Hii! Quick post today after chorale prac. Wow i've been standing for the past 5 hours and my feet are DYYYYING. They're screaming in pain. And like, they're strictly off the floor until i gotta wash up then like, back off until tomorrow morning. =)

Haha, today i was super duper tired the entire day and during chem prac i was like screaming and moaning in agony and telling my friends to kill me out of sheer tiredness. Like take me out of this agony.. I'm amazed i'm still awake now blogging heh.

Anyway recently i've been feeling rather emo coz like. I dunno, felt like sometimes i put in so much effort for some things, and yet people take it for granted? And nobody really cares or acknowledges it and just takes it like 'orh chris is supposed to do this all the time anyway..' that kind of feeling. And i was just feeling annoyed and irritated and like, felt like giving everything up. Like what's the point? I try so hard and yet nobody cares. But just now was in toilet (like since all great revelations come to my when i'm in the toilet), and i realised that sometimes, as long as i myself know i've tried my best for what i've done, and no matter if people recognize it or not, it's okay because i've not let myself down, or even worse, given up just because people ignore it. And like who cares! I think this inner satisfaction instead of people voicing their appreciation for whatever i've done is soooo much more worth it and valuable. Yay. =) But does NOT mean i won't appreciate if you say nice stuff about me okay =) HAHAHA.

Okay i shall like, go off soon because my brain is screaming for sleep, yet my feet are screaming for me not to stand up. But i'm sorry la feet, you've only been suffering for 5 hours, brain suffer since 630 this morning liao =P K ciao everyone! And i'm feeling happy =D