Oh my gosh i am super happy. Wed night while i was vaguely emoing and then i started mugging for physics test right, then i got so super xian of mugging that i went to go randomly started singing la. Then was like trying out falsetto-ness and just blast randomly here and there and then all of a sudden, i found the super high whistling range!! Omgosh! Anyway then yar so i went around squeaking out the high A B Cs which i could never reach before wed night!! Omgosh! Anyway yes then super happy yesterday coz i still could do it, then super happy today coz i STLIL can do it!! Wahaha. And like just a few minutes ago i was being bored and blasting away and trying to expand range then suddenly i could totally blast the high notes! Omgosh! Another happy moment! Okay i shall totally train my falsetto until it's super pro then super nice muahaha then can have like 3+ octave range. Yayyyy!! I believe that our vocal range can be trained, so all we have to do is keep trying and oh, keep trying to close vocal chords coz then they won't remain open and only air comes out. Coz air comes out = no sound. So with falsetto, it's like such small vibrations that just a bit too much air causes the vocal chords to not be able to sustain the vibrations. So it's very very very berry important to try and squish the cords close and open just a Teeeny weeeny bit to let that so little air come out and squeak the note! And then just experiment and try here try there and then tada it will work.

It's such things that we have to experience and really try and try for ourselves before we can tada! get it that kind of thing. It's difficult for someone to come and coach us, yes, can tell us the theory behind, but many times in the real world, a theory which is more subjective kind tends to be more of a guideline, where we know kinda what we're supposed to do, but we really have to try it out for ourselves to really know what it feels like, what ELSE we're supposed to do, and perhaps detour around, try other things before it will work. Which is why theories are just that, theories. Yay.

Okay i am happy i had nice brownies BOTH today AND yesterday with ice cream shit i'm going to grow damn fat. Oh had super nice talk with daddy yesterday too over haagan dazs (heh) about life, family, growing up, school, army, blah blah blah but i actually love such talks because i learn a lot. I think my dad's really smart and logical and rational and er, yay. I love daddy and he's a great dad! Can't find anyone else to replace him =) Oh and he likes to buy me ice cream and get me fat okay but heeee.

Earlier went for tea with waldy (hee i love u waldy i don't hate you anymore) and coincidentally met benjamin (hmph pig i'm sure dao my smses to go eat lunch with unglam people) so he turned back and walked with us to J8 and we ate tea at cartel with nice 30% discount and funkay gerald used his debit card for the first time! Omgosh i want one. Bleh but only 17 then can get and i'm born in November it's like August, September, October, November, 4 months!! Gasps. Okay. Nevermind slowly wait la okay i just think it's super cool to sign for something. =) Though waldy was like lame and didn't know how to sign so he go use pin number hahahaha. K had super nice inspirational talk and everything and i think gerald got kinda scared off by the way me and ben talk and the aherm, content of our conversations. =) Nehhmind waldy u just gotta get used to it muahaha!!!!!

Ok 爆炸 i gotta go get ready for dinner liao, going out tonight. Yawnz. I'm really tired but i'm glad it's the weekend and i can sleep in tomorrow. Yay. Tata everyone and heee ain't i high?