures times. 

Anyway i finally changed my hamster bedding after a million years of putting it off haha I got a huge shock the day before when i fed lumpy, and he didn't respond! Then i knocked on his cage 10 times and he just lay still. I really really thought I had killed him because.. i dunno, never change bedding or something. Then finally he blinked and woke up. Ahhhh so ya that was really scary. Anyway you know when i change their bedding, i put them in like this small container-carrier thing. Then well being trapped there, they obviously keep clawing and trying to get out. So i decided to put a bowl of food inside. And seriously, food does wonders. Haha. Both he and nana just ignored being trapped and proceeded to stuff their faces with all the barley grains, sunflower seeds, ikan bilis (lol) etc etc and didn't complain afterwards. Food pacifies many people, but it gets me really angry especially when I want to eat something and can't. It's apparently my mum's genes hahaha. 

So long! See ya honey!

I LURVE mariah.

Lala wish i could have her high range HAHAH as if but nevermind hope springs eternal.

Anyway my friend just told me she witnessed a car running over a cat. Omg. =((( And the car didn't stop (probably didn't even realise) but when she left there were many people who were taking the cat away, i hope to go and bury it =( 

Reminds me of when i was primary 4 in 2000. We had just gone to pick up our brand new car and on the way back from merc a dog just ran right across our path! It was one of those cute white fluffy dogs. Don't know the breed. My dad had to jam break (well thankfully the breaks were really good our our new car) but the dog continued running and got ran over by the car on our right. And the car didn't realise la obviously. Omg but thankfully the dog didn't die. I mean, it got up and managed to limp off to the side. The car behind had to jam break and screeched to a halt la omg. I hope that dog survived. 

Sigh. Life is full of unexpected things. 

But, hope springs eternal and we should always keep going on without giving up hope! Haha. Honestly, i think our lives are way better than average and i really thank God every night for blessing me with my wonderful family, friends, and of course all the other good things i have in my life =)

Yay, with that, i shall go and bathe because i'm stinky after exercising. See ya! =)

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

I am vaguely annoyed at myself right now because I really don't feel like studying but i should be because of SATs this saturday. Aiya whatever i will chiong double X 2 tomorrow (i said that yesterday too but whatever) because i fell asleep this afternoon haha. I'm totally not used to going to school at all so i had a huge headache this afternoon because i was so tired then before i knew it was like zzzz-ing on my big white fluffy half-quilt bed. I think my bed is the one thing i love the most in my room. Probably with the exception of my computer. Hmm. Oh and my strawberry blanket. Yeah.

I can't wait for A levels to be over! Really, then i will just throw all my notes and everything away! They are just taking up so much space and everything. I think my cupboard also has all my secondary school stuff stored up there. And when i throw everything away, my room will be nice and clean and dust-free for once since i moved here in Primary 2. Wow my house is 20 years old.. We renovated it 10 years ago and my mum is saying that she wants to renovate it again haha. Well whatever, just do it while i'm in army or something.

Hmm. You know, I lubbx my chem teacher. And today she said something that kind of gave me a shock, because well, it didn't occur to me. She said (something to this effect) 'To be frank, most of you will not do chemistry in university. So if you think about it, the A levels will be the last time ever that you take a chem paper. So please please just go the extra mile, put in the extra effort and don't regret after the paper.' And well, yar! It kinda made me realise, with a tinge of sadness, that I may never ever have to use all this information that i've studied for the past 2 years (or if you include secondary school then 6 years) ever again. Well it's just a bit sad la, I mean like we study so hard, never to use it again. But oh well. It's always the process and the shaping our brains and learning itself etc etc that we're supposed to treasure even if we don't use the info itself. Blah blah. But i mean it's just quite sad i suppose. In a way, we're studying for no use? Okay not no use because or A levels brings us to where we want to go. But yeah.

