Ok i'm like super annoyed with the fact that i don't have my laptop. My aunty took it for 3 months and now i've to go to like different people to use computers. Then worse of all is my brother is home, AND my parents moved the stupid computer to his room so like if he's sleeping then i cannot use it. So unfair lor then now i've to like use here use there. Then all my information is kept in my ipod so i can plug it in anywhere. Haha.
Wah i'm like super irritated with my brother also. It's like last night i went to watch NYGH concert right? Then after that he picked me up, then we went to pick some girl up, then we came home and he took taxi with the girl to go dunno where la. I think they went clubbing lor. Then like today whole day he was sleeping non stop, then just now he woke up then like ate dinner right, just ate 1 chickenlet and half a pizza and went to puke everything up. It's like so irritating la go and get himself drunk, then today just sleep whole day, wake up also puke everything, then we talk a bit he also damn irritated coz like hangover if got noise then will feel damn painful in your head mah.
I mean, is it that great to drink and drink and get drunk? I see no sense in it. Maybe i'm still in sec school and don't know about drinking yet but i mean it seems to horrible. Like ok maybe it's fun? The company's fun? But i mean drink then have fun then next day feel so horrible, cannot eat, just have to hole yourself up in your room the whole day. Then like ya, i think it's just not worth it lor. Then like so embarassing, if you're drunk, then cannot come home yourself or what, then like the first time he got drunk, his friend had to fetch him home, then he puked all over the car, then like my aunty and sister had to carry him to his room. So pai seh la i mean maybe he's drunk he won't know, but like if we took a picture of it i bet he'll be so disgusted.
I don't know, i think it's stupid and i hope i don't do it next time. He should go and find something else to do with his time, like play WOW. Ok fine i'll have no computer to use but either way i still don't have a comp to use, now he's sleeping, i can't even on the lights to use the computer la. He said last night he'll 'let me use even if he's sleeping' but ya right now he's hangover he'll just scream at me. Aiya whatever la i hope he just socialises with enough friends then he'll not whole night go out and drink or whatever la. He should get married. Yes. =)
So like just now the internet was down, well for most computers. But chars WOW was fine, constance's msn was ok and she was transferring some uber big file like 150mb or something? Then it was 1/3 through but transfer rate was crawling. So anyway, i wanted to reset the router la, then like cons was like obviously grumbling saying her thing would cancel. Then chars was like grumble her wow will be disrupted. So like sigh, what to do? I started stoning, then decided to write a letter to a friend la. So ya, then like write write write, cons went to check her comp and realised connection disrupted! Then i asked chars, realised she reset router. Then cons was like damn pissed, then said something like "wah lau everyone only think of themself la."
So ironic right? It's like i was the one who was in trouble at first, no comp no internet to use, then both were so reluctant to let me reset. Then it's like, in the end both had to reset and both were quite unhappy. But it made me think that like cons wasn't really correct either in saying that sentence. I mean, she also didn't want to let me reset at first what right? Not as if she say no i still go and reset it. I even asked chars if i could reset, then she say wait 20 mins so i say ok. Turns out it burst before 20 mins la but anyway, ya it's like so weird.
Made me think, sometimes we say things about other people without realising we're actually one of those 'people.' Like for example like you comment "hey so and so has BO." then like actually you yourself have BO kind of thing. So weird right? I'm sure i've done it before la, like say about someone then actually i'm one of those someones. But like ya, in this world must really think before we talk lor, or not unknowingly you become a victim, and in the end people will laugh at YOU instead. Like 'haha this guy so big mouth he's actually just like the people he doesn't like." Sometimes in heated angry moments, we also say things we regret, then it's really sad. Good friends will forgive you, but if they're not, they'll take it to heart and then the relationship is just gone.
It's like this morning my english biography group interviewed my grandfather, then one of the things he said is that we cannot get angry so often. Must control our temper, and take everything in our stride (is it used correctly?). Because if you get angry, you'll affect your liver (he said it i'm not sure if it's true =P) then like also like all these things will happen lor. It's like how some people kill and murder in that moment and regret it for their lives. Like you uber angry that you wife have affair or what then kill her or something. But ya words and what you say also affect lor. Hm hope i don't do it again or ya, basically don't get so angry. =)
Haiz, my parents are super worried with my brother now. Mum just made instant noodles for him and dad had to bring it to his room, coz he didn't eat the whole day. Whatever 'dinner' he ate probably went down the toilet bowl. Hmph, shouldn't have eaten that chicken drumlet la then we can eat it. Hmm here comes dad.. Oh he's bringing water up for my brother. Haiz. See la, one night of fun, one whole day of agony and making people worried. So not worth it. Temporary relief. No wonder people who have problems in life or what go and drink and forget it all but in the end their troubles always multiply. Like how does vodka get rid of problems -.- What alcohol evaporates everything ah? I mean not in my brother's case la he's just 'having fun' urgh whatever. Ask his girlfriend come back and control him man!
Aiya. Should i go for vocal lessons? I want to go. And my parents encourage me to go. Then they asked me to ask toh to recommend. Like hello if i ask him then he'll recommend himself? Not that i don't want toh to coach me like it'll be uber weird. Haha i wanna be like the 2 supersops! =) I think toh doesn't like me so much nowadays lor. Bleaugh, hope it doesn't become a dislike. Or not i join chorale then will have like a -bleaugh- life there. Despite all the bad things about chorale or whatever people say they don't wanna join or what i tell you i'll end up joining one lor. Don't really have anything else i want to join anyway, definintely not badminton like omg i don't like all the RI badminton people. And i'll enjoy choir so much more anyway. In fact this morning i was comtemplating quitting my trainings already because i'm getting more and more bored each time i go. No fun one lor. I think i should, don't waste money and time, go vocal lessons instead =P.
Aiya see how first, anyway, 2 more days before school starts. I better start studying for the 3 assessments i have on tuesday. Geog open book assignment, maths TA, and physics lab assignment. Sigh. All because of concert. Haha! I miss the concert, but oh well, we're gonna get scolded by toh on wednesday one lor confirm, if he's coming that is. We're probably going to learn new songs, for the competition. Hm i wonder if we have to perform for RI open house which is on 15th July. So fun. Hope we do, but like not the boring old songs we did for our concert. Ah probably la 15th july is like how near, no time to learn new songs. More CCA points!! Wahahaha so lame i wonder if we even get for those kind of performances. And that's not the point, it's the fun and joy of performing that's important.
Ok shall bug off now see ya all soon!! =)
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