=DDD I love my parents! I love my parents a lot a lot a lot wheee i LOVE YOU DAD AND MUM!!!! Hahahahahaha!! =DDDDDDDDD

I had a super bad headache in school today and ended up falling asleep during econs tutorial then when i woke up i felt very bad because like it was already my maths teacher teaching away then i was like oops. Anyway haha my maths teacher is going at an insane speed i totally need to do my homework okay. Wah xian.

Anyway H3 at hwa chong was an interesting experience. Haha. Despite it being contemporary physics, the first thing the guy taught us was about cells and DNA and stuff and we were all like o.O Then after that he moved on to bonding between atoms and all those covalent ionic blah blah blah and i was just o.O-ing all the time because none of it looked remotely physics. Omgosh. Anyway the topic we were studying was like 'biophysics' so um i guess that explains the bio part but the chemistry part??

Okay i have had many cravings today don't know why. I drank 2 bottles of blackcurrent with aloe vera. I felt very strongly that i wanted to eat egg for dinner. I couldn't resist eating my giottos which i bought from austria. =( And i feel like i am going to pop if i don't eat ice cream now. Let's see how long before i pop. Bleh haha no wonder i don't get thinner. Xian diao.

I am looking very much forward to tomorrow! And wednesday! And thursday! And friday! And um not-so-much but Saturday! Haha. So exciting finally new J1s are going to join us. Everyone pray pray pray okay? =)

Okay time to go do proposal stuff now. Byee!!

-points to tagboard- Omg i'm damn bored. Haha i slept like 11 hours last night i'm super happy but i was rudely awoken coz suddenly i just realised that i couldn't for the life of me remember whether/when I had sealed the invitation letters we sent. So i woke up because of that and thought for very long before i remembered that Minsi sealed them in school!! =D

Anyway i cut my hair haha but it's not that much shorter because the guy layered it or something but a lot of hair DID get cut off. I felt fringey so i didn't cut off my fringe either. I think it's going to start tickling my eyes soon haha ok whatever.

Wah anyway my chemistry sucks like some straw i really need to work on it =(

Okay i'm bored bye i go do something.

Omg. The first week, or half a week of school is over. And i am already half-dead haha. Sleeping for barely 5 hours consecutively for like 2-3 days is o.O Haha anyway this morning i went to sleep at 2.30 and woke up at 7.30 and i can't believe i actually went to school at 8 to run with the pigs and fugu. Anyway pig was so piggy la he ask me go at 8 then luckily i was late coz he was late too so i didn't look like an idiot sitting at the stadium steps stoning. Anw met wenhao, geng rui, adrian, chin ee and weisong playing soccer at the semi-D. Haven't seen them in quite a while haha and i guess we won't get to see them for a looong time! Anyway if we do then we can laugh at their baldness yay.

Haha today was very very fun. Not like we did anything really special but it was just enjoyable to walk around botanic gardens and just ooze in the nice environment with nice people and just smile and laugh and meow away. Haha i think the rain was quite fun also coz like a lot of screaming (actually i think only fugu kept screaming) when we shared umbrellas and everyone got wet etc and it was just so hilarious. I think i'm a be delirious now though. Anw after island creamery i buay tahan went to macs and bought coffee. Mmmmm enjoying it now yay. Wubber i'm broke and i'm eating into next week's allowance. Crap k i shall eat economically hahaha. Btw, 7 11 is super rip off. It's funny how they give out random freebies occasionally though.

Okay omg i'm damn tired i think i go take nap or something. Brain's incapable of coherent thought. Goodnight whee.

Oh omg whoops that previous post was actually the 300th post! Yay!!

Anyway this morning woke up went down played with Lumpy and Nana (yay i just changed their sand bath just now so they smell nice) to find something amiss. I have 2 fish tanks stacked on top of each other la. So anyway i realised the top one was empty. So i asked my mum why, then well, apparently my dad's arowana jumped out last night and died. =(

Ah wellz anyway finally it's time to get back to school. Was just packing my school bag. Oh OMG i have to start the school year with PE okay. Our teacher sent us tomorrow's timetable. I hope the timetable for my class is like nice and good. Without PW and apparently less PE (or something) hopefully we get shorter days!! I wonder when my H3 starts. Xian diao. Busy busy busy!!!

I shall go and sleep soon to prepare for the terrible thing called school. Nights!

HAPPY NEW YEAR WORLD!!!!!!!! OMG I'M FEELING DAMN HAPPY NOW. AHHHHHHHH. Oh no, haha this is my 299th post. Okay wubber GOODNIGHT! MAY 2008 BRING ALL OF US GREAT THINGS!

Hii this is like my 298th post on this blog and i was like hoping to make the 300th post on 1st Jan so hm maybe i'll split this post into 2! Haha.

Anyway it's the last day of the year. Gosh time to get a bit emo.

For me, i would say that 2007 has been a wonderful year. It has certainly been one of the most roller-coaster-like year. I remember going a bit mad at the start of the year, when I just started school here and with all the OG craziness and going out at night every night. And then came chorale, and more new friends who were at first foreign and alien to me. And then came the classmates. I think i've never been made to memorize so many names in such a short period of time.

And so perhaps i'd also like to take this chance to scream out to a few people who've made my 2007 so memorable =D

Firstly to my OG! (I'm not sure if any of you read my blog but whatever). Although we've kind of dwindled down to just a few of us, i'd like to say a big thank you for being such a wonderful OG, especially OGLs ally and lewis who helped integrate all of us into RJC so efficiently haha. I think orientation and the first few weeks of school would be very different. Without all those mega-long gossip sessions, jokes and laughter and random bitchy talking-behind-the-back (oops) i think my first term in school would have been rather boring. Yay love you L'ego!

2ndly to my classmates. I could not ask for a more peaceful and happy class where everyone lives in harmony and despite us being not that close and clique-y, we're all still able to live happily together and accept each other. And of course for being so damn smart that i feel so stupid and with all that peer pressure i am forced to study -.- So okay that's good at least i try to study. Haha! Come on let's pwns again and get the most number of As for maths in all our exams =D Yay 6N!!

And well, lastly to Raffles Chorale. I really don't know what to say. Okay i do have a lot to say. Let me choose what to say. Okay whatever let me say everything. Ok i break into sub sections.

Firstly to my wonderfully minute tenor section. Omg although it is difficult singing tenor and i'm screaming my head off most of the time, we really do rock okay (heh -laughs at basses-) To the J2s (soon to be J3s in a few hours time), i'll really miss you guys, weisong, geng rui, song hua. All our slacktionals (although sometimes a bit irritating) and just screaming our heads off and getting sore throats from singing no-Hong and LITAGENKABUN and like basically trying to hit notes we can't hit. Shit -tries to stop myself from tearing LOL- Okay omg i'm having this huge surge of i-wanna-make-tenor-section-damn-pro feeling. Okay basically i love all of you (and that now only includes like bennett joseph and pseudo-geoffrey hahaha) and i will scream my head off if that's what it takes to support the choir. Come on manly men let's do it we will show those laupok cannot-hit-anything basses what we've got! Woot! (omg k nobody kill me)

Secondly, to Fringe. Omg i am speechless again. Thinking through all those late nights we spent in school, and the countless S11 dinners where i always 1. complain i'm too tired to buy food 2. buy bak kut teh 3. buy bak kut teh so that the aunty will deliver it to the table 4. drink ice lemon tea and heck about my voice (oops), the choreography which i glamorously screwed up on concert day, and omg just everything, and everybody. I cannot ask for more. I really really hope we're able to do something next year. And we shall!! I LOVVVE ALL OF YOU ruth hwee leen geng rui wenhao chin ee adrian deb quan val isaac and yes -cough- julian. Rawr. -ehug to all of you-

Thirdly, to the J2s who've been wonderful seniors to us this past year. Everyone is just so unbelievably nice i was rather oozing. I hope all of you go on to do well past RJC and heh PLEASE come back and visit us okay. And the guys we won't laugh at you if you've no hair coz we all totally have to go through it too =( Anyway yes so best of luck in army and for the girls in whatever course/universities you all choose to go to =D

Lastly, to all my wonderful batchmates. i couldn't ask for a more wonderful batch to be part of. Joining RV in sec 3 was a blessing, because it led me to meet and know all of you wonderful people. I am very very amazed and awed actually at how a group of people can become so close to each other that i would say that i'm very sure i will just cry and scream and kick if anybody took you guys away from me. We still have slightly more than half a year to go in chorale, and in this time, let's make chorale a wonderful place and do great things for both the choir and stretch ourselves to the limit in our music and everything else that we do. It has been an honour serving all of you so far and i promise i will carry on to do my best and put in whatever i can for all of you. Omg. I am feeling super excited for next year xD. Let's pwns.

Behind it all, i have my family to thank. My parents continuous support and all the random times when i run to my siblings for advice and hugs and stuff. If i didn't have you guys to keep pressing me forward and encouraging me i might have just collapse into a lump. I just thank God everyday that i was born into this wonderful family where Love hangs around every corner of our house. Yayy i love you dad mum kor chars cons.

-sighs- I guess sometimes a blog is a blog and certain things i would like to say to certain people can't be said here, so this is where i'll stop.

Here's wishing all of you a Happy new 2008, and good luck to all your future endeavors. Bye 2007 =)

Yay i'm rather satisfied with the new hamster bedding i bought for Lumpy and Nana. Their cage isn't smelly anymore. My sisters were too cheapskate to buy bedding and used the sawdust we have instead. So anyway they originally gave the good bedding but after my sister changed the bedding to sawdust it became super duper smelly so anyway last week or week before i bought the bedding made of recycled paper which absorbs pee much better so now their cage smells nice. Woot.

Anyway big shout out to my secret santa who gave me a candy machine!! And guess what it was filled with??? JELLY BEANS!!! Haha. But the machine is a bit weird coz it tends to cut up the jelly beans into halves because like the hole for the sweet to come out of is like larger than a jelly bean so like 2 or 3 come out at one go then some of them get cut into half when i twist the knob. Ok nevermind yummy. =))

I feel like eating ice cream. Let me go dig around my fridge heehee.

School's starting in like 3 day's time? I am so screwed okay i didn't touch my homework at all. Yay. GGXX. Wish me tons of luck people yay. I go find ice cream now see ya.

