Tired Monday

Hello! Okay i'm feeling better today. Just now after fringe prac, i was sitting in the car leaving schoo. Then i turned around to look at RJ, lit up at night. Then suddenly just felt happier and like.. that everything is eventually going to be okay! And that i shouldn't worry. Whatever happens, well, that's just that way it will be i guess. But basically should just worry less. Yay!

I think it may be a BIT due to fringe prac today being much much better than other times! Yay! Dunno why but although all of us seemed so tired, we sounded much better. Hopefully we can sound as good or even better on performance day! Yay! We MUST sound as good! Then we'll feel happy and stuff. Or not hor, perform badly, or even performing at acceptable level will never give us the feeling of satisfaction. Only when we produce sound that's so nice and OMMPH that we'll feel that satisfaction. And today i kinda felt that, a bit, like a tease of what we are capable of. And so, i hope we can get to that level where we may even cry after performing! Whee =) Okay GO FRINGE GO FRINGE!! Yayyy..

I'm really tired now. Didn't manage to catch up on my sleep debt from last week. And i highly doubt i will today, since there's desperate housewives later. I'm contemplating taping it down and going to sleep now. Hmm.. We'll see. Haha!

Haiya it's so sad how my OG is vaguely dying. Like now got a lot of conflicts, and such between the members. A lot of misunderstandings and miscommunications as well. I hope things can be cleared up and relationships salvaged. But it will never be the same as before, as the scar will always be there. But we can always try right? =) Better than an open wound. Haha.

Yay i'm so happy (vaguely) coz i'm having this sensation that everything is going to be okay. And even if they're not, they may be bad for a while, but it'll righten itself up soon enough. Yay. Okay. Hopefully with that i'll go to bed happy and have a great sleep and wake up enough to listen in class!! Haha! Although i didn't sleep today (ok wait i did, in physics tutorial) much i wasn't listening either. Just stoning and thinking about other things.. Bleh, except chem. Heh. Dunno but although i don't exactly like chem, i kinda understand it quite well. But yet, i cannot do well in chemistry. Sad =( I like econs! Yay. Physics is.. okaay... i don't really like the current topics though. Hopefully it'll change to the other topics like.. non forces related. Yeah. Okayz. I shall go off now.

Bug my parents! Yay i'm so happy they're home =) They took 600+ photos -faints-