It's so funny how sometimes you think someone is a certain way, only to suddenly be jolted awake to find that hey, no it's not like that, to suddenly realise that perhaps your impression was warped simply because of what was, and what is now is not what was. And maybe you were biased all along, so all the small signs and hints could have been neglected, or laughed off, or you know, just accepted as part of a character flaw. And then when one day it all hits you and you go omgosh i didn't know it was all like that. It makes you go =O and wonder if things will ever be the same again, or whether you will see the person the same way ever again. And it can crush you so bad especially when you think of what you've done for that person this entire time.

I think it's just sad =(

I shall donate blood tomorrow to make up for it.