Hello everyone!! Caroling finally ended today. I think the post caroling depression hasn't set in yet though. Wow but the whole process was really fun! It's my first time caroling, and i'm really not sure if it'll be my last. But of course hopefully not. I realise hor, that in addition to all the funness and everything, i think all of us have really grown as performers. Like how we can just heck care and do our choreo, or smile without caring if we actually look dumb. We're performers, and that's just what we have to perfect, without compromising our core purpose which is to create music. And i think we DID make music, in every session. But most importantly, I'm very sure we all enjoyed ourselves a great deal. =)

Anyway, this year was the first time i ever went to church during Christmas. I have no idea why but christmas wasn't something very important to our family despite us being christians (the irony hor) that's why i guiltily admit that i've never sent a single christmas card either so anyway thanks to all who sent me christmas cards but sadly didn't get one in return. I will try to remember to send them next year haha. So anyway, i went to 2 churches this christmas. My own and bennett's. I like bennett's pastor he's so funny haha but anyway we had lots of fun that day la. Especially what we did during/after lunch at pizza hut (heehee). Wenyi please remember to send us a copy each heehee.

Tomorrow's chorale practice is meant as a transition to next year. I guess the whole routine is going to start again, possibly even more rigorous if we go overseas to compete. In addition to our concert being so much larger scale as it's held in esplanade. So exciting! And of course for us poor j2s (i've got to get used to this) we'll have our tragic A levels. =( Sigh.

This morning i was just looking for my white christmas scores, so i decided to look through the pile of junk on my table and found them all to be term 4 notes and tutorials which were all undone and i had a mild panic attack. I'm super untidy -.- i found like my GP CT1 script in that pile. Goodness i need to file my stuff.

Sigh but tonight is just... Hmm... Maybe it's time to really prepare for the new year.

And so today was a rather fruitful day. I woke up like the pig i was at 10+ 11 (but i'm still rather tired now -.-) and went adam road to eat then uh popped by island creamery to eat ice cream WAHAHAHAHAHA i am fat. Someone stop me.

OHHHHH i saw more hammies today!!!!!!!!! Omgosh. While we were at CCK waiting for people to arrive, i went into Lot 1 and found a pet store! And they had suuuuupppeerrrr cute hamsters inside. There was this litter where the 4 of them were all white, and allll squashed into the exercise wheel and sleeping. Omgosh i almost exploded with cuteness. Heeee. Oh dear speaking of which, i need to feed my hamsters. Bleh. Lumpy has eaten up all the food. This morning went down and found Nana sieving through the uh leftovers of Lumpy. =( Aiya nevermind refill food tomorrow.

Caroling at night safari was rather amusing. The highlight being me forgetting to turn for jingle bells choreo and realizing only after my brain went "oops, time to turn!" then i turned graciously wahaha. Okay whatever i'm so going to pwns choreo tomorrow okay. Hmph =DD

RCS is having a post trip get together thingzie tomorrow. Hopefully it doesn't end toooo early then i can go straight to CCK/nigh safari from there. Hmm wonder how long it takes. Oh yayy my parents are finally coming back after a million years. I miss them like some... person. =((( K nevermindz if they dare fly off soon i will tie them down muaha. Woot.

I am off to go organize my mysterious white book and contact a few people bleh. Goodnight!!

adverti(SING) (8)Break The Ice (8) says:
what song is that
i cant see

promi(SING) ' ♫ // ĢēŴªŁÐ ♪ says:
oh u took so long it stop playing .-.
do u noe by enrique iglesias

adverti(SING) (8)Break The Ice (8) says:
oh
no thanks
i only listen to females

promi(SING) ' ♫ // ĢēŴªŁÐ ♪ says:
u are a freak

promi(SING) ' ♫ // ĢēŴªŁÐ ♪ says:
i dunno.
i tink its retarded how he says i listen to females only
so theoretically he wouldnt wan to listen to himself sing

At gerald's request, i have posted that on my blog. Anyway i have renamed my hamsters Lumpy and Nana. Lumpy being the lazy one and Nana being the happy one. Yay!

Good afternoon! Anyway yesterday i went down and caught poor Happy sleeping in the wheel and fat Lazy pigging out. See the guilty look on his face when i took the photo????? Heehee. Anyway i didn't know my phone could flash so um after that Happy woke up and Lazy ran back into the house.
Here you can see how much fatter Lazy is compared to Happy haha.

Ok so anyway evil-younger-brother-syndrome has worked and sis is going to bring me to eat pizza hut at j8 in a few minutes then we'll go look at hammies (again) and i've decided (i think) to buy a small cage and 1 pearl winter white and hide it next to my current cage and see if my mum notices. HAHAHAHA. Birthday present for my sis whose birthday is tomorrow (haha what an excuse). Okaaayz.

I go bathe now. Byee!

Hiiiii!! Zomg i can't believe myself! I just ran 4km on a treadmill how boring is that. Therefore, i conclude that i am very good at inspiring myself because the treadmill faces a full length mirror so all i could see was myself running. Woot.

-everyone please ignore that load of crap-

I WANT ANOTHER HAMMMIESTER!!!!! Omgosh this afternoon i went to j8 and popped by the pet shop and they had SUPER CUTE AND PRETTY pearl russian winter whites (i.e they're pure white colour with a streak down the back) and they're just the cutest things on earth. I'm not going to 抛弃 Happy and Lazy of course (i'm kind of calling my 2 hamsters those 2 names now). Wah piang lazy is damn fat he's like 1.5 times the size of Happy now and he bullies Happy like some fat slob. Anyway poor Happy has resorted to sleeping on the exercise wheel which is super cute because he's just this blob of fur on a plastic wheel in the middle of the entire cage. Damn funny. Anyway i love him he's just so damn cute awww k pet pet. I'm thinking of punishing Lazy and putting him in the orange ball chorale people gave me for birthday and making him sleep there. Ha. Ok la i shan't be evil. Maybe i'll just have to buy a cage and separate them =( Or expand this cage until it's so huge that they can find separate places to sleep in =D. See how la. If i buy a new cage i'll just buy a simple small cheap one and put Lazy there. Then put his food on like the 2nd level or some secluded places so he has to MOVE to find food muahahaha.

Anyway i'm like super tempted to buy a pretty pearl hamster (while my parents are away heehee) then like plonk it somewhere and pet it.

WAHAHAHA i should change my nickname to obses(SING).

Yayyyy -is happy- my voice seems to be coming back after the last 4 days of non stop singing. Woot. Rest and water is the key man. Oh, and a OSIM uMist to keep the room moisturized hahaha. Actually it's vaguely useless i think oh dear which reminds me i need to refill it.

Hmm ok what shall i do tomorrroooow??? Hmmmmm okay i shall bug my sister so much until she brings me out muaha. Teehee. It's time for evil-younger-brother-syndrome. Heehee.

Lalala okay dinner is ready!! I go eat now. Byeeee!!!

HELLO! Caroling today was rather.. the same as yesterday's hahaha but anyway i think all of us enjoyed ourselves quite a lot in the last 2 days. 1 more to go tomorrow before we break for a while!!!! So yes i should be sleeping but coz i'm rather full (from supper) and a bit high (from randomness) i uh don't really feel like sleeping now. Argh k i will sleep soon.

Anyway here's a quote from val's blog with her permission wahahahaa. Ahem ahem.

Val's blog says: "chris' solo is freaking nice too. when he sings the super low notes, it's so SEXY! lol"

xDDDDD.

Okay THANKS VALLLLL i'll be nice to you for... a while. xD. HAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!! Hahaha okay anyway i really love this song i randomly happened to hear on friend's computer. It's O magnum composed by Morten Lauridson and it's super freaking nice okay i wish i had the chance to sing it. =(( K nevermind i'll find some way somehow. Muahaha.

Okay so i'm really tired now. Wah last night i had the best sleep in my life ever i was so tired that i slept at 11+ and the next thing i knew it was 10+ am and like i was still tired so i snoozed till 12+ where dad came to wake me up and went for lunch. My voice was terrible at first.. Luckily managed to get it rather back in shape by the first session haha wheeee..

Mmm k i'm going to stop blogging here and go and sleep soon. Goodnight!!

Hello everyone!! Today was the first day of caroling and i would say it went well =DD. Although like many of us were utterly embarrassed by our choreo but i think the audience liked them a lot. Heehee. Anyway. Funny moment of the day while we were talking about ice cream:

Chris: Hmm so where's Gelare from?

Minsi: Citylink.

Hahahaha okay so anyway they're from Italy if you didn't know.

I'm extremely tired coz i for no apparent reason woke up at 5am. Head my grandfather clock chime, then went back to sleep only for a short while before waking up at 6.30am. So anyway since i couldn't sleep so i went down and walked around my house. Carpark, garden, swimming pool oh and sat at the swimming pool there thinking about what i need to do for next year. Xian diao. Got rather demoralized so i went back into the house and came back to my room. Dad happily trooped in at 7.30 and told me we had to leave 20 mins earlier coz he wanted to go post office to collect something. Since it's christmas, the post office has been insanely crowded, and even though it opens at 8.30am, and we arrived at 8.27am, there were already 5 people queuing up.

Haha anyhows i'm going to sleep now because i am damn tired. Goodnight world and sing well tomorrow =DD

Hiii everyone i'm hooome!! Don't really have the mood to blog but anyway since Julian's so hilarious i can't help but post what he said. Anyway..

(8)NoOne(8) can get in the way of what I feel for you says:
harlo

C'zhao says:
hmm?

(8)NoOne(8) can get in the way of what I feel for you says:
can i ask for a lift tmr :D
plsplsplspls

C'zhao says:
LOL okay
same time lorz

(8)NoOne(8) can get in the way of what I feel for you says:
YAY
thanks
yup
anyway
esplanade got roof?
on top of the durian spikes ah


Wahahaha. Okay i found it really funny although maybe it doesn't seem that funny now -.-

Kayz so i'm super dead because i have like 13 songs to memorize by tomorrow for caroling and i'm done with like 2 or something -.- Yay wish all of us good luck that we don't look dumb tomorrow =P

HELLO FROM VIENNA!!! EVERYONE SAY HIIIIII!!!!

Now i kind of know how Mr Toh feels whenever he has to remind someone to sing a certain part and he goes 'I'm one person and i have to remember each person do which part for the whole choir and i got so many choirs leh.'

Anyway just had RCS prac and it was like as if our standard went up like a million notches after saturday's performance!! Ah so promising i hope we're able to further improve and make music and everything then zomg i think i'll cry on stage LOL. Tragically i'm not feeling very excited right now that we're leaving tomorrow. Oops, well it's more like later tonight. I think i'm still quite angry and pissed at some people but nevermind I'll get over it soon. Haha. Going to airport at 9.30pm. Luckily it's a night flight then in the day i can like do last minute packing and like totally buy whatever i might lack or throw in things which i may have forgotten earlier on. Xian this year's packing rather last minute. Coz parents were like overseas before that, and rather busy with everything else that's been going on. Parents aren't too happy with me right now. But oh wellz, things will heal with time haha.

