Omg today was like a terrible first day in school. -skips the lessons- i didn't really feel like doing PE because I was sick with cough and at the same time a bit depressed also so anyway i would have killed myself or something so i thought it was safer not to do. Then like at 3pm i suddenly had mega gastric pangs. Argh i haven't had gastric for a long time since like sec 1 sec 2 like that. I think today coz morning had super big breakfast then didn't have appetite during my break at 10.30 (which is like just 1 hour after 1st period) then like no break until 3.15pm so ya.

I used to have gastric in sec 1 because I had hockey 3 times a week which would start like right after school ended so i would like eat recess but not eat lunch or not i'll get stitch while running and well it was a very bad habit and i started to develop gastric eventually and i remember having to see doctor for gastric pills and i got like MC off from hockey for a short while haha. Hockey was evil. But anyway ever since then whenever i miss a meal i'll get gastric. If i forgot to eat, usually it's okay. But if i can't eat when i want to eat then it'll act up.

Anyway i almost died because i came home and couldn't find any food then i had to call my mum and she told me to go make milk from milk powder and thank goodness that saved me =))

So i went for a swim just now because i was feeling quite xian and i'm happy to say that it cheered me up a lot! I think the last time i swam was probably um like farewell last year or something where i was unceremoniously pushed into my own pool. Yeah. So sad i hardly ever use my swimming pool because either no time or not in the mood to =( Okay pool i shall use you more often because you make me feel happy too! Argh but my eyes quite pain coz don't have goggles LOL my dad said i used mine so seldom that he stole them from me when his spoilt and i never bothered to get a new pair.

ANYWAY i think school's super xian and i feel like quitting school.

And i am also very jealous of a certain Mr Yeoh because he is able to drive to school omg while i had to plead my sis to fetch me and she unwillingly came he totally walked by and just got into his car and drove home i was like OMG i wish i could drive. Such freedom.

K i shall stop my ranting now omg and like. Go find my parents and whine to them instead. Yay my favourite pastime.

Haha quan is next to me and she's really spastic. Geoffrey is looking over my head -.- And the rest of the choir is like on the bed. Ew. o I AM NOT BEING SPASTIC!!!!!!!!!!!

yes quan is being spastic. And omg she's really loser coz she keeps building the magnet thingie then it keeps dropping. So dumb. Who ask her never take physics. Oh yeah, but physics is only for smart people. I HATE YOU MYSELF YOU KNOW! I AM SECRETLY SCHIZO YOU KNOW! CAN YOU TELL?!?!?!

Not really i'm not schizo quan quan is hijacking my keyboard and like.. blogging stuff on my blog she must feel really priviledged hahahaaha. No go away joelle you're really annoying you're not going to be able to see the photo OUCH WHAT'S UR PROBLEM OMG IT'S DAMN PAIN hahaha omg joelle has joined the spastic quan LOL. Ok what's up cat?

HELLO SAYS CAT LOUDLY. THIS IS CAT. IN CAT'S HOUSE. YAAAAAY. THERE ARE 1232425 PEOPLE IN THE HOUSE NOW. <3333 SAYS CAT HAPPILY.

oh i see. cat's schizo too :D

oh look gen joins us. HAHAHA QUAN IS SO LOSER HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA. hello yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Gen types with one finger -.- And fried is making a lot of noise behind me. Hmmm.. And geoffrey is STILL behind me. And he keeps touching hi hair it's quite amusing. xD Ok. HAHAHA didn't get to erase it.

Okay yay everyone has left me.

OK JOELLE IS REALLY IRRITATING HAHAHAHA. OUUUUUCH! WUBBER. Okay fine let u use la so whiney. Oh wait. You've left! =)

Ok quan is STILL trying to like build the spazz magnetic thing LOL so loser omg LOLOLOL. Go quan. It's gonna drop.. 1...2...3...4....5...6...7...8..9....10.... oh damn it didn't drop LOL. These are my thoughts.

Yay. Bye congrats quan on building it =)

YAYYYYYY I DID IT! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Omg go me go me i can do this yay!

Omg i wanna cry liao.

I think i sound crazy >.<

Omg i'm getting super stressed. Shit Shit Shit. Omg.

