Blehz last night i had bad dream. I dreamt that the day before concert, esplanade (somehow) decided chorale was too noob to perform at their premises, so we were kicked out and not allowed to perform. So on the day itself we rushed down to VCH to try to find out if we could perform there, and they didn't allow us either. So somehow we ended up performing in the corridor at the side of VCH, then there were like 3 people watching us or something. Then i remember i was super worried because of all the people who were supposed to watch our concert at esplanade. Like what happen to them? So i was trying to contact my parents and yet i couldn't get through to them or something. Then we had to perform. Then like after performing the first few songs, it was just so bad that Mr Toh left and we had to continue performing. So someone went up to conduct us. Then that person's conducting was so bad that we totally screwed up song of triumph, like especially all the commas and breathing points that Mr Toh just went through yesterday. Like some breathed when we were supposed to just pause, and when the conducting person cued (?) us to breath some people came in thinking we were supposed to sing instead or something. Then basically throughout the entire song we were all really out of tune, and by the last part we were so sharp that i couldn't reach my note and bennett was like straining like some cow.

Anyway so after that song we just stopped since it was so terrible anyway. And then suddenly scene jumped to LT, where it was post concert. Then we were singing song of triumph again, with Mr Toh conducting this time. And i think maybe it was preparation for trip or something? Because i think it was a full day prac and it was like 6+ already and we were all super tired. So everyone was half dead and our voices were so tired that when we sang it was half volume, but somehow we were way more in tune and everything then Mr Toh was like 'you create such nice sound when you're softer, so why don't you sing softer?' or something like that. Then like i was just so so tired that i collapsed on the seat and starting crying.

Then i woke up.

=((