Anyway love her so i'm going to mug and do super well for chem for Dr Wong =)

And actually i realise a levels is really quite scary. I mean compared to PSLE (which is like, for most of us, our previous major exam), A levels is really like 1000X bigger and harder and more demanding and more important! And more uncertain too. Sigh. Oh well okay i suppose it's just time to throw aside everything, like the math HOD said haha and just put everything we've got into the next 4.5 weeks and own A levels. =)))

Oh today was so funny. I was waiting outside Gerald's classroom for his class to like, leave, so i was just looking at block A (coz i was at block B) then i happened to look into A21 and saw Kialiang and before i knew it some guy just launched himself on Kialiang and proceeded to rape him for the entire world to see hahaha. Kialiang are you ok? xD. Hope your, ah, virginity is still intact lol. Anyway that was the funniest thing in my otherwise really boring day, so thanks -winks-

Okay lala love Mariah.

let me wrap my thighs,
all around your waist,
just a little taste....

Oh yes, and i wish i could be like. Really Really Really Rich and Famous then i can just quit school now and not do anything for the rest of my life. Like just go around singing and touring the world. Ahhh money money money...

I was about to say that I'm fat, stupid and ugly, but geet has been nice and convinced me that i'm not. Yay love you geetz. xD.

Anyway. I officially hate maths, econs and GP. And i now love and embrace chem and physics although obviously i love physics more because i still kinda hate chem and i think it's quite a disgusting subject and whoever likes it is strange but nevermind i still love it. =)

You know, I'm wondering why i got such a low mark for my GP essay. My teacher wrote something about contradicting myself....... Hmm..

Well anyway after watching mamma mia i'm totally in love (again) with Abba songs though maybe listening to them jinxed my grades but anyway i really love honey honey hahaha. Ok actually i really like many of their songs they really have a song for any mood lor. Like now when i'm sad i listen to stuff like 'the winner takes it all' and 'One of us'. Omg love them lala.

Ok i'm talking rubbish but i'm just glad I got back all my grades already. Not spectacular at all but nevermind, i studied only 1 week! And if i study for 5 weeks for A levels that means i'll do 5 times as well yay okay go me go Chris you rock you can do this you can go be a nucleophile and own A level's backside. Muaha. 

So you know i really like britney, and her song piece of me. So occasionally i've gone around singing it lala so anyway lol Gerald is hilarious.

On 17th September:

superimpo(SING)       Czhao says:

you wanna piece of me?

embos(SING)    ♫  gerald says:

u are like so annoying stop being a julian and spamming song lyrics

On 20th September:

superimpo(SING)       Czhao says:

you wanna piece of me?

embos(SING)    ♫  gerald says:

no thanks im damn full

On 20th September again:

superimpo(SING)       Czhao says:

you wanna piece of me?

embos(SING)    ♫  gerald says:

eeyer

gross pls

On 21st September:

superimpo(SING)       Czhao says:

you wanna piece of me?

embos(SING)    ♫  gerald says:

...

told you how many times liao

dun wan

On 22nd September:

superimpo(SING)       Czhao says:

you wanna piece of me?

embos(SING)    ♫  gerald says:

-.-

u're really persistent

Post prelims to some extent are quite boring. But not that i mind really haha i can literally roll around and lump around and do nothing and don't feel guilty at all! =) But i'm really becoming a pig la since prelims i've been going out to eat super often everday bleh i'm going to gain back the 3kg i lost during prelims. =( Okay cannot lol or not later become fat like porky pig then omg damn fugly.

Anyway, yay 4 more days left and tomorrow's chorale outing! Thanks julie ann for planning it =) Omg so exciting haha we better sing a million songs and chase the people playing in the 4th court away. (Julie managed to book 3 out of the 4 badminton courts at bishan) Yay then we can take over their court wootz. Lala. Or, we could be so pro that everybody flocks to us and listens. Lala i'm talking rubbish. Ok next.

Hmm lala so fun i haven't played badminton in eons. Haha i used to train in bishan sports hall on saturdays last time in secondary school. Super fun. Hm i wonder where my coach is now.