After deciding that i was going to start work at 2pm, i proceeded to youtube until 4 hours past original schedule and only started work at 6pm. BUT I am quite proud of the fact that i managed to finish what i aimed to finish after i rescheduled everything at 6pm =) Hahaha okay i managed to convince myself (while singing SANCTAAA MARIAAA) that it was worth the mugging like crazy for 1 day tomorrow to do well for physics CT and not regret and think 'aiya why did i slack i could have slacked and had so much more fun at cat's house if i had studied on thursday'. So, I am going to mug real real hard tomorrow. Not just because of the fact that i haven't actually studied like half of my physics topics once through (i.e tomorrow is first time seeing them so i probably take many many hours to understand), I also really want to pull my physics up to an A because. Like.

I have also decided that I will print many many ave maria so that we can sing on friday because all the SATB versions i've heard online aren't very nice and sops tend to be screamy so we shall do a better job =DDD. Yay omg i'm feeling very happy because I love our batch tremendously like every single person and zomg can't wait for Friday!!!

=D Miss everyone like mad. Ok i think i'm getting tics i gotta go cut my hair soon argh. Good luck to bio kids!!

I just tabulated tbb's may instruction hours and i realised he spent 73 hours and 30 mins with us just in the month of May. That is like 3 days of May. We essentially had like 28 days of May away from him! Not to mention the last 4 days of May was on the trip so that's like 24 days of May! =(((( Anw i'm totally missing the packed lunches we had prior to trip. Not the lunches itself.. Just the whole full day sat prac thing. =( I am super sad =(

Okay i think today's chem made up for yesterday's maths so that's a good thing. =) Anw finalllly i can take a short break before the mad rush for physics mugging happens in about 2 hours'. I, in the mean time, shall go out for a nice lunch with my aunty =) RAWR anw yay my parents have bought me stuff from Hong kong so i am very happily looking forward to their arrival tomorrow night! Omg they better not distract me from studying man anyway yay can't wait for them to come home =)

Okay i go out now coz reservation for lunch is in 8 mins' time (i called to reserve like 2 mins ago LOL)

Good luck for remaining papers!

Haha. Ha. Haha. Hahahaha. Haha. Ha. Hahaha. Hahahahahahahaha. HAHAHAHAHAHA. ha. hahahah. Hahaha. WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Ha. HA. ha.. MUAHAHAHA. Ha. hahahaha. hahahahahahahahahahahaha. HAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Hahaha. Ha. Ha. HAHA. Hahahahahahah. Ha. Hahah. Haha. Ha. HA. HAHAHA

-listens to favourite song-

Okay, I am still alive thankfully =)) But i totally burst like at least 2 parts of it liao i totally started laughing when i wrote the 6 mark question on 2 suggestions for the small grocers haha because i was writing complete crap but hopefully teacher gimme 1 or 2 marks as sympathy for wasting my time on that question. Yay.

Anw ok i'm really much more relieved because econs really is my worst subject so now that it's over i don't feel so xian anymore =) haha but okay having said that i'm still very unprepared for the rest so gotta mug still i suppose!!!

Mm okay I'm quite hungry and i've no idea what to eat for lunch. Oh and i've sore throat from eating ice cream last night =((( K i probably should stop soon but it's my good luck ice cream! And it makes me happy! And it tastes niiiice.. =( Oh well anw i've like 3 tubs of ice cream left LOL and i have to make big sacrifice soon because gotta start singing again right after CTs this sat! Ooo yay looking forward to it. =)

Kayz i shall go pack up my econs stuff and eat lunch. See ya!

HAHA. EVERYONE!

WATCH ME ROLL ON THE FLOOR AND DIE AFTER ECONS PAPER TOMORROW! I AM GOING TO DIE. HAHA. HAHA. HAHAHA. HAHAHAHAHA.

=(( I am super sad because i don't want the day when i get my results to come back because even though I know i'm like 10X less prepared for this CT than any other and i expect myself to do worse it still will suck when the actual grades come back.

Okay i'll just pray that miracle happens and i really really hope that tomorrow don't come out some sai that i just sit there stone dunno how to do i sure cry one. Imagine sitting there for like 1 hour or something just trying to think of something to write but CANNOT! Btw if you're wondering something like this happened to me before in RI when i forgot to study one entire section then like it was like like 10 marks out of 30 or something. I came out looking green apparently and my friends were really freaked out LOL.