Knowing that our vocal cords are a pair of muscles, is it then possible to actually tear them? I've heard of people who sing till they bleed but that's because it's using completely wrong technique. What if it's correct technique but like continuous daily usage of the vocal cords? I think i can honestly say that i've never sung like so much ever in my life. I feel like i'm singing either for choir, caroling, or RCS like nearly everyday of my life after promos haha. Not complaining, just wondering if my vocal cords will fail me o.O Okay they better not i'll just like cry my eyeballs out, especially not at this point in time. =)

Anyway i conclude coffee truly can make me happy =) Food, or anything that stimulates the taste buds in a nice way can really perk me up haha. K i love coffee although it's technically bad for the voice but whatever if i need it i need it. Woot.

OKAYS i think i'm going to stop here and go and sleep soon. Anyway, probably last blog post before i go. See you all on like, um, 11th evening 6.30pm when i land back in Singapore. Byeeee!!

Yo!! -is rather tired-

I conclude that i really can be moved enough by music to cry. Yesterday RCS performed at St Anthony's Canossian School's chapel. Dunman sec and SAC themselves also performed. Anyway so like we practiced the whole afternoon in their canteen, then went to the chapel to sing at 545 and well, i personally thought we sung better than expected xD. Anyway so then it was SAC and i love their trebles =D. Eh wait, they're all trebles. I mean, i love their sops. =D They were good and goosebumpy =))

Anyway then it was dunman sec, and they sang o magnum which RV did as well as cantate domino which was zzzzooommmgggg quite good. Well that's where i was all goosebumpy then suddenly i realised that a tear escaped my eyes. But it was quite um half-disappointing that the ending of the song wasn't as spectacular as the start then couldn't cry again =( Anyway haha good job dunman! I'm sure you guys will do very well at the bratislava competition this december =)

RV's concert today was gooood. It was quite a pity that we were not-that-early then our seats were below the circle seats so the sound was all diminished and soft and um well the choir appeared very soft to us =( The combined songs esp nella fantasia sounded like it came from a cd because it was so soothing and soft (to us) and i itched to attempt to turn the volume up LOL but obviously cannot. So anyway i thought that RV did nelly fantasia really well i almost almost teared but think if i sat in front i probably would have la coz the effect would be greater =D

Anyhow congrats RV and SE and good job wheeee. xD

Xianz. 6 days to competition. I'm leaving on tuesday night haha anyone wanna send me offf????? HEEEHEEEE my flight's totally at um... Where ah. -checks- Hmm, air france departing at 1130pm from terminal 1. Hm wonder what time i have to go, probably 2 hours before as usual. Tmr must remember to go j8 and buy last minute stuff like um shampoo. Haha! Xian. My voice is a bit wonky now i think i should cease my ice cream-eating habits and commence my healthy good-for-voice eating habits. And drink about a million liters of water daily. Yay! Sounds like the perfect plan hor.

K i'm bored i go play com game. Byeee!

I'm listening to 'stand up for love' by Destiny's Child and wahhhh i really love that song =)

Haha anyway i was super zzz throughout the entire day because i slept at like 1am despite my previous declaration that i was going to sleep early -.- and i had to wake up at 7.50am to go eat breakfast and go for caroling prac. Caroling prac was quite funn and crappy haha anyway the picture taking part was super amusing oh and i think joash looks damn hot with a pink tie. Heehee. And the girls all looked pretty with the scarves tied the way they were tied. Which is good =) Yayyy. Yong Feng is super shuai in his um mercedes taxi driver outfit HAHAHA.

Anyway we trudged to lunch in j8 food court. OH wait pause. Today was an incredibly cool day the weather was just oozing coolness. I like!! And then so we ate lunch at about 2+ and then like, bennett had to leave =( coz he had tuition with his very friendly chemistry teacher =)). Anyway we chit chatted for a long time before fried wenyi and yong feng left and continued chatting and ended up hanging around the foodcourt for 2+ hours until 5pm where joo and i left to go home. Wahaha. I think royce and geoffrey left as well. Anyway gossip sessions are always fun xD. Wheee haha i had a happy afternoon.

I came home and had a nap which oozed niceness all over and got abruptly woken up for dinner. Woot had dinner and then here i am blogging. Yayyy wednesday turned out to be a nice day. Anyway tmr i'm not doing anything so i'm just going to ooze at home. Except evening got RCS bleh. Yaawwwwwwnz.

I think i'm going to play hellgate london now whee xD.

Wahahaha i just got up, walked to toilet and on the way paused and thought to myself: "Have i eaten dinner????" then i took about 3 seconds to remember that yes, indeed, i had taken dinner. I conclude that I am becoming old. =( I suffer from severe short-term memory loss.

Have i said this before? I think i suffer from severe short-term memory loss.

So anyway i totally slept like a piece of bak kua and woke up at 11+ this morning. Woot. Ate like rather soggy noodles which daddy bought for me at dunno what time. Thenn. I totally went to shower and dad mum cons and i totally went to coronation plaza. Super funky please. Anyway we actually went there to UOB to open a bank account for me! So applied for a debit card which will totally arrive in 2 weeks' time. I'm so not in Singapore then please -.- So lame. K wubber woot i feel rich.

Yesterday's exchange went very well. Whee i really appreciate all the work and effort that everyone put in to ensure its success. So anyway most exciting moments for me were:

1. When person in the middle of circle asks the person next to me if he likes his neighbours. I could feel my heart failing me when the person said no.

2. When i was about 1 person away from the end of the jagged line and i was going to challenge lois or something to scissors paper stone. Tragically, i lost =(

3. Twirling gayly.

4. Trying to get past joseph without him sticking a sticker on me.

5. Trying not to crash into readon (ew)

Funniest moment of the day was when Clara said to Stacey.

Clara: You know, you look a lot like one of our seniors.. Sandra..
Stacey: Um, she's my sister????

I almost died on the spot AHAAHAHAHAHAHA.

Anyway it was really fun, and i enjoyed the showcase (Mr Toh was zomg i'm going to tease him endlessly muahahaha) and the combined was just as fun. Wahhh i so miss singing in a big choir! The basses were just so o.O it's been a long time that i've heard such rumbling sound. Heehee. And also the power from the trebles and the chance for me to sing softer than i usually do because there are so many tenor loudhailers from RV =) Whee hahaha. The video was really cool, a pity the sound couldn't really work though. Oh well. Hmmmm.....

Ahahaha and i'd like to say THAAAAANKS for the surprise at the end of exchange. i am going to kill Joash okay for making my blood pressure rise when he suddenly came to me and gave me a super worried look and asked me to follow him out. I thought like some dude collapsed and died or something please. Then when i reached the door he suddenly turned around and went 'oh nevermind nevermind' then i was like 'WHAT WHAT I'M SURE EMERGENCY THEN SUDDENLY SAY NEVERMIND!' Then like my brain only took about 10 seconds to realise that they were totally going to spring something on me. So okay joash i am going to kill you. Haha! But thanks everyone for the er stack of bak kua in place of a cake. Really innovative Bennett haha. Pleasant surprise. Thanks everyone for the hamster presents (you all totally bought presents after reading the other post lor which meant it was bought AFTER my birthday hmph hahaha joking la) and the cards. Think this year's birthday must be the most exciting of all my birthdays. Except perhaps the day when i was born. How often do you get to squeeeeze through a hole. xD

I'm really tired still for some reason. I can see my eyebags growing which is terribly terrible because i've never had eyebags before. eeeeeeeeee... 怎么办??? Okay i shall go and sleep more. Sleep early tonight. Whee. Lalala xian diao.

I think i go play hellgate la. My character is progressing at a snail's pace. Tata!

-is feeling like the luckiest person on earth-

OMG i've never had a more surprising birthday!

-is breathless and giddy with joy-

My 2 sisters got me a pair of hamsters!! -squeals in delight- They're both male though, so that we won't end up with a million of them. But they're SO adorable!! Omgosh i just wanna like um hug them forever =) They're really cute and small, 3 weeks to 1 month old only. I hope they live long long. I shall take care of them well. Hmph. =)))))

Anyway i had a super nice blackforest cake this morning! And all my loved ones were with me =)) Ahhhhh -is melting- omg k i love my family loads and loads and loads. Then we went to crystal jade at Vivocity for lunch. Hmm the food was a BIT more disappointing though, it doesn't seem as good as the last time we went. But well it was still yummy anyway and i ate until i almost burst like some fugu. Haha! Anyway coz lunch was at 12+ and RCS started at 2pm i was totally late for RCS but heh k.

AAAAAND then at RCS, those twits totally gave me a HUGE surprise! It was break time and Mr Toh was like 'okay breaktime!' then i was just stoning and staring at my scores then Mr Toh suddenly started playing the keyboard and like slow me totally couldn't pick out that he was playing 'Happy Birthday' then until everyone started singing (in tune xD) and i turned around to see Emmy bringing out a cake with a candle. Omg i was super shocked because i didn't know that they knew it was my birthday?? Only Mr Toh knew coz i had to tell him why i cancelled vocal lessons. So anyway we took pictures and cut cake and everything. Omg i totally had 2 cakes in a day !!!!!! -is feeling super overwhelmed still-

AHHHH. THANK YOU EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MUACKKX~!!!!! Wahahahahahaha.

Okay giddy me is going to bum around and enjoy the last 55 minutes of my birthday! Woot. =))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

You tell me. What am i here for?

Okay so after coming home from school i decided i needed to kill something and i turned on Hellgate London and successfully killed some boss and finished a quest in half an hour. -is gleeful-

After which, i went to eat dinner which turned out to be cod fish which i had just ate 2 nights ago, because my parents weren't here to know that we had just cooked it, and hence they decided to cook it. Anyway so whatever. Ate, bathed, and left for esplanade for choral conducting workshop which was totally unplanned. Mr Toh couldn't make it then he asked Geoffrey to find someone to replace him and i was o.O enough to say yes. =) Anyway it was interesting, but um i guess not really what i expected. But oh well.

I'm really very tired now. I shall retreat into my little nest and try to sleep tonight -.- Bye.