Anyway i finally started using the lux soap that the girls gave on the trip lol. Because my previous supply of soap finally ran out, and i forgot to buy new one. So i was like oh no omg no more soap then oh yeaaaaa still got lux so i went to use it. It's really strange. Like the pink colour has strange bright spots of red that makes it look like it has really bad acne. But anyway it smells nice haha so yay thanks a million =) 

Erm. Okay i'm really bored. 

Bored bored bored. Rawr maybe i shouldn't have waken up to eat breakfast with my parents. haha then i can sleep more and  not be bored now. Ok whatever omg i'm going to find something to do bye!

I think chem hates me and I hate chem. I shall apologize beforehand to my really wonderful chem teacher Dr Wong who's really an angel and the best chem teacher in the world. Unfortunately i'm going to let her down =( Sorry, chem is just not for me. And i really think people who like chem are freaks. xD But oh well. The world is fair, so nevermind I'll get over this and do better next time. 

Things get better through whatever

If you fall dust if off don't let up

Yay go me.

Ahh but i'm so relieved too that prelims are finally over (heh sorry to various H3 maths people) but sigh it's really one of the most stressful exams ever trying to study 2 years worth of work in 1 week of holidays and then going through 2 weeks of exams and anxiety and nervousness before every paper. Well, we made it =) And we've several weeks to rest before we have to gear up again for the final, real thing which will like, define our destiny or something lol. Still not too sure what i'm going to do in uni or even which uni i'll go that sort of things. Hmm better start thinking about it soon. 

That day after chem and econs papers i came home and just sat down and stoned for about 5 minutes and after stoning, like pure stoning, just sitting here not doing anything or thinking about anything, i actually felt really happy! haha. So i was like thinking maybe army, where it's vaguely more less brainy than school could be not-so-bad after all. Rest the brain for 2 years. Haha who am i kidding xD

Well whatever, just take things as they come. Because things will always come, and they will always go, so we should just treasure the present so that we won't regret the past =D. And strive to make the future better because that's what we're able to control. Yay prelims are paast! xD. 

Okay i had a really wonderful treat from my aunty at Haagan Dazs just now haha love their brownies. Later tonight going to pick parents up from airport. Haha. Miss them lots but the week with exams went by quite quickly la. At least they'll be here next week then they can bring me out lots lots and muahahahahahahaha. xD. Yay love my parents and my aunty to bits xD.

lala i'm ranting. Ok i'm going to er find something to do now. Go me.

Oh anyway. I really like this song called 'vogue' by madonna (it's some old song) so last night i went to search for the video online and omg this is what i found. Watch only if nobody else is in the room pls. 

Ahhh. ONE MORE DAAAAAY! I can't believe i've a 5 hour wait between the chem and physics papers sigh. I think i'm going to come home because i am very unproductive in school and 5 hours is really quite long lol i sure get back ache if i sit on benches xD. Omg i'm such a slut. 

Anyway i really really love Britney and Mariah Carey omg i really really love their songs. But Mariah > Britney lol but omg still love them both. I remember in primary school i kept singing oops i did it again lol then i could like dance the mtv dance in her red hot suit. lala i realised that's quite a bad mental image. 

LOL.

'I'm Mr lifestyle of the rich and famous' 

OMG i feel really irritating and bitchy now everybody should just not read this post and go away. Love ya all bye!

=))) I'm really really really glad that God gave me the voice i have. I suddenly just had this whole wave of i-really-really-love-singing-and-am-so-glad-to-have-such-a-nice-voice feeling. And i really really miss singing, especially in my real voice and just belting out hight notes haha and just singing for the love of it. 

Maybe because prelims are ending but i'm feeling quite happy now haha or maybe because i just screamed high notes and feel really good. Yay thank you for the music, the song i'm singing!! xD

I am really really damn sick and sian of studying physics.

