Hm this evening was really a great way to end the school week. Oh, wait. Happy Birthday Jevon!!

Haha. Yar so i went out for dinner with him and Yeow hua and wai kuan, and it was really good to meet up with them. Didn't realise how much we've neglected each other and how much i missed them until we were just bitching and gossiping to each other haha. I guess it's been a long time, really, since we were classmates in sec 1 and 2. Remember all the times we squeezed into my car to go to J8, and the twice weekly lunches we had before grumbling to 3rd lang. Pity Lizheng couldn't come for dinner. Haiya yar. But i guess because we split in classes, and our CCAs are all rather different, it's inevitable that we drift apart and all. But hopefully our friendship will never end though. =)

I think it's emo period now. I'm feeling really tired, and tomorrow's chorale where all the new J1s are joining us. Yet i'm not sleeping. Am i worried? Yes. Think sometimes maybe i worry too much about things that aren't in my hands. Sometimes when we've done all we can already, it's really not up to us anymore the outcome. And we just have to wait and see. But maybe that's just why it's so sad, because there's nothing we can do. Aiya okay paradox.

I just hope things settle down quickly and people make up their minds and then we can live in peace and harmony and get down to proper work. What we have been given may not be perfect, but it's our job to make sure they become perfect, so that we don't leave behind a liability (LOL) when we leave.

I guess maybe i'm just a bit disappointed. But there's nothing much that can really be done.

Sheesh i think i'm going round in circles. Think i'll just go pray and then sleep. Goodnight! And good luck.