Okay if i'm green tomorrow save me hor.

Go me.

-May God hold me in the palm of his hand-

Omg go me! Go me! Oh yea oh yea go me. Oh yea. Oh yea. Go me go me go me!! Oh yea. Yea yea yea. Watch me go! Go me. Go me. Oh yea oh yea oh yea uh huh. Go me. Go me. Oh yea oh yea go me!

I have removed that post because I do not want to get killed. Anyway i had a period of 24 hours where I'm quite sure the person in question wouldn't be able to read it because he would be on a plane to poland hahaha and now they've probably landed and are getting their first prac or something woohoo go RV!

Anw today sucked like the most. I have completely lost steam for studying and it just so happens that i haven't studied any econs yet and um the first paper is on Monday??? So yay go me and hopefully I don't die. If i die mum's gonna send me to tuition which sucks =(

Okay whatever k J2s let's all be communists and get 5As for A levels OKAY??? OKAY OKAY OKAY??? Yay love ya all hahahahahahahahahahaa.

Anw i just chatted with my sis and her parting words were : "YOU FREAKING BETTER STUDY HARDER OKAY. DON'T SLACK AH -points at com-"

Eeeek! And SHE BOUGHT ME A NEW PINK PENCIL!!!! And blessed it with her 5As =)) yay yay hahahaha i shall do well muaha.

Byeee!!

I really really love Ave Maria by Franz Biebl =))) Hope to sing it one day haha.

Hii i feel 10 times better now after sleeping. I always feel better after sleeping haha. Anyway thanks yong feng for sending me irish blessing!! That has made me happier by another 10X.

Anw tohbobo is an idiot later then i blog about it LOL.

I feel really really down, sad, crappy and gross now. Omg.

Aiyarrr i think i really die for this Cts lar. I am less prepared for it than i was for like CT1 last year? And i totally got DEAD for it so i think this time i am going to like.. Get dunno what LOL hahaha but seriously i have like a lot a lot of things left i like haven't even finished a single subject and I've 3 days left.

Okay go me.

I'm quite tired. And i'm also quite tired of studying because studying is really quite xian and stuff and i think the entire world reading this knows this but ya i'm just rambling. Sigh.

Okay i can't wait for exams to be over.

This is really really depressing i am incredibly behind schedule (um by about um 3 days i think) sigh okay i am just so dead but whatever i shall rely on my very powerful brain cells to try and do my best for the common tests. =)

Aiya anw it's just common tests =)

I knew i had the best time of my life just a few weeks before it.

Ah i totally appreciate our Ave Maria more after listening to some other choir's version xD. Go youtube and find!!!

And I'm really happy that i think many of us sung because we really loved singing, and i think a lot of it translated into our music and the emotions can really be heard, especially after listening to songs such as lux being performed by other choir that should technically be very pro since they have done it for many months already. Hahaha. Omg i love us. =))

Ahahaha i just had my lovely almost-midnight snack which consisted of some cake that my sister bought from IKEA which is super nice and a small uh, can (?) of yakult. Bottle? Okay i think it looks more like a bottle.

So in 3 mins time it's like back to table and mugging again. Sigh. Okay i am going to attempt to sleep like 1 hour earlier (yes i know i said i would sleep at 2am yesterday but didn't) than yesterday so that means okay 2am LOL and uhhh hopefully i can wake up and go school earlier tomorrow.

Anyway i think i am very very wanted because I have in my possession:

1. Gen's GC
2. Fried's necklace (and no i don't eat frieds, i meant fries -rolls eyes)
3. Ivan's booklet about Poland.
4. Geet's foolscap pad
5. Yi Sheng's very-secret-and-confidential piece of paper which i've totally looked at.

Yes so it seems like I've to go to school or not:
1. Gen won't be able to do maths since she's unable to calculate mentally =)
2. Fried will look the same (coz i like hardly noticed your necklace oops sorry!)
3. Ivan will probably be the same coz he's probably memorized the entire book.
4. Geet isn't going school so it doesn't matter
5. Yi Sheng says it's actually a piece of rubbish that i can throw away but i'm returning it anyway so that i'll seem important.

So okay maybe i won't be that wanted anymore but I am still going to school anyway because I love everybodeh and wanna see everybodeh i lubs everybodeh!

Oh gg it's 12.01am now bye!

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