So anyway while i was bored and deciding what to do i decided to take a photo of like my study area. I study in like my house's library usually at the table but like when i'm feeling lazy or tired or like i'm reading notes i'll borrow my sister's beanbag and lie on it and study on the floor hahahah. I love it omg it's super comfortable and it conforms to like my body. Hm. Okay. Protein. 

Lala here's a picture lol.

Lala my messy physics notes. Sigh. Okay dinner time soon then i will carry on studying i think i'm going to sleep early and wake up early to cram stuff into my brain. I realise last minute mugging like helps quite a bit haha like how i studied nitro 2 at 6.30am while eating breakfast and S4A this morning memorizing the spastic table on the different types of sampling methods. Tomorrow i shall memorize all the definitions and flip through Paper 3s and lala hopefully see questions that come out during exam then can do =) Yay great plan.

Okay bye bye yay the end is near. 

Lala i'm going to get Zero for question 2 of both math papers. Omg.

And i realised that i screwed up price discrimination question yesterday.

I know this is really bimbz and like. Stuff. But you know why? Lol. Because i didn't know what a bus pass was/is >.<

My. Hand. Is. Dead. How. To. Practise. Maths. Like. That. Dies. Tired. Omg. Econs. Sucks. 

Wikipedia: A sneer is a fresh pound beer and scornful facial expression characterised by a slight raising of one corner of the upper lip. It is used to express contempt and a sneer can be a facial expression, sound, or statement.

It has no relationship whatsoever to a country's inflation rate.

BLEH i'm currently incapable of turning my head to the left because evidently i had a terrible sleep last night which resulted in a very very bad neck ache on the left side of my neck =(( I dreamt of chemistry throughout the whole night like i remember kept imagining elucidation questions and letters of the compounds i had to find. Then like reagents conditions and everything. I remember i just kept dreaming of them but like the reagents/conditions itself didn't actually appear in the my dream, so it's not like i was revising in my sleep. Hahaha. Wasted. Or not today don't need to mug them already. Ahhh my neck really hurts and tomorrow when i turn to look at the clock must like turn my whole body hahaha. Omg spastic. 

Ok i realised that i'm really quite sian of studying things that i've studied before and things that have been tested. And it's even worse when i encounter things that came out and i didn't know like groups VII equations then i'm like freak it's right here and i couldn't remember/do it in the exam =(( Sigh. 

Don't give up.. Through it all just stand up!

I am so freaking bored of stats i could eat a cow. 

So.

Bored.

Oh my God. 

Stats is killing me.

-dies-

My 500th post!

Anyway i just realised that it's quite a strange an unusual feeling to try to study something that has been tested before so recently. Like today's chem is over, and the next paper is chem, so technically i should be studying chem but omg it's just so strange to try to pick chem up and mug. First time we've to do this i suppose. Anyway not like i was crazy enough to try doing chem today haha actually i wanted to do math but i've been having forced mugging for the last 2 days that my brain's ip>ksp and it refuses to accept anymore information. =( Oh well gotta chiong for the next 2 days.

Ahh i'm scared. Hope maths doesn't die coz i never do S1,3,4,5,6 tutorials and paper 1 wasn't like the best thing on earth (in fact i think it was the worst paper so far). Neither was my physics paper so got to do better for paper 3 and 1. Ahhh and econs was fugufishhead worthy. Okay maybe econs was worse than maths...... Comparable. Sian.

Ahhh stress. Haha according to my mum, she asked my brother about A levels and he said 'oh actually it was a really fun time!' Then we came to the conclusion that that was because he went to study with friends everyday in school/McDonalds near RJ's old campus and he was having lots of fun since he had a girlfriend in JC too then well ended up in him having 3As. Haha he burst bio. 

Then it came to my elder sister who was so stressed that she had white hair all over. I remember 6 years ago when i was.. er. How old ah. Primary 6 then while studying for PSLE and i was bored i would just go up behind her and help her to pluck off all the white hair and i would find like 20 strands and just put them on a piece of paper and like present it to her as a gift HAHA. Ooo now i remember. We both studied in our library and i would sing and annoy her quite a lot haha.

