First day of dmp

Hmm.. I wonder. During dinner, I told my family that something funny/embarassing/weird happened during choir just now. Then it's like, they were like 'tell us tell us!'. So i started the story, and like after a short while, they started talking about the fish and how good it tasted and like i faded into the background.. talking to no one. So it made me wonder, how often we do this to our friends? Like a friend is talking.. Then he sounds boring, so you just turn to another friend and talk and totally ignore the other guy. Then like 10 mins later you're like 'oops! what were you saying?'

I'm quite sure i've done that to people before, as much as i try not to. I mean, it's true we have a pair of ears but it's not as if we can hear 2 things at a time. Hmm.. But i suppose it's a personal thing, to try your best to not ignore a friend and yet try to socialise with everyone. Difficult. That's a partial problem with going out in large groups, people tend to get left out when others are talking about something that person doesn't know about. Then it's like "huh what's frost nova?" that kind of thing. So perhaps small groups are better? Meeting up with a small group of friends or going out to watch a movie with just 3-4 people. I think it's fun. Haha. Sad to say? Or happy to say? I think i find the most fun talking to people from choir. Because we have a common interest, we do stupid things like sing along the road, try to get perfect pitch, laugh about toh, etc etc. Haha. I'm not saying my ex-classmates from 2H aren't fun, i suppose it's a different kind of friends la. Like i can't really tell them or say anything i want to them? Like i cannot say stuff like 'let's go to this place to look at something' then they're like 'huh are u spastic' or something. You just have certain friends who'll follow you just because you want to see it, then they're like "ooo look so exciting if chris wants to see it it must be interesting!' no matter how spastic it is.

Haha. Like today shawn followed me to RJ (or rather he suggested we go there) and hung around with me while i studied mo xie until 12+ even though he didn't have anything on. Dunno is it he don't want to go home, or he genuinely want to accompany me till later. But oh wellz, no matter how much i tend to 'look down' (literally) or suan him or whatever, he's still a good friend la. Haha! Our history goes all the way back to primary 2, and we've been classmates for 7 years!! If only he took advanced module for sec 3 la, then he'll probably be in 4F and we'll be classmates for 9 years! *gasps*. haha! =)

Well anyway, today was the first day of DMP. And guess who was the first teacher i had to meet? Guess guess guess.. It'ss..... JACQ SIM!! haha! She's taking my geography of diseases module. And she thinks the module is spastic and wonders why we're all taking it. Hmm.. Imagine chionh taking it i'll just die. I hope i get a lim yoke tong one =). Think she's teaching geomancy? Hope so it's her. How fun.. So like i said earlier, i stoned for 3 hours till chinese. Then chinese was like TWO hours i nearly died of overdose of ycm. Bleaugh. Thank goodness remedial was cancelled? Then not only did i not have to see her, i could go for choir. Bleaugh, but it's tomorrow then. I have to go school at 7.45 instead of 925. Siiiighh.. Nevermind la, as if going normal school lor, except half an hour later. *basically like today la*. Hmm.. Tonight season finale of desperate housewives!! I shall go and sleep after that.

Parents got me a got me a remote controlled standing fan. -.- I was JOKING when i said i wanted one, or rather half joking like *omg you REALLY buy it for me even though i wanted it and yet though you would think it's too ridiculous to get* kind of thing. But apparently like got a lot of problem with it la. And it's not the coolest of coolest of remote-controlled fans, but it's cool enough.. And good enough for lazy bums like me. Hmm, so next time iwon't have to turn on aircon for afternoon naps anymore!. Because my room faces the west, evening sun just bakes the room until it's boiling point and i cannot sleep properly. My ceiling fan doesn't reach the bed so.. I need a standing fan that can blow air DIRECTLY at me. =). Hmm. Maybe one day i'll try sleeping at night with the fan on! Wonder how that'll be, but like how ah? Open my room door? That's so freaky. Cannot open windows, later insects and stuff. Then also will trigger alarm.. Hmm tough decision. Maybe open door halfway la. We'll seee.. =) Maybe i'll try tonight for spastic's sake? Haha! Hmm, but i think we're going to change the fan, coz got a lot of scratch marks and then also earlier i saw sparks from the inside. So freaky. later explode while i sleeping or catch fire. Ok tonight better not. After they change then i shall use it =). Kk, shall go bugger off and find something else to do. See ya all!