Hello everyone! I just had a most wonderful shower it was REALLY nice okay i don't know why but i think because i'm feeling incredibly happy now that's why =) Nothing's going to spoil my mood okay =D

Today was a really great day. Started off with me waking up super grumpily (more or less the only bad part about my day) because i only had a mere EIGHT hours of sleep (who can survive please -rolls eyes-) Ate breakfast blah blah oh and realised to my horror that i had/have a sore throat. GGXX. And so i got into my sister's mini and my aunty drove me to Seah road in town area (near beach road) to the MINT toy museum. Well, it was class learning journey day!!

I completely forgot about it until my friend asked me last night if i was going and i was like 'huh when is it' then like 'tomorrow!!!!' then like 'WHAAAAAT????'. Luckily it was predicted to end by 1-2pm so caroling wouldn't be affected. Anyway, the museum is really quite interesting you know. =) All the toys of cartoons series and all and seeing the variations of the same product being made from different countries, it really does speak a lot about the country which produces the toy, with regards to detailing, how much they know of the particular toy they make, and even politics. (Apparently Britain didn't want to be same as US so they made their Mickey mouse with teeth to distinguish their toys from those made in US when mickey mouse never had teeth in the first place) Haha so anyway we ended the tour at around 12pm. And well as coincidence and impeccable timing would have it, my sister happened to have to go to SMU at 12pm. And so, i asked my aunty to come over to find me and we ate lunch at some chicken rice place then she fetched me home.

When i was reaching home which was like 12.50pm Yong Feng called me to announce that he was lost. xD. Anyway he apparently completely missed the small road into my house and ended up at 140+ Coronation road. So anyway i asked my aunty to go and find him and well we found him and then gave him a lift to my house!! Where he realised that he was in fact, 1 hour early because he got the timing wrong. Haha! It's okay =) I enjoyed your company for that 1 hour while we waited for -cough- the others to come who -cough- arrived oh-so-punctually. xD. oh, -cough-. K anyway we finally started singing at i think 2.45pm? Yes, we're all punctual people =) hahahahahahaha. Ok i shall stop my suanning. Ohh i think the first song we did, um, Do you hear what i hear, is really nice. It's quite unison-ish, at least for the guys, but it has got quite nice parts. We did geoffrey's Jingle Bells which was quite o.O at the start because of the super non-usual melody and interpretation but after a while finally got the hang of it and it's interesting. We just have to get used to it and make our rhythm more accurate. It has potential! Well lastly was The christmas song, and it's really nice! i didn't know it was so nice because for some reason the RV recording has some balance problem i think.. Like the tenors are too loud or something. Well coz the sop's melody is quite low for them so naturally they'll be softer, and tenor in high range is naturally louder. So k must sing softer =D. Anyway fitting the solo notes into the chords with all the basses around me is also really nice. Woot. Especially the first note for 'chest' is just so juicy. K i love basses.

And and the evening half-hour walk to island creamery was so beautiful! The sky was super nice and it was just rather peaceful and calm and everyone was like chatting to each other quietly and just strolling along. The occasional teasing Isaac for killing all the grass.. And haha obviously the prize at the end of the walk =) Somehow i think it has helped my sore throat a bit haha. I should eat ice cream if i have sore throat next time xD. (Excuses to eat ice cream heh). Well yes and Val is super funny. It's so funny to see her get so excited at cute guys and um ya Val you should totally go to island creamery more often =) Woot. Lalala.

Kk happy me is going to eat dinner now because it's 8.20pm and dinner's ready. See you all next monday lalala. Yay!

OH i heard something on the radio today that was super spastic. It went something along the lines of:

'In a shocking survey, it is found that 50% of people are below the average intelligence level!'

I totally burst out laughing la it was super funny (okay don't roll your eyes) i mean like duh it's the AVERAGE level so obviously 50% is below that and 50% is above that.

Ok anyway a few days ago i went with my brother to Sim Lim square and he bought a new computer because he had just bought Hellgate London and so wanted a new computer to play the game on (he's some rich freak okay.... -rolls eyes-). Anyway, then he asked me whether i wanted to play the game then i was like 'orh' so he happily bought me one copy (told you he's rich) and so i went to try the game just now. And my noob com kept beeping and beeping because it overheats or something so i had to go change the fan speed and beep temperature so hopefully it doesn't beep anymore =)

Anyway the game is quite fun it's a lot like Diablo 2 and WoW, a combination of both la. Yep, and i'm not sure if $60 is expensive or not because i never actually buy computer games myself (they're always either hand-me-downs or my brother buys them for me xD) But okay if you're really free and bored and have a lot of time (since it's holidays now) then you can go and get it. Heehee. I haven't played computer game in like ages. At least not this year man. Been so busy.

-3 mins later- Woot i just changed my sister's toilet's light bulb for her. -is proud of my supreme lightbulb-changing skill-

Ok oops it's time for online mass convo. See all the carolers tomorrow!! =)

Hello my dears! After singing continuously for um, 2 days, i kind of had no voice today. Thankfully i managed to find it by the time Mr Toh came haha then managed to scream out my Fs. I shall rest my voice until Sat where i'll have to sing, oh, bass (phew). HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I like singing bass, less effort so my tone doesn't break into the christopher sound -rolls eyes-

K ANYWAY. I have lost the jelly beans craze =( Which is good i suspect it caused my whole system to be a bit weird with all that excess sugar. Maybe that's why i'm more tired now haha but don't think so. I'll eat just a few every day and maybe the jar will last 1 whole year after all (ya right.)

I am quite bored. i think i will go and read my book now xD. It's really exciting.

Wheee i love bass and i love basses. I think they really give the foundation to the whole sound and makes it all grounded and non-floaty and though their parts can be boring at times, but it's so essential to keep the column of sound there. Ah, so okay everybody should express thanks to basses. xD.

Bleh i didn't sleep well at all last night -.- Woke up like an hour before my alarm clock was supposed to ring at 9.30am. Haiz. Okay bad me shouldn't worry so much about things and try to sleep. It's a very sad vicious cycle coz stress right? Then should sleep in the night then next day can think clearly, but the mind doesn't want to rest so next day ggxx cannot think. -rolls eyes- My brain is clearly spastic.

I am SO happy PW is finally over!!!!!!!!! After handing up I&R this morning i just had this feeling of closure and like 'ah...' feeling then i was super happy =) For a few moments until my headache came back. Realise i get headaches if my body didn't sleep well, but i don't get headaches if i have little sleep but my sleep was a good sleep.

K my headache is getting quite bad coz my nose bridge is starting to hurt already. Bleh. I should go and sleep hor. Yes yes, bad boy.

Okok goodnight everyone!! =)

Top 10 flavours:

1) Strawberry cheesecake
2) Cotton candy
3) Sour lemon
4) Liquorice
5) Root bear
6) Buttered popcorn
7) Strawberry
8) South Seas Kiwi
9) Lemon and Lime
10) Granny Smith Apple

Bottom 3 flavours:
1) Island punch (tastes like cough medicine)
2) Sizzling Cinnamon
3) Wild Cherry (Simply don't like cherries)

As for the rest of the flavours, i either can't identify them or they're just okay to eat =) Hahaha!!

Anyway for everyone's info (for now), practices have been changed to Monday and Wed starting from NEXT WEEK 5TH NOVEMBER because of scheduling problems and Mr Toh's availability. An email will be sent out soooon! =)

Bleh k lost the momentum to blog. Bye!!

Hm. Did i really disappear from reality that much? Don't think so. Feeling rather disoriented and disjointed and out of loop with things now for some reason. Hm. How?

I miss singing. There's usually chorale today, being wednesday!! Well anyway, hope everyone who had OP did well =) Mine's on friday bleh and i haven't even done my I&R haha. I shall uh attempt to do it tonight or something. Gotta dig up all the rubrics whatever which i probably lost like eons ago -.-

I am completely in love with my sister's car.

I think i ate less than 10 jelly beans today. Think. I still have 3 hours to go =(

I just ate a jelly bean (Granny smith apple) Yummy.

Overtone causes fuzzy sound in my speakers. Especially when sops are blasting uh, high high G. Eh, but they sound of OOT (out of tune) Maybe not then.

I am going to eat another jelly bean. (ok resist)

Drank water instead.

I am wasting your time.

Shan't waste it anymore. =)

Goodnight!!

Crap i've taken a very unhealthy liking to jelly beans. Went to vivocity with parents for lunch on friday, then went to candy empire and bought this beeeeg jar of jelly beans made by the jelly bean factory! And it's super nice. =) I especially like the strawberry cheesecake flavour and popcorn!! Hahahahaha.

Anyway, my sister just got her new Mini Cooper S yesterday! It's really pretty. It's 'astro black' in colour but essentially it's just this really really dark blue that's almost black, white stripes down the middle of the bonnet and the back. With RED colour seats! Haiya but it's so typical of my sister haha but it's really cute =)

(Someone please find a way to stop me from eating my jelly beans NOW)

It's my other sister's birthday this wed, so we're going out for lunch after this. Afternoon going Yong Jin's house. (OH South Seas kiwi flavour is really nice too!) Whee k tomorrow friends coming to my house to rehearse blah blah. K i'm feeling much happier today because last night managed to catch up a lot on my sleep debt. Slept uh, 8.5 hours =) K tonight imma sleep early and catch all my sleep back muahahaa.

Okay i go find something productive to do now. =)

I am feeling damn pissed.

Mr Toh: So chris, how did you do for promos?

Me: Uh.. AACC.....

Mr Toh: WOW! You can get A???

Me: (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) YESSS! I can get As okay!!

Mr Toh: Wah you so smart ah, don't need to study also can get A

Me: I got study okay!!

Mr Toh: Then...?

Me: Oh, B for GP

Mr Toh: WOW! You can write????

Me: (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) YESSS! I can write okay!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okay no comments xD. Anyway, was also just smsing Mr Toh and he said, in 2 different smses: (decipher the short-forms yourself)

"Chorale is gelg well. Hope e singers wl b gd ambassadors 2 potential members."

"Really encouragg 2 c chorale improvg n enjoyg."

Well obviously this is good =) Everyone say yay! YAY! Yeah but it's true we've got to really keep this up and going in preparation to receive next year's batch. It's going to be quite insane once they come in, all the rush for concert, and trip. There's really not a lot of time to bring everyone up to standard, especially if they're not used to Mr Toh's style or perhaps if they don't have choral background? So yes we must be good seniors and help everyone! =)

I'm quite tired, though i really enjoyed today's practice hahaha. Guess it's just a back-log of lack of sleep. I shall sleep soon la, and anyway tmr i end early!! So can come home and sleep (hopefully). K goodnight world. Rest your voices and sleep early!