2 years ago my other sister lost hair while studying for A levels hmm. And for me? Luckily i never have white hair or lose hair but rawr i'm loosing sleep which is so super annoying but hm honestly i'd rather lose sleep than the other 2 haha coz can take sleeping pills xD. My sister is still on hair supplement pills now =( 

Well they both got 5As in the end. 

I think being the youngest child in the family has its pro and cons definintely. i really do have to in a subconscious way live up to everybody's expectations to either meet or surpass what my siblings have done. Well i have already haha my sister didn't get a single A in JC and got all 5 in A levels. (She tends to do that. She got exactly 6 points for O levels to get into RJ lol). Then in PSLE it was the pressure to do well and get into RI. Thank goodness there was no O levels. Omg. Ahhh but what's scary is that they all got A for GP and my GP sucks like crazy -.- Oh no. 

Well of course the good thing is that the youngest is always more pampered =P And i get to be taken care of by my older siblings! Although well i don't think it always happens in most families la. There are so many where the youngest gets bullied a lot or the siblings don't get along well at all or they just exist as siblings merely because. Because. No reason. Because they were born to the same parents? In that sense i know i'm very blessed to have siblings who really care and love me a lot. =) While they may not be the most willing at times, they will always be there no matter what and it's really to them that i tell my most worrying problems to haha. We have a lot of secrets from my parents xD. 

Erm ok why am i talking about this? 

Okay i think maybe i'm just trying to tell myself that if my siblings can do it so can i =) My dad always said that while we're different people, we come from the same parents. Same dad, same mum. So we're not that different after all, and it's all in the brain and mindset. Well, i think bio people will object to various things such as gene mutation and like whatever cross cross thing that gives you variations that's why not all kids look the same etc. Ok whatever. But yes okay i shall inspire myself and carry on studying tomorrow. 

-10 mins later-

LOL my sister burst out laughing when she heard the stupid mistakes i made in chem paper. Ok i tell you ultimate stupid mistake.

Question 1 the last part they ask you to draw the pH graph when oxides of Na to S are added separately to water. So for some reason, i read it as oxides of Na and S are added to water. (like bimbo eyesight or something). So i was like huh. 

NaO + H2O-----> 2Na+ and 2OH-

SO2 + H2O-----> (SO3)2- and 2H+

So i wrote those equations and wrote 'they neutralise each other'. and drew a pH graph like that:

Lalala what a beautiful pH graph. Ok ya so that was my stupid bimbo mistake. LOL.

Bleh ok it's 11.40pm and i think it's sufficiently late enough for me to fall asleep i hope. =( Okay i will try anyway. Goodnight!!

Yay half the papers down and we managed to survive 1 week omg go us.

Tired and sleepy omg so unproductive, and it causes me to make stupid mistakes. ZzzZZ. Thank goodness mummy's sleeping pill worked last night and i zzzzz until the morning and drank essense of chicken and stayed awake long enough for chem paper. Lala my eyes are starting to blur up now -.- and i'm getting a sore throat from the essense of chicken. Hungry.

Finally 1st week of exams are over phew but next week is like just as crazy la omg chem and econs in the same day then maths on tues and physics on wed. But poor bio kids more poor thing got double papers on mon/tues. 

Ok well anyway can rest over the weekend (sort of). 

Add oil everyone! =)

Dying.

Omg.

I hate chem omg i hate chem it sucks X10^99999999999. OMG cannot stand it SUCCCCKS.

I am sooo tired now because i couldn't sleep until 1+ last night. Sigh hate my brain. Everytime exams i either dream a lot or can't sleep =(( Omg but must mug or not chem will die tomorrow.

Sigh go me. Argh sleepy.

Lol last night i had a really strange dream. Part of it involved Mrs Toh being pregnant LOL

Hmm ok i can't remember most if it but I know it was mostly filled with Mr Toh o.O Just like having conversations most of the time then like the scene changed and like i was in nanyang primary old block.. Then like i think Geet and Minsi were like in the classroom then there was just 3 of us haha then Mrs Toh walked in then she was pregnant. Then Geet and I went :O -whisper whisper- then end of story lol. 