I.HATE.SISTIC.WEBSITE.IT.SUCKS.LIKE.SOME.STRAW.SO.SOMEONE.HELP.ME.BEFORE.I.GO.INSANE.

I am going to die of diabetes if i continue the way i do. I drank a nice bubble milk tea during lunch break, bought a slurpee during alumni prac, and drank a mega cup of coffee at coffee bean before going home. Zomg.

As you can tell, i am very deprived of sleep and hence in need of the regular sugar rush and caffeine dose. And i am extremely upset that the super bimbo chic lit book i was reading has finished. No more happy things to look forward to! And seriously, these books are the BEST man because you know they're going to always end happy! AND they're so brainless i literally just waste my life away while reading them. Of course, they help me to destress a lot which is why i had read one on Sunday night before promo results. Hahahaha. Okay i need to find a new one now. NOW. SISTIC IS CAUSING ME TO LOSE LIKE 10 YEARS OF MY LIFE.

OMG. I can't freaking buy the tickets to this friday's concert because the page keeps failing to load after i managed to grab hold of the tickets but unable to make the transaction. I'm afraid that if i do, it hangs, then refresh then it double transact. -.- Zomg. I think it's best to go down and actually buy from the sistic counter. Bleh.

OMG i was blogging and i realised i was creating a post in the chorale blog!!!!! Lucky i saw then i just copied and pasted everything up there to my own blog here. -phew- Or not so embarassing i'm sure got one post ranting away about brainless things.

OMG my hotmail isn't loading either what's wrong with my internet? Rawr.

I am feeling quite hot. And i am not going to blog anymore. =( Goodnight! Rest your voices for tomorrow my dears.

I am so tired that my eyes are tearing, and they hurt a hell lot. My brain is really painful, and i've a mega headache.

But yet i don't feel like sleeping. Must be the ave maria i'm listening to -.-

I'm obviously being emo now. It always happens i guess. Certain things happen, or certain things don't happen, i notice them, and then oops i just start thinking about certain other things. Implications, meanings, reasons.

Totally need a slurpee tomorrow man or not i won't survive.

Hope everything goes well. Goodnight =)

Hm i was just looking through all my old photos because i was really bored. Well not old, but since about 2005 when we got our first digital camera. Oh, it was quite funny coz my dad didn't really trust digital cameras then, so the first few times we went on holiday we'd always bring both the digital and film camera. But oh well, actually it was a good thing la coz i remember that digi cam kept running out of battery really quickly and its memory space was quite small like 64mb only or something.

Anyhow. If you're my friend on facebook then you'll see several new photos!! =) Hmm was looking at some of my sec 2 photos from last time, and i realised i was much tanner last time. Well, i mean quite duh la i was a hockey player. Haha! Actually it was quite a nice colour because i'm naturally fair, so after all that sun i didn't really turn brown or black like how my brother and one of my sister does, i just uh turn... uh, darker? Like a nice shade of gold/bronze whatever. Okay hahaha. Those were the days =( And i had nice skin too!! Now i'm getting all fat and white LOL.

Oh and i'm super upset because i can't find a photo of my family where everyone looks super good. It's the photo i have in my wallet, but somehow i can't find it on my computer. =(((( I really hope i didn't forget to transfer it from my laptop to my computer before my laptop got reformatted. =(( Maybe. It's quite an old photo, from 2005.

Anyhows, today's been a rather boring day so far. I shall uh maybe go and take a short nap now. Yawnz. =))

Wahahaha. Mr Toh has requested for the SYF comments so that he can go through it next week with us. Not sure if i'm allowed to blog about it, but anyway i'll just post what 1 of the judges said. They've got a sense of humour!

1) stands for set piece, 2) for Shchedrivka 3) for pamugun.

1)why you sang semi-tine lower from the beginning?
your onomatopoeias are so effective, and i feel wide space from your performance
Wow, the last of this piece will be correct pitch!
2) Boy's voices are excellent. Your harmony is so symphonic. Like adult choir
3) Little bit so fast, i think. therefore each words are not clear. Anyway you can make nice drama successfully

Wahahaha! I couldn't read the chinese one (duh) so i skipped it but there was another judge that went '...... BUT! SEMITONE LOWER!' (really in caps). Hahaha! Okay everyone will get to see it on wednesday =)

Anyway, many of you may know, or not know, i don't know, that earlier in the first half of the year i was asked to sing with RCS, the unofficial alumni of RJ chorale (and the group we're going to carol under). We're going on an end of year trip back to Prague, where RV had our competition. It's the same competition, but different venue and whatever. So practices have been every saturday afternoon at one of the member's house. It's been really fun la, very different to get to sing in a small group, with only 12 of us, and me having to sing bass (yes out of the 3 tenors i'm the lowest) because all 3 tenors are so loud and we've lack of basses. It's definitely a very different experience between having Mr Toh conduct in front of the choir and having him sit right next to you where he can poke your face when your tone is wrong LOL or stare at you when you go out of tune.

Well anyhow, that also explains why i've been uh banned (haha) from going to Sentosa by Mr Toh tomorrow =( Ah well, really hope that everyone else is able to make it and all of you promise me you'll have fun okay? =) I think in our short JC life, it really is difficult to get a big group of people who all have different timetables and commitments to come together on one day to go on an outing. It's different from a class, where it's easy to just go out after lessons, even so, it's usually just for a short lunch before everyone breaks off to go do their own things. With so many exams and events popping up here and there, it's difficult to find the appropriate time to even hold such an outing in the first place. So, yes, we should all always treasure such things when they come by. Unfortunately i don't think i've been able to make it to like a single one? Wasn't at chalet because i was overseas, now tomorrow i can't go. Aiya but oh well, terrible timing? Perhaps hahaha but well maybe we'll have a chalet at the end of year? ANYONE WANTS TO PLAN ONE??? =)))))) You are most welcome to xD. How about a christmas chalet? That will be nice. We can have Gerald blast his solo for round the glory manger HAHAHA.

Anyway i'm really tired now. This week has been half terrible, half fulfilling. Hopefully my mind can clear soon, by tomorrow, and then i can start thinking normally again, and not have information overload. Haha! =) Goodnight world and have lots of fun tomorrow!

Wow. I've never felt that i've ever had an information overload until today came along. Okay. I'm having a headache now. But well, i do feel better after all the meetings because it cleared a lot of things up, and now we also kind of have a clearer picture of what to do next. So yes, happy things. But my head hurts and i think i need to sleep. -.-

Chorale today was fun. Yay Mr Toh didn't scold me, except for uh being loud -.- Nevermind i think i can solve THAT problem quite easily haha! And i realise i really REALLY like renaissance pieces they seem to appeal most to me =) Basically stuff which overlap nicely and yet still blend and have chords at such unexpected moments just never fail to make me go "oooo" when i sing. Wahaha.

Okay i'm really tired and i should go and sleep. My voice feels quite tired i must have uh abused it or something hmm. Okay everyone go sleep and rest your voices =)

suet says:
actually bennett is not really fat what

suet says:
why does he keep wanting to lose weight

suet says:
its quite scary

suet says:
okay okay come i summon my enthusiasm so you can quote me

suet says:
BENNETT TAN YOU EN YOU ARE NOT FAT!!!!

suet says:
STOP LOSING WEIGHT ITS SUPER UNHEALTHY

suet says:
yay okay moving on

Hello everyone! Today's been some mega-slack day. Oh wait, no i went to church ^.^ I almost died trying to get out of bed after a mere 6.5 hours of sleep. BUT i didn't fall asleep in church =) BUT i came back and immediately zzzz-ed on my bed for 1 hour plus before dad came and woke me up for lunch. Went to adam road hawker centre and got conned. Coz at first drove past then it seemed like the entire row of stalls were closed! Then decided to get off to check properly then realised it's coz that entire row we were looking at was like Malay food so since it's Hari Raya yesterday so they're all probably taking a break today =) Yep, so the other side of the hawker centre was still bustling with activity. Heehee. Ate duck rice. Came home, and have been slacking till now yay. Oh, discussed with Suet about exchange!

Okay have decided to be hardworking and am going to attempt to exercise. Someone punch me.

Hmm.. I was just thinking. Choral singing requires a lot of patience. Don't you think? Most of the time, we don't really sing many many fast songs. And so the patience comes when we have to stretch the notes, to pay attention to every detail. And of course, the patience encompasses the hours of practice just to perfect one song. Only to perhaps perform it once? And then what? If someone is always very eager to get along, then won't he/she start rushing when they sing? The song goes out of rhythm. When they rush through practices, how can the song turn out to be good?

I'm not sure if it only applies to choirs, (i didn't bother thinking whether it applied to other stuff), but as long as it applies to us, it's important to know about it.

And i think a large number of people are really just very concerned about singing their own part. But that's just it isn't it, we're not solo singers. We're a choir. I must admit it's really not easy to be able to juggle singing your own part and at the same time listening to other parts. But well, it really really depends you know? Depends on how you view it. I realise that recently, for example wednesday when we were thrown the new christus scores and just sight singing, a lot of times i was just fitting my notes into the chords of the choir. Of course tuning and stuff is still important, but sometimes it's also easier to fit your note into the chord. If everyone is able to hear chords, then we wouldn't go out of tune. But then, relying on chords alone cannot also because if the choir is out of tune, then you'll just lose your note. It's not easy, but it's important to really hear chords in a choir because without chords, then where's the harmony and blend? Unless of course it's clash chords then don't listen because then you'll get influenced to sing other people's notes then you'll lose your correct note haha!

It's also very important to look up and down the score to see who you're supposed to have harmony with, and sometimes whether you and another section are supposed to sing the same note. Because that's like obviously the best time to see if the 2 sections are in tune right? If they clash then obviously burst. Haha! Hmm. Maybe it's a good idea to just play notes and let people try to fit notes in to make up the chord. Hmmm.

Okay going back to patience. Oh i also realise that often in singing many people tend to slack at last moments? Not just realise la, Mr Toh has been telling us very often. But many times, we don't realise it's happening. But it really does affect the whole sound. It's in a way a reflection of how people want to rush on to the next note without even completing the note they're singing. Maybe it's not patience, but just that people don't know that they're neglecting the last part of the note. So. Something to take note of =)

Anyway super happy suddenly today was able to identify the difference between my speaking-singing voice and my tony-singing voice ^.^ Okay shall have no more christopher sound! Heeheehee. I realised that all along i though the ringing-in-the-front-of-my-face sound was the correct sound, and that the big blob of sound at the back of the head meant that the sound was stuck in the head (dark sound). But then i had a revelation and realised that it has to have BOTH the big blob of sound to create the nice big tone and the ringing feeling to create the uh, ringing sound. Cannot just have 1. Big blob alone ---> Dark sound. Ringing sound alone---> annoying nasal christopher-sound. So must combine then it'll sound better =) Yay. Revelation of the century!!

Bleh okay it's almost 1am and i've gotta wake up early to go church tmr. Yes, i've started going back to church after like many many years (really). Bye everyone! Goodnight and rest your voices, or if you're using them, make sure it's only for experimental purposes to make them better! Haha joking xD. Okay no seriously.

Hello! Wah today was sooo dreadful. At least school was. I was supremely tired because of the endless late nights ever since Sunday night. And well, i think it's having an effect on me. My eyes and uh like the eyebrows there were quite painful and i just zzzzz throughout econs lecture. LT5 tables are super not conducive for sleeping btw they just slide around wherever i lean my elbows. Ah well, anti-sleeping measures. But i guess if you're that tired, it doesn't matter. So before maths i CMI went to buy a slurpee because the sheer amount of sugar content is enough to wake me up no matter what. And well, it kind of worked. Stayed awake enough to kind of understand. Oh but the lecturer was really funny anyway she kept randomly shouting instead of using the mic and say random lame but (to me) rather funny jokes. I think my brain was so dead that any attempt at a joke would have appeared funny. Anyway. Chem was next and i stayed awake coz i was just like half talking to Jin Kai half listening and copying. Bleh. Hope my organic chem next year doesn't GGXX.

Oh i realised why it was so terrible also! My class doesn't have a single double lecture. So we stay in the LTs for a max of 1 period before moving to classrooms or break or something. Ya, so the fact that we have 1.5 hours lecture instead of 1 hour, AND 3 lectures together is enough to make me go dizzy. So when school finished at 12 i buay tahan rushed off with sister and aunty to J8 to eat... Ding Tai Feng!! =D Super nice and we also ate like uh yami yogurt after that so okay i was going to pop. Came home and zzzzzzzzz until 3+ then went to cut my hair (finally). I was supposed to cut it 1 week before promos so you can tell how overdue it is. I think i've said this a million times. Anyway. So it's nice and short and my sister went 'SO CUTE!' when she saw it -.- Wubber. Then 爆炸 i became a pig and went to island creamery and ate more ice cream. Wahaha. Ok like whatever.

I miss my parents!

Oh yar! Congratulations to the music comm! Everyone in chorale, let's make chorale a super pro place okay?? OKAYY?? And of course mould each other into good singers who gel together and enjoy the whole thing through our music and friendship. Looking ahead - to prepare for the new J1 intake next year and be ready to accept them and quickly teach them such that we can be ready for whatever endeavors we're going to undertake next year. Yes? =)


And of course, we are SO going to make things better. <3

WoW. Today's choir was very enjoyable. Hm i really like renaissance pieces i realise. Ever since O magnum, i think i've really come to appreciate this style a lot more, with all the different arches. It's really beautiful when each section has their own melody and arches and climaxes and all those. It may appear like the choir is falling apart, with each section going off to sing their own melody, but well in actual fact it's not. Because the notes always form chords and they always end up in unison at the end of the entire phrase. So it's like diversity yet everyone is together. Ah so sweet. But hm if you guys don't really like the christus song (i only don't like it because i get a shock everytime mr toh says it-.- ) then i guess we could suggest another one or try other songs. Opinions people??? =D.

Anyway my voice is back to normal =) No more no voice from saturday haha. But then hmm i think maybe uh now it's like rehealing or something because it feels very mucousy in my throat bleh. Oh well, must be sing too much in falsetto. If i'm not wrong when we sing in our falsetto, we're actually using some mucous membrane part of our vocal cords, compared to using the entire set of muscles for full voice. So maybe that's why if you have more mucous you can sing higher? WAHAHA i don't know.

I ended real early today, like 10.15. Hm then worked on moving the stuff from our old (now it's called old) store room to Raffles Room 8 because they want to convert that room to photocopying room. Whee. Thanks so much for everyone's help. =) Who ah? Ivan, Isaac, Kialiang, Bennett, Suet, Gen, Cat, Joseph, and the random dude from RP. We did it in 2 hours!! Anyway then ate lunch with bennett, quan, isaac, geet. Went with quan and geet to the MEP room and listened to them sing their duet for elijah rock. My ears almost burst wahahaha. Then yeps went for chorale which was fun. =) Keep kena from Mr Toh haha but okay nevermind my fault i THINK i was being lazy so never use techniques fully so caused sound to be a bit off. Anyhow. Yawnz. xD

Oh it's so funny. While having lunch, quan and geet started singing their prague songs, and they sang a version of ave maria, and the song is so beautiful! I have it in one of my chanticleer albums, though they did a TTBB version while RGS obviously did a SSAA version. But they're the same la just different octaves. But i was like zomg then now i'm listening to it non stop haha. It's really really very beautiful. Gentle and smooth (quotes ivan). It's quite long though, 7 minutes plus. Ahhh. I think i'm just going to ooze in beautiful choral music tonight. -chris is in bliss-

Oh crap. Throat hurts after eating ice cream -.- Silly me. K let me gulp down 10thousand gallons of water. Hmm today is a funky long day. Econs, maths and chem lecture. End at 12.05. I'm finally going to cut my hair =) Couldn't find any time to do it ever since 1 week before promos. So yeah that's how long it's overdue haha i think like i saved cutting my hair once already wahaha. Anyway it really is warmer when i've long hair. But then again, i feel less cold in aircon room. Oh wellz. Pros and cons.

Okay really tired now. I shall stop here and go find something constructive to do =) Goodnight world! And rest your voices =D

I shouldn't be awake at this hour. I should be sleeping. I have to go school by 830am tomorrow morning. I know i will just die if i don't sleep now and have to wake up barely 6 hours later. But i still don't feel like sleeping.

It's interesting how sometimes you know you have a bad habit, or like there's something bad about you, but yet it doesn't hit you hard until someone actually tells you you're like that. Hm like let's say I'm fat, but then the reality of it doesn't hit me until someone actually says in my face 'you are FAT okay.' Yar okay you get what i mean. It's a very interesting sensation and it causes you to uh go into deep thinking and hm maybe that's why i don't feel like sleeping. It's not a bad thing, sometimes it's good for people to tell you your bad points. You know how they always say that your true friends always point out your mistakes because they want you to improve? I guess i'm also glad that i have friends who're like that. =) So uh, in a way, thank God for them.

I had a really fun day today with my 2 sisters and dad. Went to fish farms in the afternoon after a yummy lunch haha. It's amazing to see all the different kinds of fish, like all the breeds. And of course, the huge giant arowanas on display. The most expensive was this big red one which cost $6888. I think no fun leh, the fun is in rearing the fish until it grows big right? Yeah so hopefully my dad's will grow big then from $48 become worth $10000 or something. Heehee.

Hm it's amazing also how much drama can unfold in one day. Miscommunication really results in a lot happening and as history has like shown, it can really result in serious consequences. Oh, made me think of Othello haha. Where the woman totally died coz the husband thought she cheated and then he killed himself after realizing she was faithful. GGXX. -.- Yeah oh well, everyone learns at the end of the day hopefully.

Sigh phew okay. I think i'm finally feeling more relieved now. Hm okay it's 1.30am and i gotta wake up at 7am. So that means? 5 and a half hours of sleep. HHYY. Okay hopefully i don't uh faint tomorrow. Haha Suet can totally save me =).

K my brain has ceased to think. I shall stop here and uh try to sleep now. Goodnight world. Sweet dreams =)

Hello! I totally lost my voice and couldn't sing at all today. Okay but nevermind hahaha i hope it'll heal and come back soon. xD.

Anyway, congrats to us for open house!! I think all of us really put in a lot of effort in both our singing and in stuff like the board. Yayy i'm really proud of everyone because 1. our board was totally damn hot okay 2. our singing was totally damn pwnz okay. We've definitely grown in our singing and gel together as a choir better. =) Yay ok nice bright future for us wahahaha. Also can see that we're more confident in our performing uhh abilities? And more daring and fun-loving too. =) That's good that's good. Must grow as performers too!

Oh burst. Okay i gotta go for dinner. Anyway i've had a long day and i'm seriously tired from lack of sleep from last night LOL. Heehee. See ya all and a big thanks to everyone! =)

Hmm i don't really want to face 'reality' so i'm doing lame things like cutting my nails, playing random music, going to say hi to my sister, blogging etc. Xianz.

Choir prac today was not bad. Considering we haven't sung for 5 weeks =D. Mr Toh kept saying we were good hm but i guess from our point of uh, hearing it's sometimes difficult to hear the overall sound so can't really tell. But i think i can describe our sound as tight. Hee. Means we blend la. =)

Think i'm gonna sleep early. Though i was a pig and woke up quite late still quite tired after choir. Hmm. Tomorrow gotta go school at 8am so oops gotta wake up at 7 haha. Okehs so i should sleep by 11 which is 1 hour's time. Okay i go try to do something constructive like write my PW script. (HAHA). Goodnight! Sing well tomorrow =)

I'm in this really floaty mood now. Must be coz i just watched cinderella story. I happily decided to let my bimbotic side shine through for 2 hours and watch that spastic show haha. It's one of the better fairytale/chick flick movies. Hmm well i'm not the only one gerald told me he watched 'just my luck' =P Heehee.

Anyways. Choir tomorrow, or later today. Whichever. It's been a long time, 5 weeks since our last practice. I sincerely hope everyone is able to remember everything that we've learnt in term 3. But shouldn't be too bad la, considering um, every section (except mine) had sectionals. Oh dear. Okay we're having ours before practice. Poor bennett had like half the teeth in his mouth extracted yesterday and he could hardly open his mouth let alone sing. So that's like 1/3 section gone. So yar tomorrow before practice then. I can't be there for a large part of the prac, gotta go and do a dry run of the dry run. Heehee no choice.

Sigh okay sucks to miss choir. Like after so long don't have then gotta miss it =( Hm i love il divo's I believe in you with Celine Dion. It's super nice haha. I wish i could reach even higher than i can, to like high C or something in male voice like real tenors can. If i'm not wrong, real tenors can reach to notes like B or C. I can only reach F comfortably haha but okay i guess it's already very fortunate. At least i've low falsetto to cover for the lack of high notes.