Omg ok i very scared for physics >.<

Nehnehpok la.

Sian.

Mug. Again.

Yayy thanks Julian for sending me this video ahh i really really love the song and the lyrics are really inspiring and have helped me to continue studying =)

The video itself is quite funny because it flashes the faces of the people singing and the Mariah Carey part is really quite funny haha when she whistles and the picture keeps flashing and flashing. Okay must watch and inspire yourself!

Don't you know you can go be your own miracle?

Wah sian study also no use might as well don't study. 

I don't feel like studying.

OMG STRESS. STRESS. STRESS. OMG.

The first few lines of this post will be dedicated to Bennett Tan You En.

Bennett, I would like to thank you for... hmm.....

-10 mins later-

...... your lovely fat presence and snide remarks and occasional grunts of encouragement which were very useful in helping me to push on when i felt down. =D

Last night i dreamt that i was a terrorist. I sneaked into a building, planted a bomb, ran away and bombed the place up. I've had this dream before. Except that the 1st time, i placed the bomb, ran away, and couldn't bring myself to blow the place up. Last night, i blew it up. Does anyone think there's something psychologically wrong with me???

Today was  a disgusting day for most part of it. I think i'm going to do badly for prelims. Sigh =( -feels dumb- Okay my eyes are blurry i go sleep and hope i don't dream of strange things. Goodnight!

OH MY SLUT HOW COULD I FORGET!!!

THANK YOU JULIAN (MY FAVOURITE FREAK FRIEND) FOR WRITING THE WONDERFUL TRANSLATION FOR MY CHINESE TRADITIONAL SONG THAT GOT ME SUPER HIGH MARKS =))))) Okay for your sake and for forgetting you i shall post your wonderful poetry skills on my blog. =)) Lubbxx yoo give u beeeg huuug -HUUUUG- i'm still your best friend ok =D Yayy.

Beautiful Lady

Of all the ladies I've met, none are prettier than thou.
You are fresh like the morning sun breaking through the clouds
Free as the fishes swimming in their underwater palaces
Lovely as the nightingales singing in the jade-green garden.
Your face is more beautiful than any flower
You are my heart’s instrument
Everyday you listen to the words from my heart
Your voice dispels all worries and despair
Your love fills me with wisdom and strength

Julian Lim

=)) Anyway today they sent me my report for my voice exam and i almost burst out laughing because the song which i got highest mark for was the traditional folk song which well, i practised the least for. And my supposedly most stable song got the lowest mark =( Ok breakdown for whoever's bored and interested lol:

Sebben Crudele: 19/24
Clair De Lune: 21/24
Silent Noon: 18/21
Younger Than Springtime: 19/21
Traditional Song: 20/21
Sight Singing: 19/21
Aural (thanks geoff =P) 17/18

Haha yay my porno song got like quite high marks haha the comments were 'you made the change of style effectively with warm smile and discreet gestures.' Heh. I suppose showmanship really does help after all.

Rawr anyway i'm really tired from studying today and my right hand hurts from writing bleh. OH YA. Shoutout:

VAAAALERIEEE! I LURRRVE UR LAVENDER BLACK PEN THANK YOU FOR LEAVING IT ON THE TABLE AND LETTING ME RANDOMLY USE IT AND CAUSE ME TO FALL IN LOVE WITH IT AND MADE ME BUY IT AND NOW I KEEP WANTING TO USE IT BECAUSE IT'S REALLY REALLY PREEEEETTY!!! And in order to use it i've to like study or write stuff so that helps in my mugging and is a big source of motivation. Thanks for introducting the wonderful purple (or lavender black whatever..) pen to me. =)) Now all my work is in purple haha really gay and happy-looking. xD

Okay i go sleep now before my brain goes from being fried to deep fried. Nights!