I'm quite tired now. Lucky tomorrow morning got nothing. I think? -checks- Ok heng don't have. Ok i think i shall go sleep. Oh throat feels funny because i drank tap water. Bleh. K shouldn't do that next time, shan't be lazy and make the trip downstairs to get distilled water.

Alright, goodnight world. Sing well later! =)

Hmm. I am tired. I need more sleep. I think i'll sleep more tonight. Do i have to go school early tomorrow?? Hm. Don't think so right? Okay.

Okay i'm tired. I don't want to blog.

Goodness. Last night i dreamt that I failed chemistry!! Like in classroom, then Mr Tan gave me back chem papers and i got 49!! Omg. Then it's like i'll wake up and calm myself down, then dream the same thing again! It happened 3 times. Wah lau. Promos are still haunting me =( See chem department is sadistic and they should all commit suicide.

Haiz. i am annoyed. One of my fish is sick and i prepared nice clean water last night so that i can change today and my stupid annoying sister go and take the water to change the water of her tank. Wah lau she is some stupid ass okay if my fish die she's gonna live with guilt forever.

=D Happy people. Ah well i'm leaving in about 15 minutes time so gotta go bathe and stuff yawnz. I feel dirty i didn't bathe since before chem paper yesterday LOLOLOL. xD

Wah xian chem paper is lau sai inducing please. But wubber who cares PROMOS ARE OVER!! Wheeeeeeee. I didn't go out though, went home and almost zzZZzzz on my sister's bed (after saying hi and secretly sniggering coz she had exam in afternoon) until my dad came and called me to go for lunch. So i had super yummy lunch at fish and co. then uhh went to see some apartment at newton before going centrepoint where my mum went shopping and i ate some more at haagan dazs. Oh i'm a pig but who cares promos are over okay. There's reason to celebrate.

The nap in the afternoon was SO juicy omgosh i haven't slept in afternoons for eons. I usually don't and can't but i simply tak boleh tahan then just -poink- and fell asleep in the bed. Dinner was crap somehow the fish my maid cooked for me was like eat salted meat or something so i left it alone and just ate grapes. Anyway i was super full from lunch and tea (which occurred within like 2 hours of each other).

WOOHOO PROMOS ARE OVER!! But now the mad rush for open house. Sigh and i realised i have ZERO free days next week. Annoying. Monday got PW thingie, tuesday got physics h3 (OH MY GOD), wed hmm.. chorale prac (will send out an email soon) thursday rehearsals for open house (will be in the email) and friday open house itself (also in there). Wahhhhhh. -Screams- Everyone seriously please go and memorize and rememorize ALL the songs before wednesday afternoon or not we'll all just plonk and die and forget and burst and screw up and NOW that's now what we want right?? =) Right.

I am going to be a pig and sleep some more now. Goodnight world! Happy people must smile =D

Oh Em Gee. Burst maths confirm minus 13 marks liao LOL. Coz i completely forgot how to do the DE question so that's like 6 marks gone -.- Then some other qn like qn 5 also dunno so -4. Then the qn14 calculate area i burst also so -3 so yar like -6-4-3 = -13.

Bleh. One more paper to go. Yay. Then maybe i can finally sleep properly. Although i was how tired and slept at 12am last night i could hardly sleep throughout the night lor =( It's really quite annoying how I know i need the sleep to be able to do exams properly, but yet my own mind refuses to give it because it's so busy worrying over the exams. -.- Annoying.

Sigh alright 1 more paper to go yay. Chemistry omg i got E for CTs i wonder what i'll get this time. Better go and study and hopefully pull my grades up man. Everyone go study. yay. We're happy people. o.O

"The student's hand is broken". What does this statement mean? [12]

OMG econs can die ah. My hand is seriously dying after writing non stop for so long. But wah lau i think i'm still going to fail please i shouldn't have bothered studying la. Study also burst. Okay. So now i'm skeptical. Should i study for physics???

I tell you, when i have kids i'm going to make all of them ambidextrous ah. Force them to learn to write with both hands. Then when they grow up do econs essay can write with both hands, then won't have so much pain in one hand. Now it's like how painful (and yet i'm still busy typing away) and i don't feel like practising physics or yar, using my brain. All my brain juice got squeezed dry already.

Bang sai. Haiyar okay i shall go and do something productive. Just printed out the physics 2006 CT paper and maybe i'll actually not waste paper and ink and go and attempt it. Da bian. Wish me luck. tata!!

Hahahaha i just remembered a joke i made a while ago. It's quite bad but okay here goes. May not be funny. Warn you first.

So benjamin and i were sitting in my car, and he was trying to sing something but CMI then so..

Chris: "Oi use the consonants to harness the air pressure like what Mr Toh says."

Ben tries to sing and succeeds

Chris: "See, it works. Always remember, consonants are your friends.. so you should???"

Ben thinks but doesn't come up with the answer.

Chris: "Make use of them la!"

Heeeeeee xD. Okay it was super funny when i said it we both burst out laughing like crazy in the car. Anyway, that was a JOKE. No it's bad to make use of friends, or anybody for that matter. =) Okay.

GP paper today was crappy i totally screwed up essay, i should have done the lemon lemonade qn la at least if i screw up then it'll be an amusing essay. Tch. k nevermind. Hopefully compre can salvage lor. =(

KK back to econs now. Wish me luck i haven't studied everything up to market failure. A for econs here i come!!!!!

Omg burst i keep having bleeding nose every morning like these few days during study break. I think being at home causes me to not move a lot so like i'm too lazy to get water to drink. Yikes! Cannot cannot. All the exams are in the morning it's gonna be like how weird and annoying if i get bleeding nose and bleed all over my paper. Wahaha then can say i vomit blood when i saw the GP questions =P

K so anyway i'm like really bursted for promos because my studying rate has been like damn slow like 0< dy/dy <1. Then my ionic product is less than my Ksp so whatever i try to study just doesn't go in because my brain is SATURATED.

So okay someone give me ammonium chloride maybe stuff will start to dissolve -.-

I've been eating ice cream non stop ever since wednesday like lunch will eat, dinner will eat, depressed will eat. Maybe on monday when u guys see me you'll go o.O because i put on a lot of weight? I don't know haven't actually weighed myself. Can you imagine next year A levels? It's like when i'm xian of studying the only thing that can bring happiness and pleasure is eating something nice and cold which makes you feel 'good' so yes ice cream is what i eat. Siiigh i am going to explode.

Anyway last Saturday went for a random blood test and urine test and dunno what rubbish stuff then like my heart rate is apparently only 48 beats/min. So then went to see the doctor right, coz it was the nurse who took the thing. Then first thing he said 'Wah! Your heart rate is really low you know. Very unusually low.' then i was like thinking 'oh no am i dying?'. Then he went on the say 'Only very very fit people like athletes have such low heart rates.' and my brain went WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. and my eyes went o.O.o.O.o.O. K then doctor went on to say 'do you exercise a lot?' and my brain went WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Then so i answered him 'no??????'. Yar so okay i was damn amused. I concluded afterwards that because i took the test at like 8am and i was like half asleep, i was probably on the way to falling asleep on the bed that they took the heart rate that's why my heart beat slowed down. Or maybe i'm just dying. Apparently normal people's heart rate range from 60-100.

Then went back to get the results on tuesday, and as usual my cholesterol level is supremely high, apparently even higher than last time. It's not totally my fault because it's some genetic thing, like my dad has it and all my siblings have it but mine's the worst. There's like good and bad cholesterol, and my bad one is 43% above normal. -gasps-. Yar. So then doctor says i need to go on medication. Omgodz. Maybe i AM dying. So i asked him what i can do like myself, other than eating medicine. Then he said 'i can't really think of anything.. oh! exercise lor!' and once again my brain went WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Okay so now that doctor has ordered me to exercise maybe it's time i move my butt and do something. =( Haiyar okay i should anyway. Kk post promos. For now, ICE CREAM GALORE!!!!

C'zhao says:
yo bro

C'zhao says:
art thou slacking off again?

C'zhao says:
back to the books u go!

C'zhao says:
cha!

C'zhao says:
oh hello

C'zhao says:
eh u copy cat

C'zhao says:
:D

C'zhao says:
teehee

C'zhao says:
there's 4 of us leh

C'zhao says:
!!

C'zhao says:
ehh ya lor

C'zhao says:
stupid.

C'zhao says:
muaha


-.- The lameness of my dearest sister who's so happy because she just bought 9 parrot fishes. Haha. Okay like randomness i'm not going to blog much since phantom people seem to be reading my blog and not acknowledging so i'm scared. -cough cough-

MSN messenger has unceremoniously forced me to 'upgrade' (against my will) to Windows Live messenger. And it's super annoying please. I downloaded and installed in, and when i signed in, all my groups were alllll over the place. Like people who didn't belong in Chorale group were there, my class was named as "OG" and my OG was like "Comm" or something and the comm groups was totally missing? And like the worst thing was i went to nicely swap them around and added this added that blah blah blah then i signed out, and signed back in and like they happily did major reshuffling for me again -.- Super annoying lor. Then OKAY i reshuffled again, and finally (so far) after resetting it my stuff didn't shift. Rawr. And the stupid display picture keeps reverting back to some chair. But hopefully it's okay now. See that was why i didn't want to change to windows live. K neverrrmind.

Anyway today wasn't as waste time as i thought it would be. Econs lecture was fairly useful, GP was supposed to be not useful and spend time and library doing summary/AQ while our teacher gave consultation to people who wanted. Then happen that while walking to library i met her on the way to give consultation to my classmate then she said that she had the 2nd slot (coz she can meet 2 people in 1 period) free so she asked me to meet her. Yay. Okay so seems like my thesis statements are giving me problems, and my arguments are like hit and go and i tend to focus on examples, so that's obviously wrong. Then chem lecture was er, liddat lor just go through some random stuff. And PE was survey so yay i left at like 11.10 and my school day ended =D.

Kk parents just got home from M'sia so going to eat lunch now. Tata!!

Yayy my fighting fish are happy. Well, at least 3 out of 4 of them are. The 3 of them are eating whatever i feed them really enthusiastically. I suspect the 2 new ones i bought must have been underfed or never fed such good food (relatively) that whatever i feed them must taste really nice and yummy. And the new pink male one is happy because he blew a bubble nest =D Yayy. But the older male one is probably not that happy coz he's still just lounging around and not really doing much. At least he's starting to eat more hee. Haiz, but the problematic female is actually i suspect simply too pampered. Because she eats all the yummy live worms but ignores the dried food. Well i can't possibly have live worms all the time, they all died this morning so if she doesn't eat, she's gonna die =(

Anyway. It's thursday, time obviously flies. And i think i am going to die for promos. I feel slightly inspired to study though because i successfully did my oscillations tutorial last night, and understood P&C today! Yay. Maybe there is hope after all =D. Anyway lately i've grown fond of eating assorted chocolates. I can't remember the brand but it's sold in 7 11 and i especially like the chocolates with almonds inside =D. Hee. But i like the raisins too they're cute. And nice. And yummy, and keeps me awake in class. Oops. Ok anyway..

Today is a happy day. Yesterday was a happy day too. I went for lunch with parents and sister at Ding Tai Feng and ate like a pig. We ordered like 16 xiao long baos then after we finished i was still.. not full =P So we ordered 6 more then they gave some free thingie with peanuts inside which was nice too and we also ordered the red bean dessert thingie so i almost exploded after that. But it was yummy. Haiz. I'm seriously turning into a pig, but it's okay. It's promos =) Dad says later tonight he'll bring me to island creamery WAHAHAHAHAA. Okay he'll bring all 3 of us there yay. Okay so i better go mug and earn the right to eat ice cream and put on weight (HA).

Bye bye and good luck everyone! Stay happy and cheerful xD

I suddenly realise permutations and combinations is so confusing after trying to do the tutorial. And my stupidity doesn't help.

[x!n.y|~*] says:
11ii?

C'zhao -round round round round (like a record!)- says:
number of ways to arrange, taking EEE as 1 unit is 6! right

[x!n.y|~*] says:
yup

C'zhao -round round round round (like a record!)- says:
then EEE can arrange 6 different ways is it

[x!n.y|~*] says:
noo.. its all the same!

xD. Yes okay so after school today i went to an aquarium. And i bought a pair of fighting fishes! They're so pretty, pink almost silver and errr a bit transparent at some parts. But they're still quite small i think, gotta let them grow bigger before attempting to let them mate or something. Oh my, if they do succeed then i'll have hundreds of fighting fishes. So cute!! I bought live worms too, and fed them to my red female fish AND SHE ATE. Omgosh. She gobbled them all up like a pig. So she's just been a brat and not eating dried food all these while -.- Whadda pig. Anyway yar it must taste really nice coz i fed it to all of them and they all ate like it was beef steak or something. =)

Okay. I am desperately trying to finish tutorial 9. So okay i'll end here. Tata! Oh btw, chem SPA was stressful. Not as bad as mock but heh. Still. =D Teachers staring at you while you try to.. do stuff.. Can't say what!!!!!

-a few minutes later-

C'zhao -round round round round (like a record!)- says:
SHAT

C'zhao -round round round round (like a record!)- says:
I GIVE UP

C'zhao -round round round round (like a record!)- says:
I ASK U TOMORROW

C'zhao -round round round round (like a record!)- says:
THEN U DRAW NICE NICE FOR ME OKAY?

C'zhao -round round round round (like a record!)- says:
OKAY?????

[x!n.y|~*] says:
orh..

I can't remember what i've done today. Like seriously. I think i hardly did anything. Getting very distracted by my fighting fishes. Recently my dad got a female fighting fish to mate with the male, but she looks weird. Vaguely bloated could be due to like a huge amount of eggs in her belly (which would be good hee) or she's sick. But bad thing is that the bulge seems to be on one side only? And she's not eating lehh.. I very scared. Don't want her to die, though she cost $1.50 but that's not the point. She's still a living being. Bleh. Okay nevermind see how it goes.

So it's the end of the holidays. Crap. Oh and i just realised yahoogroups is like quite noob and lag so i've decided to send email to yahoogroups straight from the egroups website instead of through my email, coz like i sent one last night and then today i got an email saying that my email was delayed (like wth) and that i wouldn't have to resend and just wait patiently. So i did, and nothing happened so i wubbered it and went to the egroups website to post. Wahaha. Anyway.

I suddenly feel like i'm very dead for promos. Maybe i'll get another DEAD. Then i'll be very sad. But haiz. Okay so the only way to solve the problem is to go and study. =( Easy to say hor. Haiyarrrrrz. K i shall stop complaining now. Oh! I went to church today after like a million years.

-10 years later-

I just belatedly realised i have chem SPA tomorrow. So i am desperately mugging for it now. So i am stopping here. Ciao!

Wah Lau bang sai i'm studying damn slowly la. Omgosh i think i'm going to die. Shit shit shit. How? And like only 1 day left of holidays then school start liao. Dammit. But yet i don't really feel very panicked or annoyed with myself either. I think it's like the psychological thinking that i've 2 weeks left to study. But then again that's not a lot either. So like WHY am i not worrying yet?

-faints-

Once again, i had something to blog about but i cannot remember it anymore. Oh dear. Maybe i'm turning into a goldfish and my memory only lasts for 3 seconds long. =( Sigh. I can't wait for promos to end actually. Then 3 whole months of vague freedom. Not counting PW which seems to actually be going not that bad for my group. Tonight need to tidy up the written report and throw in our interview stuff (which we just got a few days ago yay!) then can liao. Ah wellz. Sigh. I think maths is getting super xian for me. AP GP is fine but i completely don't understand summation and mathematical induction. Like completely totally don't understand. Someone save me. Help. -.-

Okay i shan't whine about studying and go and try to actually get something done. Bleh. Good luck world. See ya all soon.

Ouch i feel extremely stupid right now. I wanted to reset the router/modem, which are in my brother's room. So since it's like dark now and i couldn't be bothered to turn on the lights, i walked to his room and slammed right into the door because i didn't realise it was closed. Shat. My hand hurts now.

Anyway i've deduced that i'm mugging at such a slow pace, my brain might actually be degenerating instead of improving, and i suspect a snail will get bored with me. So. I shall make new friends with unicellular organisms then maybe i'll have someone on the same level as me to say hi to =)

I am totally in love with verbum supernum prodiens! Omgosh. I found this magical version online, sung by the world youth choir in 1999. It's seriously good. Hm don't know where the link is but i have the mp3 though. Ah okay i keep putting it on repeat. And like when i'm bored i go and look at the scores to analyse them -.- I think i've recently found this fetish for analyzing scores wahaha. It's really quite fun (to me) to see all the chord structures (play them on piano) and imagine how i would like the sound to be like, you know like stretch this note cresendo that note and the phrasing and everything. See this is why my studies are so being neglected. Oh i also think Cantate Domino is a really nice song too. But i can't find any nice versions of it online. Hmm. =(

K bad boy go and study. Sigh. I want more holidays. Only 2 more days left!! ='( -Sniff- Okay. I shall go and bug somebody before attempting to set me brain to think at least as fast as an amoeba. Byee! =D

Today was ultimate waste time day. I don't want to waste any more time talking about how i wasted time.

Anyway, i'm SO proud of myself that i managed to do ionic equilibria tutorial qn 7-10 all by myself and got them all correct!!!!!!! Omgosh! I'm not that air-headed after all. =D Yay -feels vaguely smarter-

Okay but yar today was a waste of time so tomorrow need to attempt to rush. Not like i have a schedule planned or anything, which is bad, coz i should, but i just can't get down to doing one. Bleh. Hope i don't die.

I had a lot of things to blog about, but i can't remember them anymore? So okay i'm just going to end here. Tmr got chem from 9-12. Omgosh. Goodnight people!! xD.

Hm was in toilet washing up and had random revelation!

There are 2 kinds of emotion-less way of thinking

1st way. To be void of emotions, and to be objective. So then you become really diplomatic and always want to make decisions based on the views of others and the majority. But sometimes, this seriously cannot work because to be diplomatic all the time to make every little decision means wasting a lot of time to settle something which is trivial. Inefficiency sets in.

2nd way. To ignore emotions and just do what you like. In this case more of ignoring other people's emotions i guess. To be frank, and to just say what you want. If i don't like you, i tell you i don't like you. Not good either, because then you'll hurt other people or say things which might cause dislike or unpleasantness.

So how? Take 2 extremes and average it lor. Haiz. Application of physics SPA in real life. Joy. Goodnight!

Waternight is a beautiful song. Mmmmm. I tried to study today. But i think i'm failing tremendously. Nevermind i still have half the afternoon to go -.- Yayyyy.....

I am bored and xian. Someone punch me.

Yo people. I am really tired. And i think i'm going to 爆炸 from overeating dinner. Wubber.

I have decided, that tonight shall be the last night i officially slack. Tomorrow morning, i am going to uproot my entire being, and my notes, and stationery NOT my computer to the library, oh yes plus my ipod as well, and start to MUG. Like i said, i'm in a i-feel-stupid phase so okay i need to get smarter right? I mean got problem, solve it!

xD

Hopefully.

I think hybrid cars are really cool.

Okay i think i shall aim to sleep early tonight. So that tomorrow will be longer, and i can be more productive. Yay. Oh super funny. I was wondering why i had like surplus money this week, then just now then remembered that i had to pay money for the ticket to Singer's Vocal emsemble concert. So okay paid my friend, then i was left with like $10. Then i was like 'OH so that's why i'm so rich this week.....' Okay NOBODY comment on that. Anyway. Then went with aunty to buy dinner from newton, then coz like super waste money if we put coupon and buy food da bao then come home right? So i went down to buy. Then buy buy buy order order order then need to pay right. Then i opened my wallet then i was like o.O omgosh i only have $10. Then calculate calculate calculate what's 3+3+3????? Then omogsh $9! Just nice. Okay so pay pay pay then i ended up with $1. So okay it's good. I'm not supposed to go out the entire of next week because i'm supposed to sink into depression and study right? So okay i think i can survive on $1. Let's see if i somehow manage to spend it =)

I realised the chord with a do and a so and the a mi an octave higher is like super nice. If you have the chance, go grab 2 guys to do the low notes then an alto to do the mi. Then listen hard and you'll be able to hear a high do and a high so. Ahhhhhh..... I should go and find out more about how a) our vocal cords REALLY work b) how sound waves interact with each other to form chords and such and overtone. Oh funky. I have a new aim in life =D

I am going to not bore you guys anymore and bum off to find something to do. Sigh house gets emptier and emptier. Brother has moved out. Elder sister is forever out with her boyfriend. Even if she's not, she's holed up in her room. Other sister is coming home real late every night ever since she started school which is such an oxymoron. But nevermind. Ah wellz. Home alone. Oh wait, got my aunty. Hee. Yawnz k can't wait for dadddddyyyy and mummmmyyy to come home. Yayyyy. Bye guys! Happy holidays. (HA FAT HOPE)